It's a Boon

Tofu Heart

2011-12-29T23:11:00.005+08:00

My mouth may say mean things, but I have a soft heart :) Fragile <3

Captured this over dinner some days back:

Heart shape? Soy sauce? It's actually a heart-shaped soy sauce :D

So magical hor?

Addicted to Christina Perri's A Thousand Years lately, I've never watched Twilight before, never liked it, don't know why.

Addiction was induced by the recently gone viral video Meme Proposal instead:

So magically sweet <3

Awaiting magic in 2012,
Wishing you a happy new year in advance,
May 2012 be a year of ~~many~~ uncountable awesomeness.

Post scheduled at 11.11pm for some self-induced magical awesomeness :)

3, 2, 1, Let's Go!

2011-12-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG, new year coming soon new year coming soon.
Never bothered with new year resolution, either because I won't do it, or I actually do whatever that I want to do anyway. Never bothered with Christmas wishlist as well, either I get what I want or just get a cheaper alternative or just give up on the thought of getting something overly expensive.

Coincidentally, today is 13.12.11. Actually no, I purposely wait until today only update one. Lol.

Apparently, my appearance screams high school boy. Got look that young?!
Must be my ~~adorable~~ childish dressing and ~~fun size~~ small built. I was at the mall looking at some leather shoes for work, the promoter aunty straight away said: "casual shoes over that side"; then I said "I looking for working shoes leh hehe". Then to the Expo Robinsons Sales, the aunty: "ah boy, what you looking for?". Seriously loh, I 23 liao.

On the bright side, means I'll probably look 30 when I'm 45. Wait another 22 years see how haha.

Top: that's me with fake specs, the high school boy look. Bottom: random Christmas tree near City Hall MRT.

Times flies, time flies. Anti-virus' 1-year license expiring. Very fast it'll be my 1 year in SG. Wah.

London Bridge is...

2011-12-03T15:41:00.000+08:00

how one, I also don't know lol.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I kinda think that I'm kinda wasting my job. As in, I don't go sightseeing much, I don't walk around that much when I'm in another country. There's just no thrill nor excitement to move about, seeing the world so to speak. Most of the time, I'm just too tired and also too lazy to plan all the tours and whatnot! Truth be told, traveling on vacation reasons is seriously very different from traveling on work reasons, seriously. I'd be happy if I can squeeze in some shopping energy and time heh! It's mostly makan then tidur then makan then tidur then work back.

Just came back from London, this is my 3rd so far and the 4th one coming on Christmas. Point is, having been there so many times, I haven't actually gone on a tour or even get myself around to visit tourist attractions. London Bridge how I don't know, Big Ben how I also don't know haha! The good thing about this time's trip was the walk in the park. You see, when doing a London flight, crews will normally visit this duck rice stall near Bayswater tube station which serves quite good Chinese food I must say. This time round, they decided to take a walk there, cutting through Kensington Gardens:

Ok, this might not do the place justice, cause it was a really nice park. Got real life swans somemore (no pic though). If I have dogs, I'll walk him/her/them there every day :) It was quite cold, but there were still many people jogging, cycling, dog-walking there!

Me and yellow-leaf tree lol. Super random. End of autumn, winter coming soon huh? The seniors were walking in front, so the few of us junior ones just randomly snap snap some pics then off we follow haha.

Then we reached the duck rice stall and have our portion of duck rice and misc. dishes for £11 per person. They actually have crew menu, more worthwhile than ordering separately if you ask me. Imagine how much business they make from crew alone? There are 3 daily flights to London every week, it's like there will always be crew having duck rice there every day leh!! On our way out, I saw this hanging on the wall:

Awwh! Christmas really coming soon liao, before ~~you~~ I know it, it'll be New Year then Chinese New Year then Valentine's Day then everything in between then Christmas then one year gone again haha. Back to the deco, "Dear Santa, I've been very,very, very good, where's that 1 present I've always wanted. Only 1 okay." Please go liaise with 月老 <3

After food, off to Oxford St. for some shopping. The whole street was packed with humans, festive season kills the shopping mood. Seriously loh. Ended up with some cookies only then balik tidur. Too many people, feel like puking! Christmas deco was up too:

See the sea of humans? Every where also like that on the street. The star thinge quite nice though :)

There you have it. Not the last post of 2011. 3 more weeks to Christmas, 4 more weeks to 2012.
What to do what to do what to do?
Where to go where to go where to go?
How how how?

Counting Blessings

2011-11-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Count my blessings, count your blessings. If you're reading this, it means that you're blessed with a pair of eyes to see; if you understand this statement, it means that you're blessed with a thinking mind for comprehension.

A lot of us are so blessed, in so many ways, it's just that we often disregard all these good things, then completely forget about them. Instead, we dwell endlessly on all the other petty bad things. I know, cause I do it all the time. Which is why I wanna remind myself randomly: to count my blessings.

I wanna thank my parents for sending me to school. Maybe I should tell them this the next time I see them, they'll be like "son, you okay?" haha. If not for them, I won't be who and where I am today. Aww, so lucky to just be born into this world, as Boon Woei. Hehe.

I think I am in love. In love with Apple's MacBook Pro, the 13-inch one. Feels just nice lol. Oh noes, I think I'm slowly turning into a materialistic ~~bastard~~ person.

Still want to believe that my time will come.

Uniquely me,

Boon Woei

iRetard

2011-11-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

Indeed I am a retard. It turns out my netbook didn't go kong on me at all, it just ran out of battery. The worst part was I didn't realize this until today when I was about to bring it to the centre to have it fixed. Luckily I plugged in the power supply just to have it checked one last time, imagine the embarrassment if I were to bring it to the Asus centre and have them correct me "Mr. your netbook is perfectly fine, it just ran out of battery". And to think I went netbook-less for 3 whole weeks. You tell me lol or not haha.

That aside, I have this belief, I always believe that no single soul on Earth should feel or be lonely or unhappy. I mean being alive is a huge thing already. Boy was I wrong, I was struck by this immense loneliness just now out of no where. Like a giant truck crashing into an innocent puppy crossing the road. Lol, bad analogy, but you get the picture? Getting crushed really badly randomly out of no where. I was on my way to da bao mixed rice, with earphones on, then tears flooded my eyes suddenly as I begin my journey to the food court, then I cried like shit for a good 5 minutes. I guess I just felt really really lonely suddenly; and asked myself why am I so pathetic, so alone here, living this life.. Don't I deserve to be happy too? Or I just chose to be unhappy lonely unconsciously? Maybe I'll never find happiness?

Haiz, iRetard emo.

p/s: needs to numb self with work, don't think, don't think, don't think...

我这人...

2011-10-31T19:48:00.002+08:00

经常用钱来买教训!

What I mean is, I ~~always~~ tend to spend money to learn a lesson.

Allow me to explain. Recently, I've been spending some time trying to find a perfume that suits me cause the job requires one, if not I'll constantly smell of sweat and that is yucky. So one fine day I decided to just step into a random perfume shop and somehow got ~~persuaded~~ convinced into getting this 80 dollars bottle of nicesmellingness. That time I thought it was not bad a bargain seeing how they were having sales. 2 weeks later, I stepped into another random perfume-selling shop which was also having a sale (this time is Christmas sales) and saw the same bottle selling for 50 dollars!

Where got such thing one right?!! Such a big difference!!
Lesson learnt, always Google first before doing ANYTHING! Or when it comes to shopping for goods, at least do some research and compare prices before making the purchase!

Haiz, 30 hard earned dollars down the drain. And this is not the first time scenario like this happening to me.

Regards,
Failed first time perfume buyer

P/s: boy was it difficult to compose a post on the phone. Why phone? Cause my overpriced netbook decided to go kong on me..!

Memories

2011-10-23T12:52:00.003+08:00

Lately, many childhood memories started to surface in my thoughts. They remind me of how fortunate I am, that I have lived a truly blessed life thus far. Very well to do in my opinion, not financially, just overally (overall-ly, get it? :P).

When I was young, both my parents worked (even till now), so you could say my childhood was spent alone until my brother came to town for his Primary 1 (he was at hometown earlier). I remember those days how I'd wait for my parents at the balcony, they'll bring back supper or just some random snacks. On those days I was lazy, I'd wait for the sound of gates opening then rushed down to greet them. When my brother came along, we would do this waiting and rushing down the stairs together. Oh, memories. Of course there were many days we fought viciously, usually ended up with him crying XD sorry about that lil' bro, guess that molded you into a tough and independent person now, fighting was fun right? Hehe.

I also remember the younger days when our entire family of four lived in one single room, come to think of it, life was like that until about 5~6 years back when I moved out for my tertiary studies and them moving to the outskirts due to work, pity lil' bro had to be transferred there for secondary schooling.

Back to the younger days when lil' bro wasn't in the picture yet, I remember how we couldn't really afford many things, but my parents still tried to give me the best, maybe that's why how I never felt that I was deprived of anything. Given how both my parents worked in supermarket, my playground after school time those days would by default, be the supermarket (Fajar to be precise, they closed down some years back). I had plenty of things to play with, whether was the fresh goods department with fruit and all those, or the toys and stationary items departments with all sorts of things a kid would ever imagined.

You know how kids these days would be deprived of snacks or fizzy drinks, my bro and I didn't have that restriction, perhaps that explains why we are so not rebellious now. Cause we were simply not deprived of all these, a lot of freedom was given to us.

Our favorite toy back then (before computer became a household necessity lol) was Lego. To buy it is very expensive, Lego's not exactly affordable~~, so we stole it~~; we actually got them free, either from the old displayed pieces or faulty boxes. Faulty in the sense that some Lego boxes became incomplete when some pieces were stolen or just random loose pieces. That's how we ended with a box of random Lego pieces, those were fun :D It was until later only we can afford to splurge on toys, Lego boxes, Gundam models, Beast Wars figurines and Gameboy consoles; just to name a few prominent ones. Ooh yes, we used to waste money on Pokemon trading card game too; those were the days!

I believe that's it for now, a visit to memory lane :) If you've read through that chunk of texts, congratulations to you, you now know me a bit better (or at least I would want to think it that way). Here's your reward, my moment-song, named such cause it's one of the few songs I like at this moment:

Think

2011-09-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

It seems that I couldn't uphold the promise of 1 post per week, time flies and time doesn't fly. Time flies because 2 weeks passed just like that after my previous post and to think that I've been in Sing a pore for 8 months! Time ticks and tocks regardless of whether I'm ready. Time doesn't fly because there were times I calculate how much $ I need to pay for quitting my job, the 17-month bond turns out to still be a hefty sum despite being pro-rated, 17 months more to go!

I've been thinking a lot lately, about my career, about my future. But it doesn't seem to have a conclusion to every thinking session. Still wondering what to do with this "life" of mine, purpose in life so to speak.

Never have I thought I'd take a plane ride so often in my life, more often than I take a cab come to think of it! I thought I would just have an ordinary office job and work forever to pay for things I can't carry when I leave this world. The second part still holds true unfortunately, that is working forever and earning money.

I tell myself, if I'm not doing this, I would be doing other things (which I may not like as well) for a living. For a living huh, I do wonder what is the purpose of life, sometimes I feel like living is just because I'm not dead. Not that I want to die, but do note that humans die eventually. Where is this cycle taking us? Where are we going, do we need to be there?

Makes no sense I think. Haha. Randomness.

Have a pleasant weekend.

This must be it

2011-09-14T14:34:00.000+08:00

The version of the song I posted in the earlier post which I said I thought I've heard of some time ago. What a mouthful there haha.

Nice <3

I'm feeling kinda anti-social these days, just feel like rotting in room. But at the same time, I'm very happy when I see familiar faces, doing unimportant random things. Oh so simple, but so fulfilling and contenting, yet they are hard to come by these days. Just like the song, it appears to be a very simple romantic task, yet not many people can achieve that these days.

I want to believe that by moving forward regardless of what gloom comes my way, will eventually lead to a fruitful and desirable future. It doesn't have to be what the society thinks of as "successful", but good enough and "successful" enough from my point of view. Which as of now, I am uncertain about. Nonetheless I'm sure I will know it when it hits.

So please hit me or at least find ways to show me that I can hit.

中秋节快乐

2011-09-13T17:56:00.002+08:00

A bit late, but not too late, so don't mind the petty details lah alright.

Was at Hong Kong during this festive season, it's a big thing over there, so big that apparently people finish work earlier than usual on the Mooncake Festival Day (15th of August on the Lunar Calendar) and get a day off on the next (or so I was told).

Point here is, this will be the type of life I'm living for (at least) the next 2 years, won't be around for festivals, unpredicted presence in Singapore/Malaysia and yadayada so much inconsistency and unpredictability. Certainly not complaining, just saying :)

And so I was at Hong Kong, thinking how I have not eaten mooncake at all this time around. Back in Malaysia, I always get to eat mooncake, whether they're free samples given to my mom or gifts to my mom. Thinking back in Uni days, how I'd eat a whole mooncake for a meal, haha. Then now, haiz. Oh wait, I think I bought some mini mooncakes to console myself a week back or so! They tasted pariah though, aka not-too-good.

Lol, pardon the messed up post, my mind's messed up now too. Just wanna pen these down before The Moment ceased to exist (meaning inspiration gone lah!).

Oh ya, and so I was watching this live broadcast thinge on TV, some programme for this Mooncake Festival Celebration was on and I saw/heard this song and thought it's quite awesome:

I so so remember hearing this song way way back long long time ago. That's all, I think I kinda miss home, or maybe missing the doing-nothing days hehe.

靓仔没本心

2011-08-30T15:25:00.000+08:00

I got 本心, means I'm not a 靓仔 loh, haiz. Lol this logic is obviously flawed, but oh well.

My off days are typically spent sleeping, and yet having slept away a couple of days, it is still like not enough one. How I wish sleep debts can really be paid off, can never compensate lost sleeps! Body is officially screwed, and you thought this is an enjoyable-don't-need-to-do-much job, think again :)

When in Rome

2011-08-28T01:37:00.000+08:00

This was about 2 weeks back. It was a much anticipated destination, but it was not too interesting after having been there! Well, maybe I just need the correct company. Meh, come to think of it, maybe I just don't quite like Europe stations.

Trevi Fountain

The angle might look a bit odd here, cause I was trying really hard to avoid snapping the 278314 tourists near the fountain. Like seriously, tourist attraction is such a bore haha!

View from some slightly high up place, overseeing the ancient Rome, supposedly the spot where the old Rome Rome was

Rome Rome is not a typo hehe. Ahh, such nice blue sky. You know what it means? It means the weather was blardy hot, like seriously blazing sun! Nevertheless, a grand view indeed, can imagine the OMGness of the ancient Rome from here. Power!

Vatican City

Nothing much here, but it's really nice stuff. And it's one of the must-see attraction too, and I sounded so uninterested and uninformed is because I didn't do any preparation prior to visiting these places. So to me they were like "wahhh, nice...(period)" lol.

Interior of St. Peter's Basilica, located in Vatican City

I actually didn't know it's known as St. Peter's Basilica until I Google'd it lol. It's the main building in the previous picture. Can you see the amount of tourists? Like spawning from the doors. A lot of nice stuffs inside too, especially the ceilings, mega nice. The amount of details on these pieces (practically everything inside) is unbelievable, like someone had too much time on their hands or something.

That's it, pictures courtesy of me. I had like 18 pictures taken in the entire Rome trip, fail I know, haha. And to think that I wanted to get a camera, or maybe I'll start snapping haphazardly when I actually own a camera. Hmm.

I miss

2011-08-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

blogging that is. Penning down random things.

A LOT happened in these few months. I'm ~~yet to be able to find time~~ too lazy to keep this up to date! But I'm having this urge to write/type again, let's just hope I can keep this going; maybe to a bare minimum of a post per week? hehe

You Are a Cashew

You are laid back, friendly, and easy going.

Compared to most people, you have a very mild temperament.

You blend in well. You're often the last person to get noticed.

But whenever you're gone, people seem to notice right away!

What Nut Are You?

I'm a cashew, apparently :)

Quite Drunk

2011-04-23T18:10:00.002+08:00

For the first time.

I have to admit, the tipsy feeling wasn't that bad. But anything beyond the point of mild tipsiness was quite a havoc, difficulty in controlling limbs and spouting nonsensical speeches. After all that, I am glad that I didn't get very drunk and there were guardians there to keep me safe and secure. Thank you friends! It was quite an experience!

