Sigh, I wanted to edit my previous entry for this, but I figure what the heck, just post up another new one lar!
My application for internship has been declined. Well, I kinda expected it lar, being experienceless and achievementless me, what could I possibly expect from a corporate firm right? :P
Truth be told, I am a bit sad lar. You know, I was really looking forward to buying new shirts, new pants, new shoes, new socks and new ties for the intern; well that, and partially, I am kinda curious to see how's a corporate work setting. Those 8am-5pm, 9am-6pm thinges lar.
Haiz, should have told them my mom works in Giant and my bro goes SMKDJ. It would be impossible for me to be late to work :D I've bragged about this for countless times, should have just slapped that piece of info into my resume haha :P I mean I wake up at 6am and reach DJ at 7am'ish!
Never mind, I guess I am feeling more sad that I have expected. You know, seeing how everyone kinda got interned; I, for one, didn't even get called for interview T_T
The human resource people over at the firm worded the reply really nicely, but it still saddens me lar. Period.
Guess I'm gonna spend my two months growing mushrooms, playing games, lifeless, lifeless, lifeless and oh, piling up fats too.
I'm gonna go watch cartoon to comfort myself and get some sleep. Any other thing like the oh-so important Biopsychology can be left till tomorrow. I mean, I am rejected.
Rejected!!! F.O.S!! The Reject Shop!!
Sobz, I'm bitter now. Where's my honey?
Monday, July 07, 2008
Hah! Adventure home today was rather smooth, I've successfully traveled through the Crossroad of Death. This time, I know where to cut through the busy traffic. Heh~
Studying Social Psychology was very depressing. Oh by the way, today's paper was okay (as usual -__-). And I honestly have only studied the first chapter lol, the Attraction and Relationship thinge chapter which was apparently, a very depressing chapter. Others I kinda like just flipped through and kinda read summaries which explains why I think I will screw up for MCQs, I couldn't even be bothered with Leadership's slides, I thought those were semi-BS. The essays were kinda okay, as some predicted questions did surfaced! But being slow pathetic me, I allocated too much time on them stupidcrapshiet MCQs and ended up having not sufficient time to finish me essays.
Never mind about that, I don't usually do entries like above. I thought discussions like those were a bit kiasu but there's exception in everything la. So yea :P
Speaking of the depressing chapter, it was indeed very depressing. It worded as though love is very scary, yea, sad right? Then studying social psychology actually worsen your social skills. Like just now, I bumped into this coursemate whom I have no idea what's her name (it's a hi-bye thing), I wanted to like ask: "Hey, we've been in the same class for the whole semester and I don't know your name. So what's your name...?" stuff like that or "Where are you going?"
BUT but, I suddenly don't know how to buka mulut.. Depressing O__O
Another case was about helping behavior. You would have thought being a Psych major, we would have known best when to help and or at least try our best to help.
There was this girl (presumably from HELP) was lost at KL Central as she's wanted to head to 1U but took the bus at the wrong station. I actually know the way to 1U but I just could not buka mulut again. Another scene was a pair of adult friends asking directions to Pudu (not directing to me though). Again, I actually knew the way, and I couldn't help but just shut up and continue my way to KTM waiting platform.
Somehow, somehow I malfunctioned lar!! (I blame it on studying social psych *_*) I really wanted to help lor, as I understand how sad is it to get lost and don't know where you're going!
Sigh...
As a result of me not being able to complete my essays, I've expressed my desperation and frustration here in the form of an extremely lengthy and wordy post. Muahahaha~!
I'm hungry, am getting stuff to eat. And oh, thank you for reading, and happy Biopsych'ing to fellow Psychians and happy happy'ing to non-Psychians :D
Studying Social Psychology was very depressing. Oh by the way, today's paper was okay (as usual -__-). And I honestly have only studied the first chapter lol, the Attraction and Relationship thinge chapter which was apparently, a very depressing chapter. Others I kinda like just flipped through and kinda read summaries which explains why I think I will screw up for MCQs, I couldn't even be bothered with Leadership's slides, I thought those were semi-BS. The essays were kinda okay, as some predicted questions did surfaced! But being slow pathetic me, I allocated too much time on them stupidcrapshiet MCQs and ended up having not sufficient time to finish me essays.
