hehe, as i was about to create this entry, my housemate knocked on the door with a funny rhythm lol...
nvm about that...

okay, having gone through all four 1st lectures of each subject, i have a conclusion!
based on my liking of teaching style and overall first impression, in descending order:
Ms Winnie, Ms Phobe, Mr John, Mr Kenneth

it means that i favor ms winnie's class more than ms phoebe's class, and so on...

well, all these were based on my first impression. who knows what will happen in the 2nd impression, 3rd impression...and in the future? we'll see...

okay, i have thursday as my day-off (after some adjusting of my schedule), so today i'm pretty free. no, not pretty, VERY free..

so i went to the driving school to register myself for the undang course on this saturday.
to get there, i took a bus and stop at the nearest stop to bangsar village, then i walked all the way to the driving school. since the driving school is around that area...so it's walkable i guess ><
hah! i reached there and get the things done...i was starving actually, havent eaten anything since i woke up...sooo hunngrryy omg~

went to da bao wantan mee from the nearest restaurant and off i went...to home...

i was in dilemma state twice today;
the first time was if i should call aili to fetch me there; or take bus and walk there...
the second time was if i should take a cab home; or walk to the bus stop and take the bus home...

well, i opted for the 2nd option for both situations... cause i don't think i should ma fan aili in the first place... secondly, i had the bus ticket from the previous ride, so i can pretty much go back via the same bus FOC...

meh, nvm la, at least i know how to get there on my own...
i mean i still have to get there on my own this saturday O.O might as well learn the routes and etc first lo!

ate chicken ho fun (ho fun = thin kuey teow lol =P), da bao'ed by adelia's mother. since she ngam ngam was here just now, and her mother ngam ngam call to ask her abt her dinner plans...hehe and i ngam ngam happen to be there... so just ordered some food which is not edible in pst bdr dmnsara...
hehe, thank you michelle! <- adelia's mum, thank you to adelia too muahahahaha

my gord, i cant seem to organize my entry, it's always a mess o.O
nvm la, cause i just type when i feel like typing ><>

tomorrow i will be attending ms winnie's 2nd class...
let's see how's the 2nd impression hehe...

i don't know what does the display pic means, but i know it's cute, so i just put that instead (hehe, i can't even remember where i took the pic ><)

fortunately, 2nd day of uni wasn't that bad...
i'm actually kinda amazed by ms winnie's teaching style. by the way, ms winnie cheong here is the lecturer for research methodology...
well, interesting i would say...

however, i'm kinda disappointed with mr kenneth's class though...
guess i was expecting too much hehe. plus, he was having troubles with his 3-year-old son not going to nursery school... or something like that O.o

let's see how ms phoebe's class goes tomorrow =P introduction to biopsychology, wart iz dat?!
meh, see how first la...
somemore have to buy new text books liao my gord! do they expect everyone's parents print money? i mean the fees for subjects have increased, and now them books could easily cost few hundred bucks accumulated...

okay...
i haven't seen weiling they all for few days already, eventhough we're like few blocks away only...
it's as though we have no fate (or what we call "yuan fen" in mandarin i suppose?)

randomness:
i think i'm pretty shallow-minded, means not deep enough la!
as i was saying, i can't seem to think deeply and produce interesting ideas/thoughts...
quite sad lo, and i'm suppose to think more wisely for psychology courses!! ha!
i even mixed up even and odd numbers, gord! @.@ *sigh* brainless-still -> word play of stainless-steel hehe! pretty lame huh?!

guess i'm just too free, cause my schedule for this semester is like hmm...pretty free...
not to mention the 1st two weeks have no tutorial classes ><

that is why i'm planning to take my undang in one of these days...
i've even asked aili about the information regarding the driving school she went. since she lives in bangsar, so it should be easier for me to wander around in bangsar as well... and i guess i could call her to rescue when i'm in deep shit hehe hehehe heheheheheee

my concern is, if i were to take them undang and driving test, i cannot handle the tremendous amount of work for the subjects i'm taking now...
i mean only the 1st two weeks are slightly empty, stuff like assignments and quizzes are coming right after that *.*

ooh, see how la~

and i thought so...