Now I truly understood how alcohol can make people do things they don't/won't do when they are fully conscious. Again, tipsy feeling's quite nice; just don't get drowned by alcohol and it'll be fine.

Do I always give out the impression that I'll be fine?

T, not Coffee

2011-04-11T23:19:00.001+08:00

You Are the "T" Block

You are very flexible and adaptable. You're able to fill almost any role or do almost any job.

You are peaceful and calm. In fact, you're so tranquil that people often forget you're around.

You prefer to leave the drama to other people. That being said, you sometimes end up cleaning up someone else's mess.

You don't mind doing the dirty work every so often. You're a true team player, and you're always happy to contribute.

What Tetris Block Are You?

Real one or not?

Convocation

2011-04-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

Initially I thought die die also must attend convo, regardless of whatever circumstances that may surface. I mean, it's after all a once in a life time experience, as I seriously doubt I'll be getting another degree!! That aside, I also wanted to graduate together with my fellow Psych friends. But that thought changed when I got here, it felt like I've moved on and suddenly, the whole convo ceremony just doesn't feel as important! Hmm, I'll probably regret this one day, like 30 years down the road, I look back and ask myself "how come I didn't attend my convo ar?" LOL WTF XD

Life's been good albeit hectic, things just happened so rapidly that there's hardly enough time to even take a breath. Nonetheless, it's all good; and frankly I'm very much looking forward to what's in store for me! All the excitement, anxiety, ups and downs, there's just so much life ahead to live. Oh gosh, I'm not making any sense already haha!

Lastly, to my dearly Psych friends, congratulations and enjoy the convo!! You are now officially a "Psychology Graduate", take care :)

I am Bamboo

2011-03-26T17:14:00.002+08:00

You Are Bamboo

You are a very independent and unpredictable person. You do things your way, and you never know what turn your life will take.

You are very intellectual and logical. You try to think things through carefully, in steps.

Sometimes it seems like you are unemotional, but you try to have your emotions work for you instead of against you.

Those who know you best know how loyal, compassionate, and supportive you are. You are a very admirable person.

What's Your Lucky Charm?

Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

又是自己

2011-03-19T22:19:00.003+08:00

原来是高估了自己的能力和耐力；
原来要活得实实在在明明白白的只有自己，

怪自己没做好准备，怪自己自以为是！
虽然自己那么烂，还是留着自己好了！

无厘头的自己？
一个人的旅行。

我

2011-03-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

刚刚上车的时候，
有冲动想在下一站下车然后跑回去。
跑回去作些之前自己该做的事，
不想等到太迟错过了才后悔。
但我始终还是没勇气，
好无奈好讨厌那么没用的自己！
为什么总是那么吊儿郎当，
难道不能干脆地做件事吗？

人要知足，要开心，
要活得明明白白实实在在！

希望明天会更好，
告诉自己要把握眼前所有的一切！

我要。

Moonlight Resonance

2010-01-25T18:41:00.001+08:00

Hehe, done watching yet another hit TVB series, awesome :)
This must mean that I am very free lol. Finished a 33-episode drama last Monday and now this Monday, finished a 40-episode drama!! If I was more hardworking, the dramas wouldn't tahan for so long :) But yea, I watch TV and do other very important things like.. er.. let me see.. er.. go to school? :P

School has started. There's this Group Process class that I'm taking, it is in this class that I learned that all this while I had been a terrible group member. I am truly sorry for screwing up the group assignments and directly the grades of fellow group members XD But yea, this semester will be my last (fingers crossed) and hopefully I don't screw up that one group assignment -_- I know I know, in future I'll still be forced to work in groups ma.. for that one, wait until then only see how to handle la :P

As for the drama Moonlight Resonance, it was nice lah.. but as usual, it's a drama so I find it a bit too dramatic lol. So yea, maybe I should go back to watching anime for a while first, then only go watch more HK dramas. I think there are lots of good dramas that I've missed out these years, well it's not too late to slowly catch up.

Hehe.

Beyond the Realm of Conscience

2010-01-18T17:45:00.004+08:00

Yay! Finally done watching 宫心计, awesome!! :)
Along with Moonlight Resonance 溏心风暴之家好月圆 (which I'm yet to watch T_T) this HK TVB drama received one of the highest rating ever in Hong Kong, totally awesome!!

Though awesome, I find the ending to be not in-depth enough, lacking elaboration on the good times; or perhaps it was due to me checking on Wiki prior to watching. I think I might have spoiled my own watching experience -_-
Oh well, the awesomeness is still there cause it's definitely my type of show :P

It'll be nice if everyone can be as holy as the main character 刘三好 (portrayed by Charmaine Sheh), the name literally translates to Liu San Hao (or Liu Three Good). The name was given so that she'll be good (duh), the three good acts are: 做好事, 说好话, 存好心; literal translation: do good things, speak of only the good and be goodhearted/ keep a good heart.
The reason why I brought this character up was because I thought it'll be really good if one can do these three good acts, and you know, not-evil lah. Knowing humanity, of course it's impossible with the individual differences and etc. crap; some people are just plain evil.
Haiz.. so yea, if you wanna know what happen in the drama; you can either go watch it or go Google the synopsis lah! No spoilers here hehe!
Especially to kawans who are quite free, can watch this drama, it's only 33 x 45 minutes. It won't waste too much of your life :)

In another note, this is something I saw on a Taiwan TV show: Guess Guess Guess! They say that the top 3 dirtiest horoscope are: 1. Gemini, 2. Aquarius, 3. Pisces; dirty people here refer to those who do not place much value on cleanliness and generally care less about tidying, cleaning, etc.
Now I know why my house is always dirty, cause all of us (family members) fall in the top 3 dirtiest horoscope haha :D
With 1 x Gemini, 2 x Aquarius and 1 x Pisces in the family, we have a perfect reason not to keep the house clean cause we're all dirty people lol. The TV show didn't explain why those horoscope punya orang are the top 3 though, so yea, this reasoning is flawed. At least now I won't feel too bad for the always dirty house :)

Hehe.

Wahh

2010-01-12T22:20:00.005+08:00

I seriously wonder where does he get all the voice from! I mean he sounded really precise (I don't know what/how you called it, like the lyrics were worded/verbalized? very clearly) and it just seemed as though his voice will never run out!
I've seen some of his videos couple of months back (click here for MJ Medley and here for another one of his more popular vids) and thought that they were great but I didn't really fancy them cause I found them to be a bit "noisy".
Then came this Lady Gaga Medley, personally I'm no fan of Lady Gaga but the songs were on 'repeat' mode in my head after I listened to this medley!! How nice if can sing like that right? :)

Sam Tsui and Kurt Hugo aside, I am very the anxious and worried about tomorrow for the fear that I won't be seeing any familiar faces in class. Eh wait, wow, I just put myself in the same sentence with the singer dude and the guitarist/instrument+arrangement dude!

Hmm, I'll end this "Wahh" post with another 'wahh video'. I've actually shared it on FB, but oh well, it is a 'wahh video' still.. So sharing it once again here won't hurt :) Come, let's go wahh..

p/s: Hope you didn't just go "cehh" instead lah, lol. Oh ya (isn't it wrong to put more than two notes in one p/s hehe), if you're interested in sand art, the video has many links to other awesome "wahh" sand art videos. Hmm I think I used the '...' and "..." wrongly -_-

Oh

2010-01-12T01:04:00.001+08:00

Crap. It seems like I won't be sitting in for any classes until Wednesday.

The crap is not for the classes, but for me.
You see, I was watching Criminal Minds on TV just now and the reason I like the show a lot is because I find that I can relate a lot with it (as in the psych terminologies etc. etc.) just just now, one of the character mentioned Existentialism and I find that I have no freaking idea what is Existentialism about -_-

Sad right, as a psych major and I have no fr-eak-ing idea!! That is when I realized I don't really ~~know~~ remember much about psychology, it's as though knowledge retention = zero (okay, maybe a lil' bit more). Sigh, sigh, sigh..

Not that I wanna linger in my own shortcomings aka failures, but just felt bad lah~ for not paying attention all these years, but I do question if it'll make any difference if I were to go through everything again. Personally, I'm not convinced that I'll do it any other way... -_-

Some things never changed. I still use so many I-sentences, still I-here and I-there lol. Whatever. And the randomness is still evident...

Ahh, good night!

Update

2010-01-07T08:08:00.006+08:00

Exam was over like 3000 years ago, and now holidays coming to an end *lets out a huge sigh*
Not that I have much to do, but doing nothing can be very relaxing (duh?) at times.
Having said that, I am very envious of many friends around me who have visions and aspirations about their future like what they plan to do or become, where they wanna go etc. Cause I am obviously very the clueless still.

That aside, you know how people like to reflect/review/whatever themselves when a new year comes (that's when the new year resolutions sprouted and people go all gungho over another new year); so I tried doing that for a while (the reflection part), kononnya to understand myself better and about what I have done so far.
That's when I realized that despite majoring in a course which is supposedly helpful in understanding people better, I still fail to understand people (myself included) FAIL ><
What I managed to observe was I am very different when with different groups of people, very different. This is common with humans, but I sometimes just don't like the very different me when with some people lol. If it's seen in a good way, I guess I'm superbly adaptable to the extent that I become another person in different contexts (situation, place, group of people).

Ah crap, why am I typing blocks of text which are memboringkan -_- I guess I just missed typing that much hehe. Oh ya, if you're still reading this semi-deserted virtual space of mine, good for you :)
Well, not that I know. Since the very reason I removed the Cbox and comment was to not know if anyone is still reading etc. So yea, just glad that you still decide to care about Boon Woei.

Gibberish aside, eh wait, everything here is gibberish lol.
School's starting next week and it's the LAST semester, ever. After that, I will be unemployed for about 20 years until my mid-life crisis then I'll go emo for another 10 years; then I will drag on for another 10 years or so watching clouds before I retire from stoning with 7 bonsais to tend to. That was random, lol.

Hmm, I can't quite recall what's the point of starting this blog initially, perhaps there wasn't a point to begin with.. I guess I'll just continue to randomly update with random gibberish like what I've been doing.

In near future, I hope to increase my positivity and not to be too emo-shit lah; if I get too emo-shit, I'll privatize this place and keep all the shit to myself k XD

Yay or Nay?

2009-12-07T11:37:00.001+08:00

Yay cause most big things are done and over!!

Nay cause still got one big thing left: final exams!!

Just finished my thesis defence today, which explains why I am here cause I'm done liao. I was told that my written paper was superficial, that everything lack depth and that everything was "Touch 'n Go"; I agreed and I actually knew it all along. Haiz never mind about the superficial crap shit work -_-

I'm just happy that I'm happy I guess?

ttyl

来的时候一个人，离开的时候也是一个人...

2009-10-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

只能希望着，盼望着，欲望着，留着的时候不是一个人...

How's life? Life's good. Can be better, it always can. But, oh well..

It feels like I have so much to say, so much to express, so much to do.. yet no words come out, no one to express to and not doing anything of significance.

Sigh, never mind, perhaps a more in-depth (or at least lengthier) post will come when I get my CPU repaired. I miss my computer T_T

When we come into this world, we are alone;
When we leave this world, we are alone;
We can only hope that for as long as we are here, we are not alone.

p/s: and no, Michael Jackson will not be here.

Left Hand

2009-10-15T18:57:00.003+08:00

Offering one's left hand to someone is a sign of trust for that person, as the left hand is the one that holds the shield (i.e. you trust that person enough to lower your guard). It is also a sign of love, for the left side is where the heart resides.

- Translator note in last episode of Tales of the Abyss

I never knew this until I watched the last episode of the anime.

Lol, laughing out loud. Roflmao, rolling on floor laughing my ass out.

End of random.

Semi-LD'ed

2009-10-14T20:28:00.010+08:00

The title is just for lols.

Remember the Say Frog Baby in the previous post? Apparently she's learned how to say "frog", and still so adorable :)

Following is a video of a guy who tries to jump over exercise balls. This is the video which made me lost my mind for a good 15 minutes yesterday night; I couldn't stop laughing when I was trying to explain to my bro how funny the video was.
Every time I reached the description of the "...3rd exercise ball yadayadayada", I burst out in laughter with tears somemore and that happened for about 15 minutes -_-

note: it's actually not that funny, I guess I needed to laugh and express really badly (for whatever reasons -_-)

And the video below features "The Mom Song", interesting and the lady geng :P

Just saw this on a friend's blog, hilarious and cute :D

That's all hehe. Have a nice ~~weekend~~ day :)

Frogged

2009-10-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hope I don't get frogged up by procrastination O_O

p/s: The baby damn cute hehe :)

Still...

2009-10-08T08:49:00.003+08:00

Still not good enough...

Still can't be selfless, or at least less self-centered...

Still talk in lots of "I"s...

Still fail to be genuine...

Still fail to step up...

Still fail to be empathetic...

Still fail to be there...

Still fail to stay long enough...

Still not good enough.

Sakit, Tak Boleh

2009-09-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

No one is allowed to fall sick for the next 3 months!

Just canNOT afford to fall sick. CanNOT sick. CANNOT sick.

Or maybe the only time to actually rest in peace is to fall sick. LOL. This is so not funny XD

You know, everything is manageable; but.. it's just.. it's just..
Uhh, I don't know lah -__-

Ugh, never mind.

Sakit, tak boleh.

So Fast...

2009-09-20T23:58:00.003+08:00

I think by now it's apparent that I don't wanna grow up, with all the oh-time-flies-ish posts.

I don't wanna grow up. No one taught me how to.

I don't wanna be bearing responsibilities I didn't sign up for.
Then again, who wants?

I don't want things to change yet I want things to change.
Ever contradicting humans are.

I don't like creative assignments projects.
Another way to see them is.. they are very vague.

I don't care yet I care that I don't care and I care.
Ever contradicting humans are.

*lets out a big sigh*

090909

2009-09-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

How can not blog and leave a mark today right? :P

As the title suggested, today's date is special and it doesn't come by often and probably will not come again for as long as I live. This date signifies long long long in Chinese, as the pronunciation of nine in Mandarin/Cantonese is identical to the pronunciation of long (in terms of duration).
Lots of couples are getting together today, may it be engagement or wedding as they believe that if they are joined today, they'll live happily every after forever :) Despite the fact that it is still the Ghost Month in the Chinese calendar, many just wouldn't wanna miss this chance to be one.

And I just wanna take the opportunity today to wish all my friends to find the one in their lives and may you be with your love forever and ever happily ever after :D Hehe. Remember to invite me when you get married, as you already have my blessings in advance on 090909 :D

If you try hard enough, you might just be able to make it in time for 101010; yesh, the perfect 10. 十全十美, everything will be perfect that day with the perfectly imperfect someone you're with and you will have more and more perfectly lovely days with that someone of yours in years to come :D

Then if you really cannot make it for 101010, try 111111 (did I get the 1's correct? lol). On that ONE day, you will be ONE with that ONE and only that ONE not any other ONE but that ONE happily ever after :D

Don't ask me about 121212, the date looks cute but somewhat weird and probably less meaningful (or I haven't figured out the significance) :P

Be happy, stay healthy.

p/s: I posted this at 9.09pm on 9th of September, 2009!
p/s2: Aiya!! I forgot to edit the time as I was rushing for 9.09pm and now it's 9.10pm liao. Just pretend that I made it on the last second of 9.09pm la!! :)

Suddenly... Again?!

2009-09-06T21:12:00.002+08:00

My bro is back from the 3-month-NS-camp.
OMGWTFBBQ! 3 months you know? Just like that, poof, gone, and now he's back like he's never left!

Then, then... 1st week of Uni came, poof and gone! We're looking at 13 out of 14 weeks of the semester left; if you see it this way, we really are only seeing our lecturers 14 times (some 28 times due to the cacated schedule -_-). And every time you catch a glimpse of the lecturer, you pay RM100; which sums up nicely to RM1400 per subject. But of course, I am sure our subject fee is not calculated via this manner, as some are paying lesser >.>

Speaking of fees and RMs, the burden has increased even more; as now my bro is back and by right, should be preparing to embark on his tertiary education journey.. like soon.
Meanwhile my remaining semesters' fees are to be paid using mom's EPF as I drained dry dad's Akaun ll or something. I never knew we're so tight on dough T_T I mean, I've tried doing the calculations etc. and just couldn't figure out how we're using so much money and where does most of the money go?

