Time doesn't stop for anyone. It has been 1 year since I started working in this foreign land; in hindsight, I think it's probably the biggest bravest decision I've ever made so far. Leaving behind everything I like and know, venture out to the so-called next phase of life on my own.
Really like penning down words, thoughts and whatnots here, it gives me a calming soothing feeling.. these words. Haven't been updating as frequent as I wished. Manage to squeeze in this post now cause I brought lappie to outstation for the very first time. Never bother to bring because it's always super troublesome to take it out for scanning before boarding the aircraft, this time's experience proved my point! Ma fan indeed!
Anyhow, New Year, CNY and Valentine's Day went by just like that.. I've also "worked" for about 1 year now.. "worked" because I don't really know what is going on now. I know I do not want to stay in this job for long, just don't know what's next? I've been complacent and care less since I cleared my probation, so to speak the boh-chapp attitude or tidak-apa attitude or couldn't-be-bothered attitude; really dislike the me who's not taking things seriously. Back in those schooling days, even though I procrastinated and always gave last minute work, I'd make sure I give my best till the very last minute. But now, I'm just going through the motion of "working" and living life.
GOODNESS!!
Chuah Boon Woei, take charge please. Be the boss.
