Die lohh

Is life going to be just that? Just this?

Work sleep work sleep work sleep.

Makes me feel like there is no progress in my life.
Need to decide where I want to be in life. Or rather, what I want in life. Goal setting?

I've always perceived life as a game, specifically a Role Playing Game. In which I have a clear mission to do, what to do and how to reach there and complete the mission. Then another harder mission will pop up, this continues until I finally clear the game. You know, just level up to get stronger, learn more powerful skills, get better equipments and stuff; isn't life like this too? With distinct stages to clear. The toddler days, the schooling days.. and now adulthood?

But now that I am a working adult, I couldn't help it but feel lost in life.
What to do next? Where to go next?

Life ah life.. life ah life..

Ga Ga

Instead of going ga ga over ga ga, why not become the ga ga?

Heh.

Still wanna be Hopeful

Was watching HIMYM earlier, there was this episode when Ted lost hope in finding his The One but was convinced and reminded by Robin to think other wise. Couldn't help but to feel a bit like Ted too, the hopefulness just kinda flow out involuntarily as time passes. More like leaking out slowly from the mini holes punctured by reality.

Nonetheless, as titled I still wanna remain hopeful, a bit hopeful. That my fairytale is yet to happen, and that my The One is still on the way, reaching me soon. So the only thing I can do is to closen the distance, by being a good boy and wait and do good. 

Good things happen to those who wait, right?

Story

Everyone has a story to tell. Everyone is undoubtedly the main character in his/her story; which is why in the midst of writing our own story, it is important to once in a while back out a bit, and look at what others are writing. 

One's life is of course about one; but life itself, isn't always about one/you/me/him/her for that matter. Get what I mean? See the bigger picture, be more than that.

Haha never mind whatever.. Just felt like hitting these keyboard keys and let the words flow, but my mind just doesn't work as well as it used to be.. OMGWTFBBQ! OMGWTFBBQ!

In a random note, I feel that I need want to get a better laptop. Bought a netbook when I first came to Singapore due to budget constrain, now that I can afford a new one, I just felt like getting one lol. Then again, I somehow always managed to talk myself out of it every time this thought surfaced. Hmm, maybe I don't need a better laptop.. or a nice camera or a new bigger screen smartphone..

Need to learn to enjoy my job, learn to appreciate things around me, learn to read people's stories, learn to live life. Other wise, I'll just be another zombie walking on Earth!