I canceled a huge chunk of text cause if not it'll appear as though I'm an ungrateful child who complains endlessly about his quite fortunate life.. and that, is not nice. Not nice at all.

Hmm, maybe it's time to see a counselor since there's a subject this semester which gives free % for seeing a counselor and as a student myself, I get to see one for ~~free~~ a very small fee anyways :)

Suddenly...

2009-09-02T09:27:00.004+08:00

Holiday ended. School ~~starting~~ started. T_T

Today woke up early, and I am still exhausted now. Super tiring -_-
Why tiring? I haven't been waking up so early in the morning during the holidays; in the holidays, I only tried to wake up by 11am to watch the (super old, like last 2 years') Martha Stewart Show on NTV7.

Not to mention that I am obsessed and addicted to gaming again (which screwed up my SPM back in those days, and me dropping Bahasa Cina to play Maple Story that time; sad right? I know O_O). There was a couple of nights (ok, maybe more than a couple) that I slept when the sun was rising; as the sun rising indicated that it's time my parents wake up for work, so yea, I better sleep before they think I am super lifeless.

Speaking of those days (~~young~~ younger days), I walked through the Valley of 18s just now, in the main campus of HELP UC. The main campus of HELP is like a dungeon deep inside a cave, there are more classrooms in the deepest part of the cave and there are also classrooms along the Valley of 18s.
What's Valley of 18s? The whole long stretch of road in between two mountains (classrooms) of 18-year-olds. Like so many kids there lol :D I feel a bit old and rusty; like how I could not stay up gaming for too many nights, it'll kill me -_-

Aside from not-young and rustiness, I also realized that I am in my last two semesters of tertiary education (no, I do not have ambitious plans to further my education) and I am pretty clueless about what I've done and been doing in the past few years.
I am not smart and not stupid. I am at most average, and probably at best slightly above average.. and average tends to be forgotten, lol. Not to mention that I am not exactly "passionate" about research too, and research is like a super important part of Psychology (no, we do not read minds, like seriously).
Plus, that's not all! Instead of being pretty clueless (at least still pretty :P), I am very clueless about what I'll be doing in the future, like half a year down the road from now. Very the clueless.

You see, during my holidays, I don't do much besides drink, toilet, TV, eat, computer and sleep; and I'm inclined to think that this will be my way of living after Uni if I don't get a ~~decent~~ job. It's super pathetic I'm telling you, I did not leave the house for like a week, the furthest distance I moved was from my room to the kitchen/toilet (5m~10m?), and there was virtually no human contact (as I don't communicate much with my parents).
So I certainly do not want a life~~less~~ like that. Eh wait, I might actually like and get used to it; after all, I am doing nothing!

But then again, if a job does come along, wouldn't it just be another 9am to 6pm job (if I'm lucky)?
And that, my friend, is pretty lifeless too.
And of course, there's this talk about doing what you like/enjoy for a living; well, if you get to do that, great for you! But out of the gazillion living things out there, how many actually get to be that fortunate? A handful? You get to see all those successful stories etc. (which usually come with some failures in the past yada yada yada) everywhere, what about those who failed, like totally? Presevere until they succeed and finally be a success story themselves?

Then what?

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. I think I lost the initial objective of writing this post and kinda don't know what this is all about already, lol. Eh wait, there might not be any intialy purpose, it's the usual random randomness :D
Sorry if this is like a bit long, I guess I'm just a bit bored in the Uni in the morning.

Negaraku

2009-08-28T22:33:00.004+08:00

Saw this some where and thought of sharing it. Cute video :)

It's not the end

2009-08-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

Screwing my work does not equate the end of the world, the Earth is still spinning/rotating and life still goes on. Though it was terrible and I felt superbly disappointed with myself (not the usual disappointment, read: this is superbly). This time around, I seriously hope that next time around will be better; but there's only so much of hoping I can do, the doing is what matters -__-

That aside, was really very very really glad to have gone out with some kawans lately. Don't know if I've mentioned this explicitly, but anyhow: the most bestest best thing ever happened to me in tertiary education was/is being able to meet a bunch of most superbly superb humans. Yea, you :)

Though I don't always show it (or maybe I've never shown it), but I am really thankful for the bunch of humans I met; yea, you again :)

I wanted to continue on with more meaningful things like growth and etc. but well, it doesn't feel like it's the right time yet. So I'll probably blog about that some other time :) For now, I'll finish this post by sharing with you two awesome affordable ice-creams and one awesome show for the Psychs:

Two awesome affordable ice-creams
1. Wall's Mango Tango - RM1.50 - any petrol station, supermarkets..
2. Wall's Berry Twist - RM1.50 - any petrol station, supermarkets..
I had the mango one yesterday, it was awesome; had the (straw)berry one today, it was awesome. Between the two, the mango one is awesomer :D

One awesome show for the Psychs
1. Lie to Me - Monday - 8.30~9.30pm - NTV7
An interesting watch though it might be kinda old, but who cares :) Has relevant info about topics like lie detection, study of body language (kinesics, had to go Google for the exact term cause I forgot lol screw me XD); you should watch too even if you're a non-Psych, it's after all pretty interesting :D

That's all.

不知所措

2009-08-04T15:19:00.003+08:00

我每天都在过着这样的生活, 你说死不死?

I don't wanna sleep..

2009-07-29T00:00:00.004+08:00

It's been a week since my last post, yet my thesis' progress is still.. eh wait, there isn't even a progress. So yea, NO progress for the big project -__-

No, I am not trying to break my own record for last minute assignmenting.. Doing a huge project like thesis research proposal (well, technically it's half a thesis considering there are 1 and 2) is suicidal. In the past few weeks (maybe even months), I kept repeating to myself that I'll start soon, maybe tomorrow.. And tomorrow comes and goes, and there are more tomorrows. I now officially have less than 10 tomorrows for The Thesis 1.

I think I'm taking my major very lightly and in that, I think I'm taking my future very lightly.

And oh, the title is there just because I literally don't wanna sleep. I always wished to have the full 24 hours in a day, as in awake.. without having a need to sleep. Though I don't actually do much nowadays; nonetheless the thought came up back in the days when I was still a religious gamer. Grinding 24 hours was ~~awesome~~ lifeless.
Meh, that aside; now the thought of having 24 hours is purely for me to do nothing, yesh, 24 hours of absolute nothingness.

Eh, I just got an idea, I should start a business in which people actually pay me for doing nothing. Cool eh? Like a Stoning Club or something (totally irrelevant to stones, rocks, pebbles and what-have-you), it's a club where the members stone.. like stare blank.. like do nothing.. stoning~
I can already imagine how my store looks like; it's a store where people come in and pay money and just do nothing..

Ah never mind, I got carried away by my own ridiculousness -__-
I guess I do need to sleep after all, good night!

Still Genie XD

2009-07-22T00:32:00.003+08:00

Haiz, how I wish I have a genie who goes: "Sowoneul Malhaebwa~" aka "Tell Me Your Wish~" :D :D :D

Cause you see, ~~I wish for world peace~~ I have sooo many things I want and wish for; just to name a few, like gaining supernatural powers, getting daily allowance of 2k and etc. (etc. includes like another thousand items or so heh :P)
You get the drill la, you know those impossible things; eh wait, nothing is impossible, make that super highly unlikely to happen things instead of impossible!

Genie ah, Genie ah, Where are thou?

Empty

2009-07-21T09:11:00.003+08:00

As per title, life has been rather empty. No internship but still got Plants vs Zombies, I am amazed by the amount of time I spent on the game -__-

Like my fellow course mates, I actually have a thesis research proposal to be completed by early August; but as usual, I am doing nothing.. yet. Haiz, I am ~~a bit~~ quite embarrassed to meet my supervisor now; she's very nice and helpful.. She deserves a more hardworking and initiative supervisee -__-

Life is rather meaningless, or maybe it's just an excuse for me to not do anything. I always thought it's cool to have those messages/letters which start with "When you see this, I am no longer in..." It's just cool la heh and no, I am not going to kill myself just because the statement of 'life feels meaningless' comes together with the when-you-see-this statement in a post titled "Empty". Hmm, maybe I should schedule a when-you-see-this message -__-

"When you see this, I am already..."

Heh~ LoL~

-__-

-__-

2009-07-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

I didn't even last 2 days. This is not necessarily a bad thing though, and I need to stress that this is not a sad/emo post!

Note to self 1: Next time just don't bother lah! Just be myself: a lazy bum! Don't need to do anything to beautify my pathetic resume; it is too pathetic for any effective remedy already -__-

Note to self 2: Next time must refrain from shopping even during sales! Only wait for J-Card Member Day; it is the only day worth shopping albeit the crazy crowd! So yea -__-

Finally can rest in peace -__-

It's a Secret

2009-07-10T22:32:00.004+08:00

Life's Good, go figure :P

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On the other hand, there is this and that to be done.
Haiz, like got a lot of things to do and also like got nothing to do.. or it's just me having plenty tasks to be completed and yet, not doing anyone of them!

I seriously don't know what I've been doing since my final finals paper, the only think I could think of now is spending time wasting time. Yesh, that's right! I spent my time wasting time, OMG x 3.

That aside, I think I am a very very fortunate person. I get to sing k, eat fast food, eat not-too-cheap desserts, watch TV, use/own a computer, go to Uni, meet awesome friends, experience awesome times with friends, have my 5 senses intact.. and the list goes on; my point is yea, fortunate a person I am.

That's about it, I actually thought of more things.. but can't seem to remember them. For now, this mundanely random and abruptly ended post will do; and hope I survive next week: thesis defense and 1st taste of working world (+ the cramming in KTM station in the morning and evening and maybe night, OMG x 3).

Fetchers

2009-07-08T17:47:00.005+08:00

Thank you to those who have fetched me home before. I know to most, this might not be a problem at all, but it is the biggest concern I have when I go out with friends.
It is you (fetchers sekalian) that I was able to be present and not miss any precious moments with fellow friends. As cliche as it might sound, you know who you are lol (cause I've been fetched home so many times by so many of you that I lost track -__-).
Take the title as a tribute to you! Thanks for not abandoning me and viewing me as a burden :D

Like a friend said, sometimes it is really just that easy to be nice to people. No ulterior motives, no terms and conditions. And I personally also believe that it's easier to be nice than nasty (though I still have to agree that in certain situations, we are somehow conditioned to be not-nice XD); so yea, it's good to be nice to people ~~once in a while~~ as often as possible :P

Exams are over and there goes the 2nd semester of Year 3. Coming up are thesis presentation, THESIS, and internship. Haiz, humans complain when they have things to do, and they complain when there's nothing to do.. And I am not complaining yet, let's just say I am not amused.

Where now?

2009-07-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

I just realized that people of my age are at no where, hence the title.

What I'm trying to say here is we are not too old.. and we are not too young. For instance, we are actually still young enough to be a superstar, supermodel and whatever supers we have that require one to start young and fresh. At the same time, we are actually already old enough to make our own babies and/or start our own family/business.

You know, it just sort of kept me thinking.. What am I now? Where am I now? What am I to be? What can I become?
And you know, we humans are capable of doing many great things. Many great things.

What would I be doing if I'm not doing Psychology? What to do after this? And then WHAT? IS LIFE JUST LIKE THAT? What more is there?
Does a person who travels all around the world experiences life more than a person who stays home and watches TV all day? Why are we living life?! Why is there even a WE in the first place?!

Aww man, I don't know why am I thinking all these at this time lol. I am not emo'ing, neither am I stressed out by the final exams and thesis.. I just have this thought of "so what" and "then what"; you know like, so what if I am on the moon now, then what? So what if I earn a 5-digit salary now, then what? You know la, the so what and then what attitude -__-

So what? Then what?

Kempasians

2009-06-29T18:21:00.010+08:00

The reunion dinner with fellow ex-students of 5 Kempas was interestingly nice. It was really nice to see so many of them again; I would say most of them didn't change much appearance wise and apparently, most commented that I've changed a lot. And I am inclined to think that it's a good change :)

I just realized that why I always appear reserved and shutmyself, cause I am afraid that when people get too close, they might find that I am quite empty. Yea, empty.. -__- I am quite boring and uninteresting in general; this was apparent during the get-together when everyone was sharing and I found myself feeling quite kosong and got not much to share.. Not to mention that I had quite a negative mentality when looking back at my secondary school life. Haiz, scrap that!!!

And oh, never underestimate the power of peer pressure! Especially pressure from peers whom you have not met for a very long time XD Cause I surrendered to that pressure that day and did many silly things lol I should seriously learn to laugh at myself!!

*laughing at myself mode*
hahahahaha hahahaha hahahahaha hahahahaha hahahahahahaaaa
*end of laughing at myself mode*

OMG, after those laughters I still cannot get over the silly acts. Haiz, I just kinda felt that it's not common to get that bunch of people together.. a bit of silly acts won't kill me O_O
Looking back at it now, it feels like it does can kill me -__-

Come to think of it.. I think one day it'll be hard to get the Uni people together too!! T_T Fellow organizer masterminds, please do something when that day comes.. not everyone has the ability to bring everyone together ok. And the ones doing it so far have done great, so yea stay great... :D

Kesimpulannya, video of SNSD's Tell Me performance from years ago; orginal singer was Wonder Girls but I personally like SNSD's better:

p/s: that was totally random lol. Note to self: gotta stop watching these vids and start doing revision and thesis OMG OMG. And OMG.

Tell Me Your Wish

2009-06-27T20:39:00.003+08:00

Hehe :)

p/s: I am t-e-r-r-i-b-l-e cause I see-money-eye-open!

p/s 2: I always like yum cha sessions with kawans!

2009-06-25T11:22:00.006+08:00

Today, I got caught off-guard by the internship person. Haiz.. +_+
I actually set the alarm to wake up earlier as I was expecting them to call for the phone interview, but I couldn't wake up and got woken up by a call from the internship site interviewer!!

O_O

So yea, I was very unprepared..
When asked to describe myself, I described myself using only 2 traits in less than 10 words.. followed by a moment of silence from the interviewer and "Hah, that's all?"; I then proceeded to add on another 5 words or so.. and the response was "Ohhh, owhkay..."
I was wondering if it's actually better to not add the 5 words -_-
I now know that I am boring, uninteresting, shallow, ignorant, pretentious.. oh have I mentioned that I'm uninteresting? XD
Oh wait, next time I can just use this sentence when I am asked to describe myself! I lost count of the moments of silence and awkwardness during the phone interview T_T

The point is, I really got shocked when I was asked to describe myself.. cause my mind turned blank! I really don't know what kind of person am I~ It was that bad...
And and.. I don't think I can function effectively in the working world; I really don't know how to interact with people and communicate/express my thoughts.. OMG, let's just hope that it's not too late to discover these things XD

Either way, I got the internship opportunity. I am guessing it was due to the low application amount from our students; and they are pretty in need of humans I think..

Gam-ba-teh ne!!

2009-06-24T08:57:00.004+08:00

I always appreciate every sing k session :) It's just really nice to get to sing k once in a while with fellow kawans.
And now that I have finally applied Neway's membership card, I can go alone during lunch hour (11 to 1) for RM5 with no extra charges! Muahahahaha!! *evil laughter seizes*

That aside, I just realized that I like to be surrounded by voices/sounds of friends, they make me feel safe :D It's like knowing there are people there.. Which is why even though sometimes not everyone can pay attention to everyone in a big group of friends, I still like to just be there.. listening to everyone's conversation silently or emo'ly.

random:
I was at this staring competition the other day and I got out-stared! I was waiting for my transport (my mom lol) and as usual, I was ~~staring~~ doing naturalistic observation on passerby; then usually people don't look back, even if they do.. they don't like STARE. So yea and that day I got stared at lol @_@
Conclusion is, next time don't stare at random passerby hehe. And I realized a thing, I actually did not have the confidence to stare back. I used to be able to just stare and stare though.. hmm, I wonder what happened? Haiz.
If given the chance again, will I stare back? Probably not, wanna kena whack meh?!
/end of random

random no.2 of the day:
Thank goodness for rajin workers! If not for the hardworking IT technical staff-person, I would be dead bored every morning... because the IT technical staff-person holds the key to the computer lab and the computer lab houses the computer and the computer is my source of entertainment in the morning before class. The designated opening time for the com lab is 9am and this IT person will usually reach at about 8.30am or so; so yea, bravo for rajin workers hehe.
/end of random no.2 of the day

2009-06-20T18:06:00.003+08:00

Stumbled upon the Enneagram test thinge in a friend's blog, and I Google'd it to try it out.. The results revealed that I am a One (highest score) and a Five (second highest).

