Saturday, January 18, 2014

to Commemorate

Is it 2014 already?

First MC of the year, not the first one in my career though. I've always imagined myself as a more responsible employee, honestly a bit disappointed with what I've become. A man gotta do what a man gotta do, I guess. Seeing how I was always a "good student" or rather appeared to be through out my schooling years; so yah, reality is, not so holy haha!

This is not supposed to carry a negative tone, it's after all, a new year (seriously, 2014 already?) This 28th January marks the end of my 3rd year of working, meaning it's been 3 years in Singapore. Can I say, oh my gord? OMG! Still clueless about life, but that's part of life, so presently, life goes one.

In these 3 years, I've seen so much ugly of people (well, there's the beautiful also but people generally remember the ugly best), I find myself starting to turn ugly as well! Gosh the horror! Mostly the inside I hope, outside should still be kept beautiful :) What I fear is one day, eventually, the ugly will leak out... Epiphany please happen real soon, sudden realization of what all this life is all about!

That said, happy new year to whoever still around. Ending this note with a recent favorite:

Sunday, July 07, 2013

Thursday, April 04, 2013

Die lohh

Is life going to be just that? Just this?

Work sleep work sleep work sleep.

Makes me feel like there is no progress in my life.
Need to decide where I want to be in life. Or rather, what I want in life. Goal setting?

I've always perceived life as a game, specifically a Role Playing Game. In which I have a clear mission to do, what to do and how to reach there and complete the mission. Then another harder mission will pop up, this continues until I finally clear the game. You know, just level up to get stronger, learn more powerful skills, get better equipments and stuff; isn't life like this too? With distinct stages to clear. The toddler days, the schooling days.. and now adulthood?

But now that I am a working adult, I couldn't help it but feel lost in life.
What to do next? Where to go next?

Life ah life.. life ah life..

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Ga Ga

Instead of going ga ga over ga ga, why not become the ga ga?