Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Am I that FREAKING free?

Honestly, I can check the same blog up to four times a day to see if the owner has updated his or her blog or not. Sometimes even more. I think I am retarded. Super lame. I can check LowYat forums like a gazzilion times a day browsing for nothing. Sometimes I just sit in front of the come and stare at my wallpaper. Oh nos! Suddenly felt super emo... for no reason. Crap!

I have assignments to be completed. I have chapters... books to read. I have exams to prepare for.
Yet I am just sitting here don't know what am I feeling now... Oh no... and seriously I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't communicate with my roommate. The truth is most of the time I don't feel like talking to him de. No hard feelings. Maybe I am a problem child... discovered way too late to be cured or rescued. I am hopeless la...

Nothing lasts forever. Nothing.

Ah! Feel that bit better after typing them out.

My mind is very the messed up now... better stop liao.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Tired! Don't know why, nowadays always get tired doing nothing de. Swt.

Two midterm papers done yesterday, still got one more on this Saturday!

I have tonnes of assignments to submit... half a dozen hehe... I'll list them out to remind myself:
- 5th March: LLS101 Personal Development Assignment
- 13th March: PSY105 Writing Survey Questions
- 19th March: PSY105 Literature Review
- 30th March: PSY104 Lab Report
- 2nd April: LLS101 Group Project & PSY101 Assignment Two

Wow~ it must be very fun to have sooo many assignments. Meh! Don't care la...

Oh, just now was err.. not good. I finished my mass lecture and was walking to the bus stop, then I remembered I have something left undone... so I turned back. It was to sign up for Ms Winnie extra credit thinge. Saw Min Huei there, he wasn't in a good mood cause of *somethingsomething*. I was kinda disappointed cause all the spots were taken... so I thought I would just hang there a while to check out what is it about lo... Then blablabla, and dadada... dududu... I got a spot for the extra credit thinge. That is to help out in the Psychology Exhibition on 10th of March, from 8am to 6pm. Yay!

Aiya stupid la, my thoughts are all jumbled up now.. can't type properly. But I have to finish this entry anyhow!

To do list:
- assignment
- study: quiz
- study: exam
- learn driving...
- get driving license...
- go out with friends
- go chiong k: Redbox
- ...& etc.

Hah! Sure got more de... but these alone can kill me liao.

Randomness ahead...

Hmm, I think I very fake lo... fake la! I don't know la, I guess everyone is fake to a certain extent... you know... Life is like a pentas, every orang also acting de... such is life lo! Oh, I once heard, if life is a pentas... and everyone is the actor... so who is the audience...?

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Tired. Seriously tired. Not dead tired though, just hmm tired la.
I think I can't live without friends. Really. I don't know what there is in life if I have NO friends at all. I can't even imagine that... it's just too sad... I really like the companionship of friends. Even if it means sitting down together doing nothing, literally. Well, I can't deny that I do need some time alone also. Haha.

Went to Wei Chern's house on Thursday. And played tons of stuff: poker la, mahjong la, Uno also got... got pool somemore hehe. Though I didn't really play pool, but it's kinda enjoyable to see them play. Kinda only.

Rushed an assignment which is due on Friday.. yesterday, passed up liao la of course.

Then went to Wai Yee's house. This time, they played ping pong. Hehe. Wai Yee's house is really nice, I couldn't emphasize more. Very the nice lol.

Did quite a lot on Thursday and Friday; that's why I'm a bit worn out now. But I'm charging my phone, so might as well blog a bit. I did so much that I don't know what to post. Strange heh! I really like going out with friends my gord, I can't stress this enough. Swt.

Oh ya, I would like to thank Wei Chern and Kenneth who fetched me home these two days. I'm seriously a burden... so useless de.

I don't know what to add liao. I really have lots of thoughts, I just can't seem to express them in words. Pathetic me. I just hope my friends will enjoy themselves no matter what they do and where they are. I couldn't be anymore happier... seeing everyone I know happy. Really.

Swt. Don't know what crap la, roughly know what it means can liao la... Here are some pics hehe.



Kenneth and Wei Chern


Bor Yean and Eugene Tham

Wai Yee and Wei Chern (again...)

Eugene Tham (again..) and Kah Yin

That's all. Don't have nice picture of Kang Heng lol. Sorry ya people, if you don't like your picture to be posted. Hmm, I doubt they will read my blog wakakakaka. Muahahahaha.


Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Just came back from CNY! and this stupid Blogger thing requires me to sign-up a Google account for God-knows-what-reason?! Then I cin-cai make one lo... swt...

CNY this year was surprisingly boring. Although the time passed real fast; but seriously, it was terribly dull. Very the boring... eventless... Don't know how to describe er @.@ For some strange reasons, Ang Pow money for this year's CNY has decreased as well... Don't know why. Lousy economy? Meh~ Got Ang Pow better than don't have hor!

Nevertheless, I was still kinda happy to meet my relatives. My cousins, my aunts, uncles... I heard some interesting stories about my cousins also hehe. I shall not reveal here, as it wasn't something to be proud of. Lol.