Following are the description taken from the website:

The Perfectionist (the One)

Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive to live up to their high ideals.

How to Get Along with Me

Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work.
Acknowledge my achievements.

I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am.
Tell me that you value my advice.
Be fair and considerate, as I am.
Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive.
Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first.

What I Like About Being a One

being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal
working hard to make the world a better place
having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself
being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do
being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions
being the best I can be and bringing out the best in other people

What's Hard About Being a One

being disappointed with myself or others when my expectations are not met
feeling burdened by too much responsibility
thinking that what I do is never good enough
not being appreciated for what I do for people
being upset because others aren't trying as hard as I am
obsessing about what I did or what I should do
being tense, anxious, and taking things too seriously

Ones as Children Often

criticize themselves in anticipation of criticism from others
refrain from doing things that they think might not come out perfect
focus on living up to the expectations of their parents and teachers
are very responsible; may assume the role of parent
hold back negative emotions ("good children aren't angry")

Ones as Parents

teach their children responsibility and strong moral values
are consistent and fair
discipline firmly

The Observer (the Five)

Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful.

How to Get Along with Me

Be independent, not clingy.
Speak in a straightforward and brief manner.
I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts.
Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable.
Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity.
If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place.
don't come on like a bulldozer.
Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy.

What I Like About Being a Five

standing back and viewing life objectively
coming to a thorough understanding; perceiving causes and effects
my sense of integrity: doing what I think is right and not being influenced by social pressure
not being caught up in material possessions and status
being calm in a crisis

What's Hard About Being a Five

being slow to put my knowledge and insights out in the world
feeling bad when I act defensive or like a know-it-all
being pressured to be with people when I don't want to be
watching others with better social skills, but less intelligence or technical skill, do better professionally

Fives as Children Often

spend a lot of time alone reading, making collections, and so on
have a few special friends rather than many
are very bright and curious and do well in school
have independent minds and often question their parents and teachers
watch events from a detached point of view, gathering information
assume a poker face in order not to look afraid
are sensitive; avoid interpersonal conflict
feel intruded upon and controlled and/or ignored and neglected

Fives as Parents

are often kind, perceptive, and devoted
are sometimes authoritarian and demanding
may expect more intellectual achievement than is developmentally appropriate
may be intolerant of their children expressing strong emotions

Interesting eh? Credits to Bagen & Wagele (1994) for all the descriptions; and of course, the website which I've obtained all these from: 9types.com. You can find more useful information regarding The Enneagram via 9types.com.

You can attempt the test here: *click*
I am not sure how established, accurate, valid or reliable is the test, I just stumbled upon it, then went Google'd it and did it only :P Just sharing it because it's interesting hehe :)

2009-06-19T15:13:00.001+08:00

Putting yourself in someone else's shoes, in other words, to be empathetic towards that someone else.

This is never an easy task, why?

You see, taking it literally, it is not easy to have matching feet size; and even if you do have a matching feet size, the construction of the shoes might not suit you (e.g. narrow shoe toe, not enough arch support).
Meaning to say that, when you put yourself in someone else's shoes, you won't be able to go through what the person has gone through... You know, like the chewing gum he stepped on, the uneven floor he tripped over, the slippery hallway he.. well slipped :)

In a related note, that is also why people always seem to downplay other people's problems; because it is just so difficult to understand other people's problems! Me losing my dog (this is random lol) is different from you losing your dog even though we both lost our dogs. To illustrate, me getting poked by a needle is different from you getting poked by the same needle with the same intensity albeit both of us were indeed poked!

So yea, kesimpulannya, don't simply wear people's shoes la, okay?! :P

p/s: this post has no whatsoever significant meaning etc. it is as random as me wanting to maintain 76.2 :)

2009-06-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

Results = ~~screwed~~ below the expected/acceptable norm for me

Thesis = ~~screwed'ing~~ *screams*

Life = still goes on

明天会更好.. 若到了最好的那天后, 还会有更好的明天吗?

2009-06-15T17:11:00.002+08:00

A friend once commented that I actually care even though I appear as though I don't care. Confusing? Read it few times to get the idea :P
I question this comment though, do I really care about people (friends, family, humans)? Cause it appears to me that I am pretty selfish most times.

I do agree with another statement she made though, that I tend to shut away from people.. This is something that I witnessed happening on myself -__- I tend not to share things with people, may it be good or bad stuff, happy or sad things.

I also have the tendency to 'open up' at the wrong times which in turn, leads to me 'shutting away' more. Having said that, life still goes on.. So yea.

What are all these craps about? Just for the heck of it, since I don't wanna abandon this virtual space just yet :)

2009-06-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

I am fragile. Very fragile.

I suck. Just didn't know I suck THAT much.

2009-02-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

A trace back to my older posts revealed that there is an obvious trend around the same time of the year. To be exact, the exam and assignment grinding times..

Like how I always complained that I don't study, given the time I would have done better preparations etc. Yet after all these years (now Year 3), I am still like this.. Not preparing enough for exams; then regret. Haiz T_T

So my conclusion is, this thinge is IN ME. You know, much like eye colour. I know I know, they have these colourful powerless contact lenses nowadays; but deep down, if your eyes are brown, they are still brown!
Ok, maybe bad example, but understandable lah~

And the most frustrating thing isn't about not studying; but more like studied -> then screwed up. Meaning for the tiny wee bit that I studied, I still can somehow get it wrong -__- Super frustrating. Like today's paper, man, looking back I got like so many errors.. Those like basic shouldn't get wrong one also can get wrong. Wtf.

On a random note, I think I am very selfish and self-centered. Noticed the many 'I' sentences I have in my posts? Lol. It's always I this or I that la.. It's like I couldn't be bothered by people, now I don't even know if I care enough of things and/or people around me -__-
See, the many 'I's -_-

Aiyoyo.. Let's just say I wouldn't be surprised if I end up being alone in the future. Cause in a way, I really do think that I just don't care enough..

p/s: that said, Tuesday is a good day.. Tonight on 8TV we have Ugly Betty and Desperate Housewives. I mean how can people not watch those right? =P No?

2009-02-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

McDonald's is having this Value Lunch promotion thinge on weekdays, from 12 noon to 3 pm; sets available are of those such as Double Cheeseburger, Fillet-O-Fish and McChicken; each set cost approximately Rm6.25 after tax..

I'm not like promoting McDonald's or anything, it's just that I thought it's indeed a value lunch. Say, if you share it with another friend, each of you pay only RM3+. And that's for half a burger, more than a handful of fries and a bottom-less soft drink :P

-_- I'm getting really long-winded.. the main point I brought this point up was actually about my Value Lunch experience today.
I reached McD's at around 11.58'ish and there were actually people or rather crowd queuing in front of the counters waiting for 12 noon lol. I find this to be particularly cute or interesting :D Then once the clock struck 12, the employee sounded a "HONK" and the whole drama began...
In my whole half an hour there, the queue never stops weh!!!

In another note, I almost forgot that next week is The Midterm Week..
Like OMG O_O Like SOOO fast O_O I even have this textbook I bought weeks ago still wrapped in plastic!! That goes to show how hardworking and motivated I am :P
And to think that I've been spending time recently by spending time!! Most of the time was spent in front of the computer, not for academic purposes, but to search extensively about the things I wanna buy (e.g. wallet, earphones, MP3 player, phone, etc.). If I work as hard for my studies, I would have gotten those flying colours and whatnots :P

Having said that, I've come to a conclusion that I probably should put some purchases on hold; like a new cellphone. I had a spare phone spared by my bro, it even has colours ler :P
So yea, to those who've asked, I can still be contacted!

Anyway, to all BPsych'ians, study is study hor, don't overstress yourselves!!! Take some rest from time to time!!
To everyone, Happy Valentine's Day *hearts* ^v^

2009-02-10T17:17:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's with today, maybe the star alignment isn't favorable for me -_-

Up till like 30 minutes ago, I still had my K750i in hand, listening to MP3 somemore..

Then now.. now.. the phone is completely crushed!!

I dropped my phone in the apartment's parking lot and it got ran over!!!

T_T 哭无目屎 (what we called cry until no tear in Hokkien!!!)

Long story short:
- wanted to set alarm in phone so I can catch a nap before 7pm show
- couldn't find phone, panic! tried calling, masuk'ed voice mail
- ask bro go find; moments later, bro backed with K.O.'ed phone
- me screams, screams and screams *screams* probably more like ARGHHH!!

Haiz.. Haiz.. HHAAAIIIZZZ!!!!

I know a new phone is good and nice and all that.. but but.. I got so many things on my to-buy-list liao now handphone somemore kena ran over pulak~

*breath in* *breath out* *pads on shoulder* wtf?!

At least the SIM card and MSPD are not damaged. Also thank goodness that it didn't suffer the same faith as my shoes la (like kena stolen -_-)

Or maybe I unconsciously ter-drop my phone on the ground; then again unconsciously fake fake didn't notice my phone dropped???????

Actually no lor!! I still like the phone very much lor T_T
Judging from the way I keep stuff, the K750i can last for at least another year or two one lor!! It's been with me for 33 months already!! Meaning I don't really wanna buy a new phone now despite somewhat wanting a new piece of gadget XD

Crap!! whywhywhywhydoesthishappenedtome
bethankfulthatthesimcardissavedla

bethankfulbethankfulbethankful

*represses*

Okok.. I think I'm okay now..

p/s: byebye to the SMS'es and stuff saved in the phone T_T byebye

2009-02-08T20:35:00.003+08:00

I predict 2009 will be a very fast-paced and tiring year.
Time zipped through just like that with a snap of the finger! *snap* and voila~ January gone!

2009 hasn't been spectacular with the exception of Federal Territory Day *wink* :P Like getting sick in the 1st week of 3rd Year, getting sick in CNY and various random lain-lain things.
What more with the ever-piling assignments and exams, which worsen the condition twofold at least!
You see, I whine a lot and work a little. So generally, I whine whine whine then work, whine x3 and work x1; probably lesser :P

Speaking of unproductiveness, I spent the entire Saturday spending time; like nothing done! I didn't even watch much TV, neither did I indulge myself in gaming (haven't done this since the new semester!). So memang literally spent time by spending time!
Not to mention that these couple of weeks are supposed to be the really really busy time for us Psych people, with Midterms hanging around the corner and various assignments piling.

I fail big time lar! Allow me to apologize to my fellow group members in advance XD
To add salt, pepper and vinegar to the wound of failure, the announcement of Thesis topic + supervisor reminded me that I AM actually a 3rd Year student wtf -_-
Like suddenly the great Boulder of 3rd-Year just fall onto me and *BAM* omg omg cannot brr..ee..ath..

Haiz, I believe many felt that way too.. Like the thought just struck us, "Wow, we're actually 3rd year now.. we're something man!" and we actually survived so long!!!
Then the all where-do-i-go-after-this questions popped up. For many of us (Psych majors), we don't really have a clear career path. Honestly speaking, I don't see how I can apply what I've learnt these years; in comparison to those pretty straight forward courses like Accounting, Finance, etc.

Regardless of ALL the worries, life still goes on, time still ticks.
So yea, for me, I'll just take one step at a time; and since I'm fear of heights, I won't climb too high :P

This Could be Love

2009-02-03T16:04:00.001+08:00

Soon you'll understand why the title is the title, now just let me rant a bit hehe :P

I have come to the conclusion that I'm the worst driver among the Earthlings I know, Venus inhabitants included~

Driving is one of the most recurring themes in entries posted here because yours truly is truly a terrible driver!! Okok, supposedly the more I drive the lesser I fear right; people have been telling me that since forever!
Yet I still drive retardedly slow or dangerously slow or 'accidentally' accelerating when turning or stepping the accelerator when I'm supposed to break~

On the other note, I think I've decided to use the gift Ang Pow to buy myself a Braun Büffel wallet. It's not like a branded brand per se, but it does not fall in the 'very affordable' range as well lol.
I'm clueless about the pronunciation though.. Like Brond? Brawn? Brine? Buffle? Buff-fell? Booffle? Boof-fell? -__-
Whatever la~
This will be a long term investmet, I don't see myself changing wallet like very often O_O

I opted not to get the Esprit sling bag because personally, I think it might be a bit overpriced. Furthermore, my days as a Uni student are not long *fingers crossed*
And it's probably not too practical next time to carry a sling bag around? Oh wait, that depends on my occupation too! Nvm nvm, wallet more practical wallet more practical *tells self*

Here's a tag tagged by The Organizer mentioned in previous post, though if I'm not mistaken I've done something similar in the past; but of course have to give face to The Organizer la ^-^
Somemore can see the 千千静听 player 醒目 or not lol~

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
王菲 - 但愿人长久
(I guess this roughly means "It's okay", life has its ups and downs and unpredictable. Just make do with it)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Ayumi Hamasaki - Secret
(Lol, means I'm full of secrets?! Woot, mystery-nya :D)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
戴佩妮 - 什么都舍得
(One who gives all to me? Muahahahaha. The title literally means 'willing to give up anything')

4. How do you feel today?
S.H.E - 长相思
(I'm thinking/missing someone like a lot?? Hmm, I don't know, you think? :P)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Rie Fu - Anata ga Koko ni iru Riyuu [The Reason Why You Are Here Is..]
(OMG!! It's like bull's eye, double question -_- It's a Jap song, so I don't really know the meaning; but I presume it's more to those love love romance stuff lar)

6. What is your motto?
Tank - 专属天使
(Wahh!! Real or not, got so cheh (邪) or not? Be a specialized or ONE and only angel to a special someone? Woot~)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Twins - 我很想爱他
(Er, this I don't know.. I'm loved by all me friends? Hehe :)) <- this is not double-chin smiley, it's a closed bracket!

8. What do you think of your parents?
Spice Girls - Mama
(Wahh!! Another cheh one, I think to a certain extent I do think less of my father -_-)

9. What do you think about very often?
Alicia Keys - Karma
(I'm telling you, my music player is super geng! I think about karma like all the time!! What comes around goes around, really..!)

10. What is 2+2?
王心凌 - 明天见
(See you tomorrow? WTF?)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
S.H.E - 触电
(O_O Got spark between me and mah best friend? Come, another WTF face O_o?!)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You
(I'm reaching speechless liao... The person I like.. and er I don't love you? Means like neutralized?)

13. What is your life?
同恩 - 不准哭
(To never ever cry? But I don't keep tears one wor, want cry then cry lar!!)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
杨宗纬 - 洋葱
(ONION?! Of all things and I wanna be a grown onion?!! I'll make people tear I think lol T_T)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
RYTHEM - Houki Kumo [Comet Cloud!]
(I fly to the clouds?! Wow, that must be some great person heh~)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
孙燕姿 - 爱情证书
(Fuiyoh!! Like love cert or vows on my wedding day? The song is a bit sad one though...)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls
(I die and my fellow attendees only think about beautiful girls?! What lar!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Ashless Simpson - Pieces of Me
(I have pieces? Me is puzzle? -.-?)

19. What is your biggest fear?
林宇中 - 干物女
(LOL! I'm afraid of female otaku? Hmm, not otaku per se, but similar enough I guess? IDK)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
(I am secretly belonged to someone?! Secret? Another IDK -_-)

21. What do you think of your friends?
周惠 - 体温
(They are very warm? With their body temperature and whatnot lol..)

22. What will you post this as?
王力宏 - This Could be Love
(Hehe, hehe, hehhehheh)

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
周杰伦 - 青花瓷
(Like why this song? Literally those antique blue and white porcelain... O.O)

p/s: I did not cheat lol, I guess after all, my music player is quite 'seng mook' one ^o^

There you go~

2009-02-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

This is a Thank You Post dedicated to whomever it may concern :P

In chronological order,

Thank you fellow DJ gang who 'kinda' celebrated my Birthday on 1st of February!
'Kinda' because it was WC's open house and I just tumpang the so called birthday celebration there. Thanks a lot for the 8-slice-cheesecake, it was a brilliant idea ^-^ Brilliant because an entire piece of cheesecake would have been too menjelak'ing~

Thank you fellow Uni gang for today's celebration albeit being a belated one!
Firstly, must thank the planner KMYee for making everything happened. Then, certainly, the ~~participants~~ attendees la~ It wouldn't be splendidly great without your presences! Thank you for the meal and the Ang Pow also, so old style la hehe :) Somemore I'm supposed to be the 'grown up' one el-o-el.