Never mind about that, I don't usually do entries like above. I thought discussions like those were a bit kiasu but there's exception in everything la. So yea :P
Speaking of the depressing chapter, it was indeed very depressing. It worded as though love is very scary, yea, sad right? Then studying social psychology actually worsen your social skills. Like just now, I bumped into this coursemate whom I have no idea what's her name (it's a hi-bye thing), I wanted to like ask: "Hey, we've been in the same class for the whole semester and I don't know your name. So what's your name...?" stuff like that or "Where are you going?"
BUT but, I suddenly don't know how to buka mulut.. Depressing O__O
Another case was about helping behavior. You would have thought being a Psych major, we would have known best when to help and or at least try our best to help.
There was this girl (presumably from HELP) was lost at KL Central as she's wanted to head to 1U but took the bus at the wrong station. I actually know the way to 1U but I just could not buka mulut again. Another scene was a pair of adult friends asking directions to Pudu (not directing to me though). Again, I actually knew the way, and I couldn't help but just shut up and continue my way to KTM waiting platform.
Somehow, somehow I malfunctioned lar!! (I blame it on studying social psych *_*) I really wanted to help lor, as I understand how sad is it to get lost and don't know where you're going!
Sigh...
As a result of me not being able to complete my essays, I've expressed my desperation and frustration here in the form of an extremely lengthy and wordy post. Muahahaha~!
I'm hungry, am getting stuff to eat. And oh, thank you for reading, and happy Biopsych'ing to fellow Psychians and happy happy'ing to non-Psychians :D
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Aww, it's wonderfully wonderful to see my wonderful friends be happy wonderfully. I did not just repeat wonderful for four five times.
Yesh, birthdays are wonderful. Birthday surprises are even wonderfuller. So are birthday celebrations, wonderful!
Let's just say that I'm really glad to be part of you people's lives. You know who you are, and I know who you are. Bunch of purely wonderful people who remind me that I'm alive everyday.
Even though we might not be together in the future due to whatever reasons, at least let us be reminded that we were once important parts of each other's lives and that we should rejoice just for that fact!
Like a friend who dreamsall the some times about getting married to her dream guy and making half a dozen of kids; I also wish that there is lalaland-kind of romantic, and that those happily-ever-after stories exist. Reality is harsh, we must put that in mind. Nothing will stay nice forever I guess.
Meh, I don't know why I brought this up, I guess I'm just bored lol. I mean I'm supposed to be studying really hard for next week's finals, but I still find myself watching TV as usual and doing nothingness. Seeing friends studying so hard makes me worried, worried by the fact that I cannot live my life like that (ooh, live life like, one alphabet apart, coolness :D). I'll try to start early this time, maybe tomorrow? :D
Note to self: Doing things last minute is no good. No good. No good.
Haiz, I'm going way off topic again. My intention for this entry was to just post about how happy I am to know so many wonderful people and to wish everyone to be happy always and that I've repeated wonderful ten times. Oh, make that <<< the eleventh!
I better sleep now, it's expensive to let my com and the light to stay on for too long!
Sweet dreams :D
"I didn't know it has such a strong impact on..."
"I don't think I'll ever have the chance to..."
"I truly wish to be able to..."
Yesh, birthdays are wonderful. Birthday surprises are even wonderfuller. So are birthday celebrations, wonderful!
Let's just say that I'm really glad to be part of you people's lives. You know who you are, and I know who you are. Bunch of purely wonderful people who remind me that I'm alive everyday.
Even though we might not be together in the future due to whatever reasons, at least let us be reminded that we were once important parts of each other's lives and that we should rejoice just for that fact!
Like a friend who dreams
Meh, I don't know why I brought this up, I guess I'm just bored lol. I mean I'm supposed to be studying really hard for next week's finals, but I still find myself watching TV as usual and doing nothingness. Seeing friends studying so hard makes me worried, worried by the fact that I cannot live my life like that (ooh, live life like, one alphabet apart, coolness :D). I'll try to start early this time, maybe tomorrow? :D
Note to self: Doing things last minute is no good. No good. No good.
Haiz, I'm going way off topic again. My intention for this entry was to just post about how happy I am to know so many wonderful people and to wish everyone to be happy always and that I've repeated wonderful ten times. Oh, make that <<< the eleventh!
I better sleep now, it's expensive to let my com and the light to stay on for too long!
Sweet dreams :D
"I didn't know it has such a strong impact on..."
"I don't think I'll ever have the chance to..."
"I truly wish to be able to..."
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