i thought i could adapt easily to the new environment...
i thought wrong...
i thought i would be set and ready to go for psychology...
i thought wrong...
i thought i could just be my usual self and hope for the best...
i thought wrong...

today was my first day of "school" as a degree student, and till now i'm still doubting my decision...
am i a psychology material? am i ready for the heavy work load as a psychology student? am i hardworking enough to perform consistently? am i brave enough to voice out ideas in lectures? what am i to do when i hold a degree in psychology? what can i do? why am i doing psychology at the first place?

seriously, i can't answer these questions, i don't even know what to think now except to focus on what i "should" be doing now...
that is to get a damm degree! anything will do...anything...

i can't afford to pick the wrong thing and stop half way or things like that...
at least i know my parents' financial abilities won't allow me to do so...
and there are lots of problems and stuff surfacing as well, house; car; bro's studies; parents' work; OMG!! gord!! oh mee gord~

having said that, i've seen and heard many cases about uni graduates not doing what they have studied..
so it's not guaranteed that i'll be working in fields related to psychology AT ALL...

like today, i had a tutor whose major is in accounting & finance; yet she is assisting and tutoring the class - a psychology-related subject i would say (well, she said it herself too lol~)

how i wish money will drop from sky <- stupid/naive thinking

orh, cut the boring-emoish stuff...
last weekend, me went out with friends again hehe...
we wanted to watch "night at the museum", since it was highly recommended by some couse mates...
but apparently there are tons of wu liao people who watch movie in the weekend - on saturday night! so basically the tickets are sold out!! OUT!
from times square, we went to 1U thinking that GSC and TGV are there, so chances are higher...
mana tahu GSC was like @%^%#&%@&@ super pack, like the animals got released from zoo or something...
tickets at TGV were pretty much sold out too...

so, ended up watching "the guardian"...
not bad, interesting but not my genre of movie haha
-end of story-

oh, lately i really like this song: 梁山伯与朱丽叶
well, i don't know why, i just like it, suddenly!
the title actually means romeo and juliet, since the "liang shan bo and zhu ying tai" story is like a chinese version of "romeo and juliet", so hmm yeah~

read something about friends in chujie's blog,
something like you don't have to see your friends everyday, you put them in your heart instead...
but i myself really like to be with friends, i mean their presence (is there such a thing as "presences"? o.O) there alone is really meaningful already...
even if it means berkulating together, weiling! it's fun that way too hehe...

done. i think this entry is pretty messy...
since i pretty much just dump everything in as i was thinking hehe...

ooh, new year liao! so many things happened! people come and people go...

well, me spent me christmas alone, crying pathetically...
so me and friends went alllllll theeee way to genting to count down, me suppose it's not as crowded as shopping spots like sungei wang...
went there on hanfoong's dad's rexton, with hanfoong himself of course, karwai, kimberly, kimchoo, weiling and krishna (weiling's friend from ipoh). oh ya, and guest appearance by the ever-pretty shanyi hehe :D
it was fun i guess, though took a considerably long journey there, but it's better than rotting at hanfoong's house lolz. not to mention that the fireworks were awesome also! ^.^

thank you hanfoong for bringing us there...
and really nice meeting you, krishna aka ah nana =P

some serious stuff now...

me've finish me foundation year already! the results weren't that bad; in fact, it was better than me expectation...

and without much planning, me is now a bachelor of psychology student! studying psychology duh~ me have no idea if it's a right decision; however, as mentioned by a lecturer: degree is just like a direction, though it's an important decision, you won't die if you picked a wrong one, you're just heading another direction...(well, something along these lines, i'm not sure ><')

note to self: let's just hope me can do well in me psychology studies...word hard too o.o

okay, serious stuff DONE!

here comes some random thoughts:
when a break-up occurs, no matter you're on which side; either the one who suggest to break-up or the one who is "broken-up"; chances are you'll be sad... i mean real sad... seriously...

ooh, another random thought:
if i'm asked if i would die for the person i l.o.v.e...... me thinks me answer will be "yes"!
cause me is a selfish person, me don't think me can bear the sadness of losing someone me love... so me would rather be the one leaving me guess...
well of course, not irrationally go die la. as in accidents or stuff like that only make sense ma...