In a related note, I am of course very thankful for the handshakes, birthday songs, calls, SMSes, cards, virtual birthday greetings and wishes! And oh oh, not forgetting the presents *grins*

I know it's The 21st, but I don't feel particularly special XD Nonetheless, I'm elated with the celebrations and wishings ^___^

And here's a promise to myself that I'll try to spend the gift Ang Pow and the normal Ang Pow wisely! I'm just too greedy lar -_-

Once again, vaguely, THANK YOU!!!

*smiles and laughs happily to self*

2009-01-19T16:04:00.001+08:00

Very random thoughts.

Is it really difficult to do what you want and say what you want to say?

Back then, that must took lots of courage.
I don't think I'll ever be able to gather the courage to do that. I'm a chicken after all, not literally of course XD
My chickeness and chickenity are apparent even when I'm crossing the roads :P

Why was I avoiding anyway?
Weird thought!

When asked what can be done with a Psych degree, is the answer Psychologist?
Things are often not that simplistic in real life, it's not even a guarantee that an Accounting degree will yield an Accountant for sure.
Personal thought, if things and people are categorized that easily; the world would be a boring place! Like seriously!
So yea, next time a busybody aunty or uncle (or any human for that matter) ask you this question; just reply them that you'll be a Mind Reader to screw their minds or threaten to screw their sons' or daughters' minds if they ask again lol :P

Recession or not, I have tonnes of things to buy. Selfish I know. But isn't life too short to be bothered by minor stuff like recession? And btw, I have no idea how does this recession thinge works swt.

Shallow much? Yesh. Aiya, shallow also human, stupid also human ar!
For all we know, this WORLD could be a game some random kid in some random realm of a random universe is playing; much like how we play Maple Story or Ragnarok Online.
Or for all we know, we all could be NON-EXISTENT!

El-o-El

Better go watch some cartoon now before I get too random and start bull-crapping randomly!

p/s: These paragraphs are not meant to flow after each other, they are after all, randomly random~

2009-01-17T14:24:00.001+08:00

Please do not try McDonald's Orange Dream McFlurry!!!

It tasted like rotten mandarin orange! I think they really just take some rotten oranges, blend them to juices, and mix the juice with some ice cream; then voila! a new McFlurry to con people's money T_T

I like to eat desserts; cakes la, ice creams la, pies la, tarts la, etc. la and whatnot.
So can you imagine that I actually couldn't finish eating an ICE CREAM?! Yes, the Orange Dream (what a name?!) was that terrible -_-

Next time better stay with the traditional Oreo one!

The leftover ice cream! Looks like baby poop right? Not any baby poop, it's the poop of a sick baby!

Apologies for the bad quality pic. But I assure you its resemblance to baby poop in real life is shocking indeed. And I actually ate about half of the McFlurry before giving up! Goodness O_O

2009-01-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

Woot! <- my favorite catch phrase today lol.

Onitsuka Tiger's Tai Chi was unexpectedly gorgeous in real life. The pictures on the web do not do them justice!
They felt really soft too (on the outside), probably test-worn by many people that's why soften liao.

Cape No. 7 was an enjoyable watch too. Heard that the movie was raved by Taiwanese, it was indeed a worthwhile investment of RM7.
However, there was a heavy use of 台语 or Hokkien (they are essentially different language if I'm not mistaken, but have many similar sounds in most contexts). So it would be a great plus if you understood Hokkien; if not, you'll have to resort to them subtitles ^-^

On a side note, I think I actually missed going Uni a bit.. just a tiny weeny bit =P
It is nice to go out sometimes and see humans, but not too much la! Too much of exposure to humans might be harmful to an introvert like me!!!

As for the Thai song in the previous post, I kinda set it to auto-play, so if you're annoyed by it just hit the 'pause' button which looks somewhat like a vertical =
I do agree that the Thai language can sound somewhat 'interesting' with the sounds of 'mais', 'pais', 'tais' lol!Fear not, that post will be bumped into 2nd page in about 3 more posts since I only set 4 entries to a page.

Hah, that's about it. Hope I won't be drowned by the mountains and seas of Uni work!

Happy happy'ing~

2009-01-10T16:00:00.001+08:00

รักฉันเรียกว่าเธอ - KAMIKAZE
Woot, a Thai song :)
My my, it was really satisfying to be able to find and youknowwhat this song. I heard it elsewhere and thought it has a nice tune to it despite (again) knowing nuts about Thai -_-
Honestly, I don't know what's the lyrics about but one thing I do know is the title: Calling for Love, by Kamikaze.

I have been meaning to blog about "growth" but got sick and couldn't be bothered much. Speaking about getting sick, if I'm not mistaken, this is the first time in the history of my tertiary education that I take a 2 days leave.
Lol, felt really good ~~slacking~~ resting at home doing nothing (isn't this something I do ALL the time?!)
That marked a rather not-so-good start for the year. Let's just hope 2009 will be a pleasant year, even with the crisis, the thesis, and er.. stuff'sis <- this is to follow the sis sound just in case you're wondering~

As for the aforementioned "growth", just wanna point out that it is something I've witnessed in people around me. I mean, it is only natural for people to grow right? Whether physically or mentally, or whatever'ly (<- again, to follow the ly sound lol~) you can think off :P
There is no positive or negative connotation to "growth", I mean if you grow then you grow la. For instance, regardless of whether you grew to think more maturely or to think more childishly over the year; still growth lar!

The reason I brought that up is because I'm aging and old people think about stuff like that. I'm kinda concern about what have I grown into now, and what am I turning into? Someone different from 20 years ago (woot, I can actually say TWENTY YEARS AGO now)? Very random things to be worried about lol.
Worry about the meaning of life la, constantly questioning our roles in the world, etc. etc. You know la, those stuff about existence la, significance la, future la.. whatnot we have!

What lies ahead in the future?

Haiz, better stop here, I'm getting a bit lost in my own thoughts lol. For now, let's just face what's directly in front, damnyoutertiaryeducationwhichihavenoideawhereisitbringingme~

Happy happy'ing~

2009-01-02T16:14:00.001+08:00

Oh crap! It's 2009 already?!

I am not prepared for Year 3 yet!
The passed couple of weeks was barely enough rest and relaxation -_-

Sigh.
Anyways, this coming semester's timetable is terrigible. I mean like TWO days of 3pm to 6pm classes does not sound good to me. If it's a whole day class I wouldn't mind, but just randomly starts at 3pm one. Not having transport means I'll have to be in Uni at 8am; then have my breakfast, brunch, lunch, teatime snack; THEN baru go to class O_O

Oh wait. Hooray! Now I can PRE-read for the classes and do revision during those times, how splendid right? /endofsarcasm

Nvm, that can't be changed.

By the way, 2008's last day was well spent. Though there was no fireworks and no countdown (yes, we have totally forgotten when the clock strikes 12); it was certainly nice to spend it quietly with some friends in a very comfortable ~~mansion~~ house :D

And oh, since that day (the 31st) was literally the end of the year, I went to this shoes shop with my mom; they were having like 50% 60% 70% year end sales. Though the discounts were splendid, the choices were limited, so were the sizes for shoes XD
Nonetheless, I still managed to grab some shoes la hehe. 3 pairs to be exact! But those are the really basic ones la, they were going for real cheap too!
Basic or not basic, fancy or not fancy, I am still pleasantly delighted muahahahaha!

Those more expensive purchases like Lacoste or Onitsuka Tiger can wait until I open my first money-printing factory in the future heh~

2008 gone case. 2009 baru sampai.
New sem, Year 3. CNY's in about 3 weeks time too!
Before you know it, it's 2010 already haha! Okok, that's a bit kua cheong!

Though it's a bit late, Happy New Year! May 2009 be a great year for you. One that's filled with plenty of joy, laughters, hopes, wishes, successes, opportunies and you know la, all the good stuff :D

Happy happy'ing~

p/s: for some odd reasons, I find this post a bit lala'ish.. I don't know why. I think I'm just lala in nature la *winkwink* *peace*

2008-12-27T13:13:00.001+08:00

Yay! Retail therapy is indeed good, muahahahaha!

Went shopping yesterday, didn't get any shoes but managed to buy some stuff for the coming CNY though. Need to buy more tops, bottoms and etc. ^_^

My mom was a big shopper! She sapu'ed like shoes, shirts, pants.. at least two in each category le! Well, that's a woman's nature la and I think she deserves it too.
My bro and I didn't buy much, that's why need more!! More!! MOARR!!

Speaking of happy stuff, remember I went sing k the other day? And mentioned that it was a splendid experience, allow me to explain further :D

Ben's voice is full of emotions, like he brings a song to life with soul and all that. Then Joyce has a nice voice too.
When you put them together in a duet, it spells S-P-L-E-N-D-I-D (if you can't spell, it says splendid). Very nice indeed, listen until ear oil come out (literally 听出耳油), meaning really very nice la :D
It's not easy to find someone (in real life) in which you can duet so nicely with. Both of them were surprised and delighted that the outcome was so splendidly splendid hehe.
We, the spectators, audience or whatnot, were enjoying ourselves pleasantly as well haha!

Or maybe it's just because Ben is a good singer, and Joyce is a good singer; and both blend well together? O_O I don't know. Cause when Joyce sang together with Hui Ling, their voice blend nicely too, like literally blended together~

Anyways, that's why those were good times la :D Let's maintain this happy mood and not think about frustrating stuff (like myshoeskenastolen stuff) -_-

2009 is around the corner.
Are you ready? Have you prepared yourselves?
Get your new year resolutions done?

Haha.
Happy happy'ing~

2008-12-25T21:52:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

It has been 3 days since my shoes got stolen, and I am still not over it yet. The passed two nights have been sleepless nights, it's as though I can feel my body's asleep but my mind still worrying if anyone is going to steal my shoes again swt -__-
Cause you see, I actually have this pair of slip-on which I bought from some sales some time ago. So yea, wasn't entirely shoes-less.
But still.. T_T

Nonetheless, thanks for the pats on the back and whatnot :D

Tomorrow go shopping see can buy any nice stuff or not lol!!

Anyways, it's another lonely Christmas for me; hope it's going well for you, may it be with friends, family members, relatives or your significant one :D

Merry Jolly Christmas :D

Happy happy'ing~

2008-12-24T12:24:00.001+08:00

Sigh, I still cannot get over it after a night's sleep T_T

I did not leave my shoes outside of the house okay..
Imagine this (metal door/gate thinge)-(shoes rack)-(wooden door). So yea, shoes in shoes rack, thief bypassed the big holes of metal gate thinge and stole shoes from shoes rack -_-

Apparently, my mom said she saw an umbrella outside the house when she was back on Monday night, meaning there is a possibility that I was IN THE HOUSE when the crime happened!!!
Eh wait, I think I WAS IN THE HOUSE!!! DAMN IT!!! Pathetic sial! Lame sial!

I was too ignorant -_-
Ignorance actually runs in the family.
Like my mom, even though she saw the umbrella outside of the house, she DID NOT realize TWO pairs of shoes were missing. WTF?
My dad and bro too, both left house in the morning and wore their shoes in the shoes rack area and NONE notice that TWO pairs of shoes went missing. WTF? WTF?
Can you imagine the shock I had when I was about to go out yesterday, and found BOTH my shoes are missing.. BOTH!! And I actually had to call my bro to ask if he's wearing TWO pairs of shoes out just to get the "Har?!" from him, lol silly me. WTF?

Haiz, I know physical possessions are physical possessions, they are materials.. things that can be earned back one way or another.
I understand those cliche statements too:
"Look on the bright side, now you can get new shoes.."

"He could have done worse like break into your house.."

"Take it as a lesson lor.."

"Things happened for a reason la, cheer up.."

"God has prepared better shoes for you.."

etc. & etc. & etc.
I know I know, can buy new shoes one ma
But still.. The very thought that this thief lives under the same roof, in the same building as me.. is very the disturbing. Very disturbing indeed!

I actually have this rush to type a curse letter/announcement thinge and paste it outside the lift of EVERY single floor in 3 main languages, cause I don't know if the thief is a C/M/I/O.
Something like, "semoga anda disumpah seumur hidup..", "may hell be with you always..", "咒你一世朝殃.."
You know la. Those very poisonous stuff.

Okay, enough liao :D Enough is enough, I am cursing way too much for two pairs of shoes which can be bought again!

Today is Christmas Eve some more, so yea, Merry Christmas to you.
May you be blessed with plenty presents and wonderful blessings <- this is a genuine wish ok :D

Happy happy'ing~

2008-12-23T22:48:00.001+08:00

It's gonna be bloody. Very bloody.

Oh ya before I begin bloody'ing, today was a splendid day. The sing k session was good, very good indeed. Ben and Joyce are exceptionally good singers, especially Ben; not that others are no good, but these two were remarkable la eye-opener indeed. I then watched Yes Man alone. I'll leave these happy things for later, tomorrow perhaps? I don't wanna spoil the fun with bloody stuff.

For now, allow me to rain blood!!!

I shall enlighten you about what happened to me yesterday/today.

Okay, ready? I'm going to start shouting.

MY SHOES WERE STOLEN!!! THEY WERE FKING STOLEN BY SOME FKED SHITS!!! RETARDED FCKED UP LAME CRAPS!!!

I repeat.

My ONLY two pairs of shoes I wear were stolen by some fking dick heads!!!!

1 was the Kappa one, the other was the Nike one.

What hurt most was the fact that the Nike one was worn for less than half a year. And they look very new, like newer than new. OMG!!! Stupid shits thief!!!!

Since you now know what happened to me, I shall now start cursing the daylight out of the bloody thief!!
I am a level 100 Curser. I curse, very powderfully!!! (powderful is not a typo..)

May the wearer slip, trip, flip.. roll and fall and break his backbone; in which, he won't die, but will be lame for life. I mean for life, like FOREVER!!!
If he (I assumed it's a he la ok) is walking, may he 'accidentally' walk in front of a car and get run over ~~twice~~ make it multiple times.. and and not dead. It does no good when he dies, he needs to survive.. bearly and SUFFERS!!!
If he is driving, may his feet get stucked on the accelarator and speed his way to HELL (e.g. down a cliff, bam into a humongous tree). Again, you get the drill, he will not die, but bear infinite PAIN!!!
May he gets choked by EVERY single thing he puts into his mouth, so every time he eats, drinks and etc. he'll feel a choking sensation!! My, this is brilliant!!!

Mind you, I have not cursed enough. Now I wish that I actually have some feet disease which kills when come into close contact!!! Then again, I would be killed by that very disease lol. Not to mention there is a possiblity that he might sell my shoes to some innocent noobs.

Very sad la. Very devastated. Very bitter, so bitter that I would scare off dozens of bittergourd now! My shoes are like so nicely taken care of T_T They were my only expensive shoes. Scrap that, they were my ONLY shoes!

There is no bright side to this la.. I choose to be bitter -_-

cursecursecurse

Looking back at the previous post, the lyrics of Duffy's Rain on Your Parade fit so well!! Except that I won't rain on his parade, I will.. I will.. er.. I will do horrible things to him. He'll wish that he was never born <- lol, so cliche~ Hope I'll get to buy a new pair of ~~shoes~~ nice shoes soon, then I can recover from this bitterness.
As for the thief, I hope ALL the curses will be unleashed upon you and FUCK YOU! You see no wrong, it's The F Word.

Bitter signing off bitterly~

p/s: If it's offensive, sorry la. Well shits happen and that's how I express myself when I'm shitted on. Probably and hopefully tomorrow will be a brighter and sweeter day.

2008-12-19T18:26:00.002+08:00

Finally found it!!!

I have been looking for this song for quite some time now (like a day?). The thing is I couldn't remember where I heard it or if I was just dreaming..
Finally I retrieved it and managed to youknowwhatit!!! It felt good, like a piece of missing puzzle being put into place :D
This song has a very catchy music, and the catchy music caught my attention albeit the semi-weird'ish tone lol.
It got stuck in my head and the feeling of not being able to remember it sucks.. so yea, very glad I found it despite being clueless about English songs!!

Try listening to it lol, if you hate it, that's your business k :P
Duffy - Rain on Your Parade

And then there is this song of a Korean drama now aired on 8TV, I did not follow the drama, but I like this song even though I understand 0% about the language :D

I tried singing along with the lyrics I found.. and I failed miserably lol~

du-ryeo-wo-ha-ji-ma han beon ga-bo-neun geo-ya
geu gos-i o-di-ra hae-do
nae-ga ggum-gwo-watt-deon se-sang-eul chat-neun geo-ya
gi-da-ryeo se-sang-a nae-ga ga-jyeo-jul te-ni
ji-nan nae salm-eun ij-eo-jwo na-do neol yong-seo-hal te-ni
geu-rae cheo-eum-bu-teo da-si hae-bo-neun geo-ya

sa-rang dda-wi nae-ge-neun sa-chi-il-geo-ra-go saeng-gag-haess-eo
sar-a-bo-ryeo ha-myeon hal-su-rog
jeom-jeom sar-a-ga-neun ge him-deur-eo
wae na-man i-reo-neun-ji ha-neur-eul won-mang-do hae-bwatt-ji-man
a-mu-geot-do byeon-ha-ji anh-att-ji
da-si nan him-deun ha-ru-reul ddo si-jag-hae

him-deur-eo-do nae-ge-neun sar-a-ga-ya-hal i-yu-ga iss-eo
i-reoh-ge nae-ga sa-rang-ha-neun sa-ram-gwa
na-reul sa-rang-hae-ju-neun sa-ram-deul
geu-rae him-eul nae-ya hae ha-neur-i na-reul mi-wo-han-dae-do
ni-ga iss-eo se-sang-i na-e-gen on-je-na
sar-a-ya ha-neun i-yu-ni-gga

Reffrain:
du-ryeo-wo-ha-ji-ma han beon ga-bo-neun geo-ya
geu gos-i o-di-ra hae-do
nae-ga ggum-gwo-watt-deon se-sang-eul chat-neun geo-ya
gi-da-ryeo se-sang-a nae-ga ga-jyeo-jul te-ni
ji-nan nae salm-eun ij-eo-jwo na-do neol yong-seo-hal te-ni
geu-rae cheo-eum-bu-teo da-si hae-bo-neun geo-ya

sa-jeon-su-jeon gong-jung-jeon gyeogg-eul man-keum gyeogg-eo-bon na-ji-man
i-reoh-ge neo-e ching-chan han-ma-di-e
nan mwo-deun hal su iss-eul geot-man gat-a
neo-reul bo-myeon saeng-gag-hae sa-rang-eun bad-eun geot-do jot-ji-man
ju-go sip-eul ddae deo haeng-bog-han geol al-gess-eo
i-reon nae mam-i sa-rang-in geol

nan mar-ya se-sang-e du-ryeo-ul ge obs-eoss-eo
neo-reul man-ga-gi jeon-en
na-e so-jung-ham-eul ga-reu-chyeo-ju-gi jeon-en
nan mar-ya se-sang-i jeon-hyeo du-ryeob-ji anh-a
ni-ga nae gyeot-e iss-eu-ni yeong-won-hi ham-gge hal te-ni
geu-rae cheo-eum-bu-teo da-si hae-bo-neun geo-ya

Happy happy'ing~

Wah!!!

2008-12-18T10:05:00.000+08:00

Assignments & Exams came to an end (temporarily) = Splendid!!!
But next semester coming soon swt -_-

Went to Port Dickson = Blast!!!
It was short but no doubt fun :)
Truth be told, it was beyond my expectations hehe!
I definitely enjoyed the frisbee games, the eating and of course the berbonding-bonding sessions. Not forgetting the very splendid sips of Bailey's Mint Chocolate too :D

Looking back at the pictures of PD tagged in Facebook, me = ~~cacat'ed~~ ~~retarded~~ not photogenic T_T
Picture Posing 101, where art thou?

Anyways, thank you organizers, thank you planners, thank you drivers, thank you ~~cleaners~~ housekeepers, thank you players, thank you eaters, thank you chatterers, thank you stoners; and er thank you *insert your role here if I missed it :P*
However, chances are, you'll most likely be a stoner if none of the above is applicable to you :D Cause I know I was a stoner ^-^

Thank You

Now that the short holidays' here, it's time to live life lifelessly.. again! Watch the TVs, dramas, movies and whatnot you have! Play and play and play to your heart's content!

That's all folks!
Happy happy'ing~

p/s: stoner here refers to one who stones, does nothing, stares blank.. not the 'negative slang' hor~
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/stoner

2008-12-09T23:21:00.001+08:00

Between 2 million Ringgit Malaysia (note: it's TWO freaking millions!!) and a guy.
Which would you choose?

My choice?
No, silly, not the guy! Obviously I pick the TWO freaking million la!!

But it wasn't an easy choice for Leila: one of the character in a collaboration drama (MY + SG) on NTV7 now.
It's a nice drama, with a lot, I mean A LOT of philosophies, ideas, concepts, thoughts, comments and opinions on LOVE. Yea, it's like a compilation of quotes etc. as well. I don't watch much because the airing time clashes with the airing time of other shows on 8TV. Nevertheless, I still watch it when I get the chance, like tonight.

Okay, the thing about the scene above was that Leila is seriously in love with this Jake guy. And Jake feels the same about Leila. But something happened in the dontknowhowmany episodes I missed, Jake is now with this freaking ridiculously rich woman Zoe; the body's with Zoe, the heart's with Leila. Leila thinking that Jake would be happier and have a better future with Zoe; accepted the RM2,000,000 from Zoe and ditched Jake (while she sobbed away pathetically miserably lonesomely)!
An interesting note about Leila is that, initially, she was portrayed as this materialistic, money minded woman who used, manipulated, exploited men for her own benefits until she met Jake..
Hmm, a very typical character design and predictable scene I would say..
But still, yea.. inspiring show :)

As mentioned, every episode has lots of views on LOVE! From perspectives of men and women. And I just found out that this drama has inspired my bro to blog very emo-ly!! Lol, like super emo-ly!
Meh, bleh, he's at that stage la lol~

Well, I am.. err.. emm..

Allow me to share some quotes in tonight's episode, I couldn't remember others XD
They are in Chinese, but I'll translate a bit. And of course I paraphrased a bit, couldn't recall exactly also lol!
Mind you, they appear to be almost common sense and very overgeneralize. But yea, whatever man~

"爱情不能做比较, 不是说出价高者就能拥有, 或说谁比谁付出得多"
- Love cannot be compared, it doesn't mean the side whose bid's highest will win/own, or who is giving more than who. Very literal translation, but get the idea across la, it's common sense ma :D

"爱情是不能用买的, 要不然就和菜市的菜没两样, 可以讨价还价"
- Love cannot be bought, if not it'll be alike the vegetables sold in pasar, the price of veges can be negotiated somemore! Another no-brainer :D

"爱啊, 并不是你看着我我看着你, 而是两个人朝着同样的方向前进"
- Ahh, love, it is not about you looking at me or me looking at you, it's about two people heading toward the same direction with a common/shared goal. Sounds like leadership? Teambuilding? Lol! Probably it's the way I translated it. But yea, again, common sense, you get the idea :D

Hehe. I am just being random...
Since I screwed up finals and no one ever believes me when I tell them lol! Having done 2 out of the 4 final papers, I can say that I've pretty much screwed up my 2nd year.
But yea, no one but myself should be bothered :D

screwtertiaryeducationscrewtertiaryeducation

Happy happy'ing~

2008-12-07T14:42:00.000+08:00

Arghhh (shouting really softly)~

So much...

I missed's..
I need to's..
I have to's..
I should's..

Too much. Bleh!

Just where do I belong? Where?
Do I want to belong in the first place?

Saw this and thought it's cute :)
Happy happy'ing~

Haha

2008-11-02T23:04:00.001+08:00

Hahaha.

2008-10-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

Optimism or Naivety?

Just when I thought I would, once again, miss this month's BR; I didn't. Lol, that sentence does not flow.

Never mind. The brilliant me remembered that my mom and bro were out today, and would be back in evening; so I called my bro to pick up a pint of handpacked ice-cream on their way home.

Muahahahaha~ Muahahahaha~

I've missed so many months of BR, really delighted I get to taste some this month hehe. I am yet to try the New Zealand Natural ice-cream which goes on a 30% discount on every 30th. Hah, must try, must try.

One day when I am financially independent, I'll stock up 1/2 a gallon of BR on every 31st. That 1/2 a gallon would last for probably a month; then when BR runs out, I'll stock up on some NZN for me to last until the next BR Day. Ooh, flawless plan!

Ah, that's all. It appears to be a trend for me to post on 31st, either complaining I have missed BR or recording how happy I am to not miss BR :D

What's your flavor?

Happy Halloween. Bye.

2008-10-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

Oh, so envy, but it is not something I can control.

When arriving KL Central in a vehicle other than bus, I have a high tendency of knocking my head on the handle-thinge.

Vehicle: Van
When: Last week
Knock head: Positive

Vehicle: Kevin's car
When: Today
Knock head: Positive

I just went "phokk" on the handle-thinge, and I hit hard wtf. Like "phokk!!". Nvm, I'm not dead. I'm not dead. I'm not dead.. yet.

Reciprocal act, 正所谓投桃报李, I give you, you give me. I nice to you, you nice to me.
In essence, karma; what comes around goes around.
So yea, I noticed when one stop commenting on another's blog, another would stop commenting on one's blog. Lol. Nowadays, I tend to not comment, because I am naturally a conversation killer. I tend to comment statement-style comment, instead of conversational-style comment; meaning, it's like I comment things to shut people up, literally.
Take for posting in forums as example, I have a high likelihood of killing threads (threads are like topics just in case you're unfamiliar with the term); meaning after I post something, that thread would die off or at least go inactive for a long while -_-

Similarly, whenever I comment in blogs, it's like I comment for the sake of commenting, to let you know I am reading your blog. As a result, that comment has absolutely no ability to generate further conversation or interest; it's merely a statement. So instead, I choose not to :D

Then I thought, I should just remove the Cbox and the Comment function altogether; then people (if any) won't feel obliged or obligated (I can't differentiate between these two terms, so yea) to leave a comment. Brilliant right? Since in the first place I don't record the amount of readers or whatsoever, and I do not rely on clicks, traffic or whatnot to earn income from ads company. Furthermore, I tend to write for myself to read only lol.

Seems to be a plausible action to me.

On second thought, it's a bit sad talking to myself or the wall ALL THE TIME. I probably couldn't tahan that all the time. So yea, Cbox and Comment stay for the win.

I think I was being an ass today, I didn't mean to fondle my ******* when a lady came to promote about her campaign on ******c**cer. I understand the severity of the matter; so yea, didn't mean to be an ass. Just typing out to relief myself, I probably can't even remember how she looks like @_@

Bye.

2008-10-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

People take things for granted, that, is a guarantee. More often than not, we hear people saying how we would only learn to appreciate something after we've lost it.

So so true. But again, truth be told, does anyone EVER learn to NOT take things for granted? I mean, how do you NOT take things for granted? How much and how deep of appreciation can you show to show that you are, in fact, NOT taking things for granted?

Having said that, I just wanna point out that, I think people will never learn to appreciate until they truly really completely lost something. Because the idea of appreciation is so different when applying to something one has, and something one lost. Is this confusing? Haha.

An example,

My computer broke down and died'ed just now, at that moment, I felt really lost and hopeless without it! That was when I come to think about the days I used it, oh so smoothly, so happily; and don't I just wish that it'll be back, be it's old condition again. Functioning.
Well then, obviously I have it fixed and now it's running normally again. Hope it can tahan long enough X_X
After that, like now, I realize that I don't "appreciate" my computer anymore cause it's functioning back again. You know, it's just a different sensation la.

That being said, if you still don't get it, then too bad la :P

That again, being said, even if you can't appreciate appreciate per se (it's not a typo), just try to be nice and good comfortably while adhering to your own limitations and boundaries. Meaning, just be your best at most times without giving up yourself, in anything and everything you do, may it be relationships or responsibilities and whatnot; then I believe, you will have no regrets.

With that, may everyone who stumble upon this post be lighten in this coming festival of lights. Happy Deepavali :D

2008-10-23T22:10:00.001+08:00

I took 2 hours to reach home today; it wasn't all bad, that 2 hours actually include a dinner alone at KL Central's McDonald's. Lol.

I know that you know that the public transport in our country isn't the most efficient (if at all); I waited approximately 45 minutes for the bus and to no avail, it didn't turn up.

Then how I got home? Hah, this is something I wanna share :D

I don't know if you know that there are special van services provided in the bus stop along Jalan Dungun. The very same bus stop in which one can wait for the U82 bus. Apparently, these special van services are quite popular among the working people in that area; while popular among the working adults, we students can actually take them too! I boarded one just now hehe, my second time.

The reasons why they are popular (I chatted with an aunty in the van lol, I'm coming to this later...):
- they are WAAAY frequent than the U82 buses; in the 45 mins I waited, there were at least 10 vans. You can argue that vans are way smaller than buses, therefore picking lesser passengers at a time. Truth be told, in the 45 mins I observed, the vans easily picked up close to 100 people with about 10 people per trip per van.
- they are more comfortable than the buses, no need to tuna-cram or tuna-stuck. There is NO WAY you can argue about this, comfortable seats > tuna cans. Period.
- they are cheaper, cost RM1.80 per ride; you can argue that it's more expensive in the long run if you were to have the U82 bus ticket earlier (which entitles one to ride on all "U" buses whole day for a RM2 ticket) but I did not take the U82 prior to this, so yea, pretty reasonable priced!

There you go, my analysis on the special van services :D
Just sharing, just in case students are not aware they could make use of this to save loads of time. If I wasn't so stubborn, I would have boarded an earlier van and saved tonnes of time!
Well, they appear to be very suspiciously fishy at first (imagine being kidnapped and sold to some country -_-); I am still pretty much amazed how I could be so brave to board on it the first time (weeks back...).
If given the opportunity, I'll just hop on to the vans the next time I need to get an U82 bus. Lol!

Next part, about the chatting-with-aunty-in-van part; I realized that people are generally kinda nice if you're nice to them. Kinda like a reciprocal act.. Well, I admit it is much dependent on who you talk to too lol.
Maybe I was lucky today, and managed to bump into all nice people:
- a nice Malay kakak who told me about the van's fare; I know the amount though, just wanna double check heh.
- a friendly Chinese aunty who chatted in the van with me; about public transports and tertiary education lol!
- a weirded (weirded because she had the wtf look when I approached her, nevertheless still nice lah) Indian aunty who showed me the way to KL Central, the van stopped at some unknown side/part of KL Central, so I had to walk like 1 minute to the station!

Wah, one shot three encounters with all three races in Malaysia! I think people generally do not like nor dislike people in general, pretty neutral. And if you're nice to people, it only makes sense for people to be nice to you. There are, however, some people who are just asses. Yes, asses, they probably came out the wrong way during the give birth process. Lol, j/k.

This, reminded me of some asses we met today at Setapak, some foul-mouthed uncivilised UTAR students. Okay, we were probably at the wrong side, blocking the road; but hor, there was certainly no need to curse us until like their mothers are more expensive than our mothers! Well, you get the drill, everyone's mothers were brought up, combination of private parts and adjectives... and stuff.
They were honking like mad cow too, freaked the daylight out of Kong and I ler! Thank goodness Yeo was there, hehe; thank you Yeo :P

There you go, my lengthy wordy daily encounters! I suddenly felt very inspired to type a lot lol; see, one can learn a lot in daily lives if one just pay enough attention :)

Thank you for reading :D

ARGH

2008-10-22T19:49:00.001+08:00

2008-10-21T13:41:00.001+08:00

Released? Moved on? Good?

Currently, my handphone theme is Cinderella. Yes, Cinderella; The Cinderella.

And I have discovered a discovery of the ~~century~~ ~~year~~ day from the theme! Here goes.

That females in general, are greedier than males when it comes to seeking potential partners in heterosexual relationships.

Allow me to explain =P

Okok, you know how girls always want to find the prince in their lifes? Specifically, a White Horse Prince literally (白马王子). And we ALL know how common a prince is, theoretically every country with a King would have a Prince; the sons of any other King would be known as unsurprisingly a Prince! Put the prince on a white horse, vio-la~ a White Horse Prince!

Meaning girls treat or perceive their partners as a mere prince. From the illustration above, we know how common is a prince!

On the other hand, guys would refer to their partners as angels (woot, 天使). Let's pretend we don't know other names like poohbear? honey? babe? since those are classified as universal and oh, princesses are generally for daughters; so yea. It doesn't take a genius to figure out how rare is an angel. Even in games, it usually isn't easy to get angels.

Meaning guys treat or perceive their partners as one-and-only angel. A being which cannot be found commonly on Earth!

Okay, my point is..
Wait, I have no point, I'm just blabbering as usual heh =D
This is one of those unimportant things in life which you can live without knowing. So yea, you'll know it if you know it; if you don't know it then you don't know it. It has no significant effect in your life p>0.05.

That being said, it's still a matter of perception hehe.
There you have it, the discovery of the day!

2008-10-17T21:17:00.001+08:00

I killed a snail in the rain.

Watched House Bunny. Didn't expect anyone would be interested in watching it with me lol.
It was okay, kinda predictable, typical. Wasn't as "blonde'ish" as I thought it would be.

I would have watched it alone anyway if there is no one interested lol. I think instead of embracing the good values of solitude, I'm reaching the level of anti-social.
I actually thought of singing k alone O_O How sad can that be right? Super pathetic lol -_-
But then hor, if I am anti-social, I probably wouldn't even leave the house in the first place..

But nvm, next stop is Disaster Movie. Hehe.

Midterms came and passed. Nothing special, just like that lor.
Next up are tonnes and tonnes of assignments, living for/on deadlines again.
To make it worse, a certain lecturer has gone haywire. I think he's reached his limits, cannot tahan the students' ignorant attitude anymore. He's tried so hard (.. too hard I think) to become a good lecturer, to bring changes to us; but as typical useless students, we couldn't be bothered XD
So yea, now he has gone haywire! Just in case you're wondering, he's asking us (the students) to teach ourselves (the students) for the remaining lectures of the semester >_>

Why would I wanna pay for myself to teach myself right? Doesn't even make sense.
But then again, most of the time, if given the determination, one can easily learn by oneself from books and the plentiful resources. So yea, uni is more of exposure and oh, the cert.

And so yea, we'll have to live with it. Such is life.

I wanted to blog about something I find interesting, but the piece of information above destroyed my mood. Maybe some other time...

Have a splendid weekend peeps :)

p/s: Best wishes to the friend who just got blessed with the most precious treasure in life :)

p/s 2: I r a biatch. I r goin to biatchslap CF. *biatchslaps* *piak piak*

2008-10-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

Bloodyfkingmalaysiandrivers. Bloody!

I don't go, you don't go; I go, you also go. Now the car is left with a scar!
Bloodyb*tch*s! If cannot concentrate on driving and talking, then don't do both lar!!! CRAP!

I let people go, HONK!
I don't let people go, HONK!
I let too many people go, HONK HONK!
Bloodyb*st*rds! Rushing to hell is it? Reach home 1357 seconds late can DIE ar? DIE!

Just so you know, I am generally not in such a foul mood. And I am not extremely pissed off, disappointed or whatsoever; probabaly just a lil overwhelmed~
It's just that I cannot handle so much in a day XD And if you know me, I'm not particularly a good driver, I get stressed up easily when driving! I was this close to breaking down when I reached home lol. Farnie haha.
I was this close to... *suspense*

Great. Now I'll have to sleep with this unexplainable grudge-vengeful-hatred'ish feeling T_T

p/s: *fingers crossed* and eagerly anticipating the invention of teleporter? teleport portals? teleportation? t.e.l.e.p.o.r.t

p/s 2: that or a flying broom zZz

2008-10-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

Monday was pure BS. Lol.

I think I am allowing myself to screw myself again tomorrow.

Despite being reminded yesterday, I am still screwing myself. Lol.

A simple calculation reveals that per MCQ of Conflict Theory paper weighs approximately 0.28%. Knowing Mr. Franklin, he'll no doubt untilize these 90 MCQs fully, and ask everything under the sun, literally.
From the textbook, to the conflict models and to virtually any conflict which had happened, or is happening.. or is about to happen.
From application based, to knowledge based, to definition based, and to .any.thing. based.

Let's just hope that I can get some 40 questions correct, so that I could score a double digit %. That and because I've given up on reading and searching online about the tips. Maybe I'll cram some crap into my brain tomorrow morning zzZ

My head ~~might~~ ~~would~~ will explode. Kaboom!

Is happily studying. Not. La-dee-da-dee-da...

2008-10-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

In the midst of dooming myself, I still find joy in seeing the video embedded below.

So yea, I just had to share it... lol.

Teletubbies FTW. Haha.

2008-10-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

Failing to plan is planning to fail.
Once again, I'm digging my own grave and inviting my own funeral~

I spent these two day-offs very unproductively again. Remember how I complained about having an assignment due this week and The Midterms being around the corner (next week)? Well, good news (or bad news XD), the due date has been extended!
Initially, these two day-offs were meant to be used as assignment grinding day; since I found out the due date is extended to next week, I slacked again. Wtf.
I fail myself again -_- I have not started revision and the said assignment. Wtf.

I am a the classic example of a procrastinator. See how I can blog here and not do my work? Get my point? I am consciously not doing my work. Wtf.

And knowing myself, I'll drag the assignment'ing day to this weekend.. and perform miserably for two midterm papers on Monday which coincides with The Due Date. No scolding or whatsoever will ever work on me, I know it.. it boils down to me. To my own decision, whether to do or not to do!

And it seems I have decided to be a big failure in my life XD

To those who feed on my misery (like Kong), all the best for your studies and assignment grinding!

Gam-ba-teh Bpsychos~

2008-10-05T22:55:00.001+08:00

真笑假笑, 谁管得着呢? 总之笑就对了啦~

My computer is officially royally screwed by i-dont-know-what. Every time I turn the computer on, this weird high-tech screen thinge will pop up and the only thing I understand is "Hit F1 to Continue".

After hitting F1, it kinda resumes its operation then it'll be reverted to the day it was born, like 3 years ago.. And this reversion will then screw up my anti-virus and my mouse! I would then have to manually "accidentally" turn off the switch of the CPU (cause restarting wouldn't work) to gain control on the mouse again -_-

Then baru I can set the time to present, and my anti-virus will miraculously work again!

I suppose it isn't a huge issue.. yet. As it still functions normally after the hoo-ah hoo-la reset, but I have to reset it every single time before using neh!

Being not IT savvy me I know nuts about these stuff, unless you know what I'm crapping and decide to help.. If not, I'll ~~buy a super duper new high tech computer with godly functions~~ trouble my cousin (the Composer/Maker of this mischievous com) to fix this probably-not-so serious problem lol.

Having the com semi screwed up is not a big issue, but having an assignment to be submitted this week which I have yet to start, plus The Midterms next week; that my friend, is me royally screwing myself!

Sigh, enough is enough.
Time to rest my eyelids in peace. Bye.

2008-10-04T17:05:00.001+08:00

It's either not talking or talking too much. That, or I'm trying too hard to open my mouth. Sigh.

On a lighter note, Nintendo Japan announced a new NDSi just two days ago, supposedly an upgraded version of the current NDSL. Crap them, for announcing it two months after I bought mine! @&%*%$^#@

On a different note, I wasn't entirely pissed off. The upgrade is not perceived as a 100% good upgrade like the upgrade from NDS to NDSL.
Never mind if you don't get nuts about all these NDS's. Basically, Nintendo is screwing me and other NDSL owners, and oh themselves. Haha.

Uni is on as usual starting next Monday!
Argh, I just wish there is more time for nothingness!

One cannot control what others think and say about himself.

2008-10-03T18:18:00.001+08:00

The thought of updating my blog did surfaced throughout the whole last month, but every single time when I wanted to blog about something, the question "What's the point?" will surface.
Then the thought of wanting to update will vanish, and this happened for few times, then I intentionally waited for the month of September to pass to continue posting entries again.

Not that September was a terrible month, it just wasn't good.

I never thought about why I do the things I do, or say the things I say until I started thinking about it.. duh. Okay, probably having a major in Psychology prompts one to think, to think a lot.
Then, a certain supposedly self-disclosure assignment hit me, kinda forced me to think way beyond my normal thinking routine (eat? watch TV? play? sleep?); from there, I realized one big thing about myself, that I'm the most insecure person I know (that, and probably I didn't know enough people and/or couldn't be bothered to know enough about people to know that they are insecure lol).

That probably lead me to being sarcastic in daily conversation with friends. And I'll target anyone and everyone if given the opportunities, but when things hit me, I'll be very quiet.
Nowadays, I don't usually talk unless it's necessary. Sad right?
I noticed that I have crap-talked so much that people are starting to ignore what I say.
I guess I'm better off with the role of a listener, listening is not easy; I'll probably start by hearing.

Why am I even posting this? Honestly, I don't know. Get attention? Probably, but will anyone pay attention? Since I don't pay attention to people; there is no reason for people to attend to me.

If you're expecting something with humor, sorry to disappoint you, I think I have lost a little bit of that part in me. Well, not entirely lost, maybe once in a while I'll be less gloomy and start bombing craps!

I always appreciate anyone who reads what I typed; thank you.
My apology if you're emofied by these emo'ish posts. Sorry la, I am not a commercial blogger, means I do not always come up with a good read or something funny.

Why do you do what you do?
Why do you say what you say?

Why you read here? Bored?
Why you blog there? Bored?

Hehe, I fluctuate. Once again, thank you.

2008-10-01T21:10:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin~

Did you know that "maaf zahir dan batin" roughly translates to "I seek forgiveness from you physically and spiritually (Wikimedia, 2008)"? If you don't, now you know =)

Things, and I mean most things if not everything can be either Google'd or Wiki'ed.
Wait, let me rephrase, I think everything can be Google'd.

If you're still checking this link, I thank you. It was not my intention to leave this blog dead for a month, I was er i-dont-know-what-happened. Yea.

Stuff just happened one after another, and before I know it.. it's already October!

That's all, happy holidays to all Malaysians.

31

2008-08-31T01:53:00.001+08:00

No, I am not exactly excited over The Country's 51st; kinda more like craving for Baskin Robbins~ :D

Hmm, wait, not entirely true also. Not really craving lah, this every 31st BR routine kinda started when I first found out about the whopping 31% discount~
Then there is this mentality in which eating BR on any other day except 31st kinda pales in comparison, lacking in taste; as if the atmosphere is not right, not to mention the extra price one has to pay lol!

Never mind about that, point is, I am highly likely to miss this month's BR 31!
I mean Merdeka Bolehland + Cheaper Than Usual Un-cheap Icecream = &^*#%
Aiya, again never mind, not like it's SUPER nice godly heavenly bazooka icecream. Meh~

Speaking of 31st, I remember those days when I enjoyed blogging about outings in diary style. I have the habit of naming every single participant too, in alphabetical order somemore haha. Something like:
"Yesterday was 31st, went to BR with A, B, C, D and L ~~and Kira~~. I was very happy *insert smiley*"

Can't really remember when and why I grew out of it; and now I try to not blog in diary style at all cost XD

So yea, and oh, last sem's results were released already. Thank goodness I did not screw up!
This coming sem is gonna be crazy, I just know it.. with ERB and experiments and all the stuff; definitely go crazy one!

Haiz, 顶硬上啦! Block hard up la!

Oh, I mean just do it la~

Home Alone

2008-08-27T12:30:00.003+08:00

I was supposed to follow my parents back to hometown Taiping, to attend my aunt's husband's funeral.
But I didn't, so yea, I'm left home alone for 2 days; with my bro sent to his friend's house near school and both parents drove back to Taiping with the car.
It's pretty much like the life of a mountain hermit now, except that there are public transport and plentiful entertainment here.

May he be at peace now ; and I hope the wife and daughter are coping well.

To title or not to title?

2008-08-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm, it has been kinda nice to 'titlelize' my posts, but it is not easy to think of a catchy and relevant title. Sigh, whatever la.

Apparently right, Avril Lavigne's concert is back, I read it elsewhere, definitely not newspaper! No wonder the concert's ad is still showing like crazy on 8TV. Those people really so free one lol.

Not that I care la. Yea, I don't really care, just so happen it was mentioned in a previous post.

1 week before the havoc begins, once again.
Sigh, I'm a bit excited, nervous and scared for the new semester. I feel rather dumb now, not to mention very lazy! But at the same time, can't wait to get out of this life of nothingness lol~

NDSL is all good :D Trust me. But anything too much becomes menjelak'ing. So yea, like eating too much cheese, can imagine the jelakness?
Likewise to the dramas, TVs, cartoons and whatnot.. I could literally go into auto-pilot mode and do those. Like watching mindlessly lol!

Watched Wall-E yesterday (mindfully), it was very nice :D Cute, warm and overall genuinely nice la. I say it's a worthwhile watch, so do give it a try :D

Nothing much really. Back to my days of nothingness, not for long though, so might as well enjoy it ^-^

NATO

2008-08-22T14:15:00.001+08:00

NATO = No Action, Talk Only

This post is addressed to NATOs. I might unconsciously be a NATO myself, cause I always talk talk, then no action one; but this specific NATO featured in this post is the head at work of the head at home.

Go figure who this could be if you're interested or concerned to know. Otherwise, thanks for clicking this blog link :D

You know how when a person has contributed a lot to Bolehland, they get accredited with the Dato' in front of their names; like Dato' Michelle Yeoh for her tremendous contribution in so many ways.
So, the group of people working with the head at home, came up with this NATO phrase to give those crap ass-kissing fellows 'credit'. So to speak.

If you haven't noticed by now, the head at home, is my mom. And it is obvious who is the head at work of the head at home, the boss~ Well, not the really head, head kinda head boss; this boss is an immediate boss, only one rank above to be precise.

Ok, before I go any further, if you're still reading; means you're a really good friend :D or you are really bored :D either way, here is some background info.
My mom's been in retail line since forever, ok la, supermarket job la!
From a tiny worker in glassware 25 years ago at Fajar (which is doomed now) till a store manager at youknowwhereifyouknow :D currently.
Let's just say she has PLENTY of experience in this field, the only disadvantage is that she has limited understanding of the English language; but she's working hard now. And this is the only thing setting her behind from becoming an Area Manager (the head who watches several said stores in an designated area).

Enough background liao.
This NATO head mentioned earlier, is a new AM assigned to my mom's store, and he is not very responsible. Then,

STUFF HAPPENED LAR

And my mom got a box of crap knocked on her head and needed to get x-ray scans; and thank goodness she is back at home safely now.
Thank goodness she still managed to drive to Sunway Specialist Centre herself, and drove back; and is visited by some colleagues as I'm typing now.

So yea, thank goodness.

I shan't go into details about the internal affairs lar, since I only heard story from one side (which apparently, is enough to judge that nato~). So yea, stuff happened, that's why I only labeled a 'STUFF HAPPENED LAR' in the stuff happened part XD

Thank goodness :D

Ignorance is Bliss

2008-08-22T01:51:00.005+08:00

I just found out , like 10 30 minutes ago, that the timetable for this coming semester is out *jaws drop*
The fact is, it was out like what? At least a week ago?

The title says it all! How much more ignorant can I get? O_O -__-

And oh, although I'm a bit slow at mentioning this; and neither am I a fan of hers...
Apparently right, Avril Lavigne's concert is cancelled, and hor; apparently (again) right, she is banned for being too sexy, and hor, because it's too near our Merdeka celebration wor~

So yea.

Those people right, they either have not:
- been watching TV
- been shopping in ANY shopping complex
- been seeing enough females (real life moving walking ones)
- been spending time with their families; because of busy banning everything left right up down
- irefusetotypeanythingthatcouldpotentiallygetmebannedlol

What's next? Hmm, take a good guess.
YouTube? Facebook?
Oh wait, halting those would be futile, let's stop Teh Internetz =P

Who is to blame ler?
Non-other than ourselves lor, we allowed ourselves to get into all these.
Malaysian's lar, that's the way we like it~ Uh huh~ Uh huh~

sidetrack a bit

Read whichever however you want lar, sidetrack first, or sidetrack don'tfirst; it's your mata-mata ma =D

Yesterday when I was on my way to Uni to ~~debit?~~ ~~credit?~~ *insert the correct word here* an almost expired check as payment in advance for next semester, there was this accident that jammed up the whole road from TTDI to PBD (thank goodness we left like 5 minutes earlier! If not sure mampus~).

You know what's the reason for the disastrous jam? OUR Malaysians' typical culture lor!
People bang cars, people slow down to keipo, now, repeat this, every single driver 3 seconds each, you get an almost massive jam for absolutely no reason!

What's worse? Not that they care about the casualties, victims, bangers or blablabla; they just cannot tahan, must stop to keipo one.
Even my mom also slowed down -_- If I was driving, I couldn't be bothered to slow down, cause I'll be so stressed up by other keipochi and ferocious drivers (another Malaysian culture altogether~).
This, my friend, only happens in Malaysia; or at least waayy more common here in Bolehland!

And hor, there was this J-plated Estima (not discriminating anyone down south) on our left lane, super; I repeat, SUPER keipo. He/she practically reduced to crawling speed, like he/she was busy snapping pictures and taking video and whatnot! The driver then proceed to speed 100km/h after the scene!
Okay hey, I might be mistaken, they could have been broadcasting the accident LIVE right? *-*

sidetrack end

Not that I care la. I am ignorant, remember? =D

Just thought it was funneh. That and because I saw this girl before at this gudang membeli-belah (pretty cute, but should reduce 0.7inch of her makeup), who wore this one-piece, long enough to ONLY cover her ~~ass~~ ~~buttocks~~ lower portion assets, and hor, there was NO leggings, whateverhose or whatnot. How I know? I just know lar~
And that said girl, was walking happily in the said gudang filled with families = orang tua, orang muda, kanak-kanak dan orangs lar~
*jaws drop*

Ok, the point is, nothing can be too sexy lar =D
Nuff said, gotta catch some zees now!

The i10 Statements

2008-08-18T17:25:00.001+08:00

First of all, thank you ~~ailia~~ aili (I just had to do that lol =P) for ten-statement'ing me. It is titled "i10" cause all statements will be "I... this" and "I... that". Not that I am self-centered (mildly perhaps), it's just that I do not experience any social exposure these days and I only get to talk to three people at most: me, myself and I.

1. I need a haircut.

2. I am not getting enough sleep; it's either that or I sleep too much.

3. I find myself getting addicted to NDSL waaayy more than I've expected, and it's just ONE game I'm playing.

4. I feel crap because I am chan now. No no, I didn't change my sir name. Let's just say I feel so out of shape -__-

5. I am a terrible driver and still afraid of driving after sending/picking my bro for *insert exaggerated amount* times! T_T

6. I just suddenly realized uni's starting soon and results' announcement is just around the corner!

7. I feel stupid and empty headed cause my brain has been turned off for too long and it will remain dormant for a couple weeks more~

8. I am addicted to FFTA2 on NDSL and I just reached the part where I get access to Gria class (one of my favorite classes along with Viera and Moogle; who doesn't like cute girl with dragon-like horns and wings right? =P).

9. I wish I am chosen for some sort of Extreme Makeover, then them people will buy me tonnes of clothes, shoes, stuff, stuff and stuff; and make me look super ~~pretty~~ handsomest gorgeous. Woot~ =D

10. I miss seeing my kawans ler T_T Yes! You, you and you <- so cliche lol!

Wanted to put 10. first to make me appear not so self-centered, but meh right? I think I have lost the ability to communicate effectively, it's as though I was not exposed to the outside world for the longest time!

Whatever~!
There you go, the i10 statements, not 'nominating' anyone to do cause I don't think anyone is here after knowing about my boyfriend XD
Anyone is not doing it, maybe Michael Wan would wanna do it for the third time? =P

Heh, see yaz~

Boyfriend

2008-08-11T14:33:00.001+08:00

I never thought of relaying this information, especially not like this, announcing on the virtual space. Let's just say a lot of things went through my mind before I decided to do this.

Why am I doing this here?
Simple enough, you guys are my friends and certainly well deserve to know. I hope that you guys understand, and perhaps, only perhaps you could share this happiness with me.

I don't really remember how we met. But one thing for sure, I started to think a lot about him; and before ~~you~~ I know it, it just happened!
Well it certainly didn't happen with a snap of finger, I was actually the proactive one :D To tell the truth, until now, I am still very glad that I took the first action.
I never thought I will ever get the chance, you know, just be happy.

Now, I am happy.

To those of you with other halves, I'm sure you would understand the excitement of picking gifts for them; and of course, the headache which comes bundled with it. Troubled by the wide choices to get and going over and over again in your mind, their likes and dislikes. I remembered the day when I was picking my very first present for him, I was very excited, at the same time, couldn't withstand the so-many-things out there that I wanted to get him. As I browsed through the items, I couldn't help but to constantly ask myself: Will this fit him? Will this color look nice on him? Is this his favorite color? What if he doesn't like it? All sorts of questions that undoubtedly made me doubt my choice!
Well, to make it simple, I bought a white outfit as my very first gift for him. Now, I can tell that he really likes it, really. I buy one ma :D

And and... You CANNOT imagine the pleasure I get when I turn him on...

Okay, my bad, I shan't disturb you further with this, not especially in this already mildly disturbing post. But just so you know, I'm still pretty much the same me.

What's with the heavy text right? Might as well show you some pictures I took.

Here is one of him lying on my bed (I took it when he was napping hehe, don't tell him k):
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Just so you know, I am not obligated to show you this; but I respect you as my friends and I really hope you can be happy for me and don't hate me..

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And oh, I added these dots to annoy you
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You feel the suspense? No? Ok, never mind, here goes:
Ta da~
Ooh, so white, so DS, so Lite; so so Crystal/Polar White Nintendo DS Lite :P

This is the white outfit I bought him :PI actually bought this few months ago lol! Yesh, I am crazy like that~ I did that with my phone too, bought the MSPD 1Gb two months before buying my phone haha.

Haha, did I get you? I didn't? Aww~

I just got my boy~~friend~~ here yesterday, oh, so damn happy! Now I won't be wasting my holidays lifelessly!

Say yay to lifefully holidays! Yay!

Thanks to those who accompanied me yesterday :D
The one who drove us around and bought one at the same time with me :D
The ~~one~~ fei cai who helped me by pushing the bubbles lol :D
The one who's happy for me that I am happy :D
The one who allowed me to exploit his new rig :D
The ones happily Wii'ing when I was panic cause I screwed up badly on the bottom screen's screen protector :D

Even though I have a set of backup screen protectors, I am still midly upset over the fact that I screwed up terribly on the application of screen protector XD Argh!

Plus, of course:
Thanks to you for reading :D :D
Thank you to those who've supported me on buying an NDSL, and those supporting me now :D
To those who doubted me, screw you :P j/k la~

and sorry for the terrigibly lousy quality pics. I am not rich so I don't own a DSLR high-tech camera and I am too poor to get a P & S digital camera now because of my ~~boyfriend~~ NDSL lor. Just so you know, due to me not having an actual actual camera as mentioned, I couldn't show you where I turn him on. I have tried, but none of the pic shows the "Power" button. Despite the cacatify pictures, I assure you he is stunningly gorgeous in real life. So yea :P

I am one happy soul :D

Thanks again for your 3 minutes 27 seconds for reading :D (and I did not time myself reading my own post, seriously)

奥运零八

2008-08-08T22:43:00.001+08:00

How can I not leave a mark on this very holy day right? It won't happen in the next ten years or so.

Conclusion is, I cannot not post some crap today.

Shiet, I don't even have shits to post. Sad T_T

Few years down the road, let me look back on this pathetic post, and look back at my pathetic self wasting life lifelessly.

And probably have a good laugh. No?

HAHAHAHA HAHAHAHA

On 08-08-2008, Boon Woei is was alive and YOUNG and NAIVE and IGNORANT.

There you go, mark left.

p/s: Damn, could have posted this at 8.08pm or some other variants of 8s. I mean it's indeed the eightest day in so many years... Never mind, I'll settle with 10.43pm, since they add up to 8. Muahahahaha~

2008-07-30T13:11:00.006+08:00

*tsk* *tsk* <- these are supposed to be sobbing sounds

I miss those days when people blog every other day, those days when I could at least blog about something. It seems blogging has been put to a halt by almost everyone on holidays now! It's a miracle to be able to blog once in a week these days!!!

Apparently, checklists are quite popular these days, so I should do one:

Eat (/)
Sleep (/)
Don't die (/)

See? I have done everything possible to be done. Yea, I am definitely not lifeless. I have fulfilled my destiny! I have achieved Nirvana! Woot!!!

Holidays make people crazy. Crazy people, er, do crazy stuff.

Not that I don't wanna make my holidays a productive one, I ~~like~~ love money also k! But I can come up with plenty ~~excuses~~ reasons to NOT get a job :D

Wait, I don't need plenty. One is enough, my bloody location!
Despite the retardedly ulu place I live in, I did try to get some jobs to do. Like some data entry stuff that can be done at home, without leaving the house those kinda jobs. I mean I spend almost 20 hours per day in front of the computer, might as well get paid for that right?

To my surpirse or not, there are 56128341389 people out there whom are like me, hunting for jobs like those~ Oh wait, the figure exceeded Malaysia's entire population. Lol, never mind. So yea, my chances are very slim :P The pay is not extraordinarily good, like what? 4 cents per data completed? But it certainly pays better than sitting at home earning 0 cent and 20 grams per half an hour!

*tsk* *tsk* Can you recognize these symbols now?

Sadnya~

So I have been watching loads and loads of movies online, movies that I longed to watch and movies that I don't even know existed.

Don't you just love the technology nowadays? ^__^

One that I have been meaning to blog about is "Secret" by Jay Chou and Guey Lun-Mei.

Below is an excerpt from the move:

Follow the notes upon the journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys

Those who have watched the movie would be familiar with these words. They are non other than the very words written on the piano sheet/stuff (I forgot what you call that sheet thinge~)

If you are familiar with the story, good for you.
If not, you should seriously watch the movie :D

Okay, I shall summarize a bit about the movie. I mean, since I am the free'est man on Earth.

spoiler

This girl from the past (20 years to be precise) played by Guey Lun-Mei discovered an ancient-looking piano sheet titled "Secret" stuffed under an ancient piano. Being a talented pianist and having deep interest in the notes and the words (above) written there, she gave a shot and played them.
Then viola~ she's teleported/transported to future, and met this guy, played by Jay Chou.

It was instant love at first sight.

Now, if you understand the very words in Italics above, you'd know the first person she lays her eyes on would be able to see her. Meaning, the first time she time-travelled and the first person she saw would be able to see her - Jay Chou la. Duh? She would be invisible to others. To return back to her time (20 years ago), she is to play the piece again and increase her playing speed at the ending part to successfully return.

These time-travelling-to-and-fro lasted few times. She wasn't lucky all the times, sometimes she'll bump into other people first upon arrival, before meeting Jay. To counter that, she counted the total steps needed from the music room to Jay's class room (aww, how sweet right?). So, somehow, she managed to meet him more often. They got along really well and yea, really splendid.

Things got out of control when she went back in time and explained all her adventures to her music teacher (who's actually Jay's father in the future). The news spread, and everyone thought she was crazy. She vowed not to travel through time to meet Jay again. But as we all know, where got people can tahan one right? She fell sick.
Since she was asthmatic in nature, she grew really weak.. and weaker by days.

THEN STUFF HAPPENED

Jay found out about ALL the stuff and yea. He's determined to go back in time to look for her. But the old music room building housing the ancient piano is scheduled to be removed/taken down/whatever; so if he really wanted to time travel, he has to put his bets on ONE chance!

Obviously he risked his life and bet on that one chance of time traveling, all this to meet his love of life. Not to mention that even if he traveled back, Guey might not be the first person he stumbles upon. See? Can you see how big a risk he's taking?

Well, yea, then he met her successfully and I think they kinda live happily every after.

/spoiler

There you go :D I skipped a lot though, I don't wanna make people go snoozing right?

Crap, this entry has gotten out of control. It looks unbearably long and draggy~

Haha, good day and kudos to those who have made it this far! You have earned yourself a virtual triple chocolate chip cookie :D

Nah.. *hands over triple chocolate chip cookie*

2008-07-23T00:08:00.002+08:00

Never thought of updating cause my days have been filled with nothingness and nothingity. But the thought of reminding the very few readers strikes me and that I should update; and oh, I am not sulking in misery, neither am I swimming in the pool of patheticness~

Holidays have been okay I guess, I didn't really 'waste' a day. I mean, I get to watch TV, sleep and sleep more. Before I forget, thank you Horny for the splendid DVD he pinjam'ed me! Thank your sis too :D

Since I am (at this moment) waiting for my mom to reach home, from her trip to Thailand. She should be home in about 20 minutes or so I guess, I figure I could update a bit hehe. I am very excited to see what she's gotten for me and my bro, muahahahaha!

Then I thought I should reply my Cbox here since there are very limited names which popped up. Yea, just some frequent old customers only ^-^

Yes Mandy, I earned something this time, but I had to sell off my property ler T_T
I also got to drive more la, fetched my bro to school during my mother's vacationing time. Oh, I know you're trying very hard for your internship, and it's good. But make sure you don't try too hard k, give yourself a break. Let's just hope that you have time to see this haha!

I am not that sad la k, spending my freeness days sobbing meh Sharon? I kinda forgot how to cry already. The last time I cried was when I watched Clannad the anime, one of the episode made me cry T_T So touching. Never mind about this, you have fun with your kakis at Sibu k! By the time you read this, ~~I am no longer in this miserable world full of suffering~~ you're sure at overseas liao~ South China Sea that is.

~~Ailia~~ Ai Li, you meant it in a good way la! I hope. Those cards were sold for about RM50, but lesap in one day out with secondary school friends! The Charizard is a bery bery powderful card okay! That's why him alone can be sold for RM20+ already. I missed the cards, but I figure I can just look at the pictures :D and that buyer could probably benefit from him more since he's collecting like ALL of the Pokemon cards...

Snow Queen wannabe, I mean Ice Princess :P I am okay la, doing fine here. No fungus type of lifeform found near my 5-meter radius :D I don't know about you, I call this achievement haha! I know it's pathetic that my reply to your concern is so short, but hor, I don't understand what's this "for kevin" thinge. You mean Michael's for Kevin? Hehe!

LoL, done reporting!

Happy happying to fellow holidayers whom are holidaying.

p/s: and to those studyers studying now too XD

p/s2: and I am not dying. I think I kinda worded this post like a will. You know like how people write and address to their friends before they die, about how good a friend they were to him/her kinda thing lol!

2008-07-17T19:22:00.002+08:00

I am a happy person today for many reasons hehe.

Well, early in the morning, I went out for a business trip to KTM station. I have decided to sell off part of my assets to an enthusiastic buyer I found on the internet. We have agreed on the prices, offers from both parties were reasonable. Hence, we agreed to meet today.

The deal was very smooth, the transaction was carried out without any disruption. I even offered the buyer some special discounts for his enthusiasm and effort for traveling to my area.

Below ~~are~~ were the items sold.

Hehe, yea, I sold off few of my Pokemon cards from those days. You know lar, those were the days. Brainless kids being brainwashed to buy Pokemon goods; I was one of them too lol, I fell for the then big hit Pokemon. I am still one Pokemon fan now though, just not as extreme and not as 'passionate' as I used to be hehe.
These Pokemon Trading Card Game (TCG) can't be sold for much nowadays, and I seldom take them out and see them anyway. I don't do much with them too!!!

Rest assured, they are in good hands now (I hope...). I have some stories about each card, it's worth it to read lar; you get to know me more and I have piktarrs (it's pictures, for the slow-minded) :D

Hah, this Charizard. I think I was very happy when I got this card from the booster pack, this card was one of the geng cards in its days. Like very powderful, very powderful. Yea, it once made me proud lar hehe.
Vileplume from the Jungle set.. ah, how can I forget you? This card has supposedly sentimental value lol, then why sell it? Well, it could have been better of somewhere else~ The story goes like this, I didn't come from a very rich family; and I remembered how this well to do friend of mine kinda introduced me to Pokemon TCG and ~~dragged~~ brought me into the game. The first time he brought me to this 1U shop (now bankrupt liao~) to buy my very first Jungle set booster pack, me being shy and not-so-rich me; I was left with the last pack. Yea, and what do we know? In it laid a holographic Vileplume :D
Then the rest, hmm, they are the rest lar. No need pictures la: Hypno, Kabutops and Zapdos ^-^

I used to be able to memorize ALL the Pokemons' names. I bet a lot of kids can too la hehe. Now there are just too many, yea, couldn't be bothered. See, my stuff all also nicely kept de. These cards dated to at least 5 years ago ler! They look as good as new :D if not newer!

Man, you see, I can type so much crap during holidays. Really no life lar!

"In good terms?"