I'm out of stuff to post already. That was quick! Swt. I thought I would have tons of things to talk about. My god, was it THAT boring? O.O

Oh, my class starts this Friday. And there is an assignment due on that day which I have no clue what/how to do. So screwed up~ Not to mention there are two mid-term papers coming up on next Monday. OMG! Somemore got quiz... next weekend got another mid-term up. What the phuck?! So many things to be done. Yet, I have no motivation to start anything AT ALL!

I need some time to adapt back the atmosphere/environment here again. *sigh*

Friday, February 16, 2007

Figure I should post an entry before I leave for the CNY celebration in my hometown hehe.

Valentine's Day was utterly silly. We planned to eat the japanese buffet in Shogun located in 1U... To our surpirse, the expected RM50+ buffet was increased to RM60++ for special occasion (Valentine's Day and CNY). Which means it would cost around RM70 PER person... seriously insane price. I could easily get two new shirts from there. Ceh!
And to think that we actually fast the whole day liao! SO ended up to some Soho restaurant, that was terrible as well. Expensive. Small portion. NOT enough!

After that still got go Jusco buy sushi and takoyaki... which was much better than the Soho food!

Went yum cha in Ming Tien later... with Khe Kong, Kimberly, Kim Choo, Sharon and Wei Ling.

Really not an impressive Valentine celebration (do people actually 'celebrate' Valentine's Day?) But I guess I broke the tradition of myself watching TV at home during Valentine's Day~ heehee..

Happy Chinese New Year!!
(Note: I actually highlighted each character to change the colour haha!)

Monday, February 12, 2007

I'm seriously amazed by how fast time flies. Seriously flying, at top speed! I mean it's like 2007 just came, and there you go... January gone. It's February already and blink... Chinese New Year. I'm like WTF? What the fish? So fast...

Went to The Curve to watch The Holiday at Cineleisure. It was really nice, the deco there... They have Valentine's day one in Cineleisure; and the CNY one in another building (which I don't know what it's called. To me, everything there IS The Curve~). Some pictures hehe.

The LOVE in Cineleisure
CNY deco in another building. Nice heh!
Oh ya, the movie was great. Very nice, meaningful too. But got terribly tired after that, since it was a midnight show. Yea~
Read Chu Jie blog, she's leaving soon. Along with Eugene Lee and Mark. They had lots of fun over the weekend too hehe. I'm sure CJ will be perfectly fine in Australia~ Guess I can only wish them all the best in Aus. Good luck and all the best ya CJ!
This is my Usa-chan which I got from a Gashapon at OneU on 1st of February, my birthday. He's nicely attached to my phone now, hehe. Usa-chan is very important to me, very special. Cause it was the day when I had my first ever surprise party. The first ever one in my 18 years of living hehe. Oh ya, Usa-chan is a reference to Honey-senpai's Usa-chan in Ouran High School Host Club. Go Google him up to see more of his pics hehe. Or refer to the link below for an immediate kawaii-ness of Honey-senpai and his Usa-chan!

Thursday, February 08, 2007

I have an assignment due tomorrow, I haven't started a bit. Not even a bit, and yet I'm here day-dreaming again. Doing nothing much.

Just finish washing my clothes, the laundry basket is empty now. Not for long I guess, my dirty clothes will pile up again *sigh* Where are you, washing machine?

Finally got my Blueberry Cheese Tart from Rotiman, I've been craving for this since like forever *.* Still in the fridge though, keeping for tea time later.

When I was walking back from Mama's Kitchen just now (after dao bao'ing my mixed rice), I saw an old lady working. Hmm... how to put this in words, she was walking around asking for donation or something. I'm unclear of what exactly is she doing, since I didn't stay there long. Just happened to pass by. And I told myself at the moment, I will never let my mother become like this. I will never let my mother work at her old age. Unless, it's something she really enjoy doing like cooking or what not. And that's all!

I just realised that I think a lot before I sleep. Well, not just realised, kinda knew it quite long already... A bad habit, since it disrupts my sleep...
Very often before I sleep, I would think of lots of stuff. Not lots of, anything, everything! Awkward enough, I actually came up with lots of potential blog materials when I was about to sleep. Then forgot completely the day after, when I woke up.

I just realised that there are many smart and talented people in my class. Seriously, smart people. Who knows how much effort they put in their studies? I mean I really want to be hardworking, be punctual for assignment submission and all that; but I just can't seem to get a hold of myself to do things properly! Psychology is a difficult "thing", it emphasizes a lot on the language ability of a person. Not only write well, speak well too.

Sometimes, out of nothing, I will have this really really sad feeling. Feeling pathetic... I just don't know why. It just happened.

And oh, I just have so many things to post when I'm not HERE. When I'm in front of the com, staring at this post... I just don't know what to type... No idea... Crap me!

Monday, February 05, 2007

I got tagged by two people at the same time *.* Will finish the long one first, since it's like 7 times more questions. *blink* *blink* First tag by Wei Ling, here it goes:

1. Are your parents married or divorced?
Married. Don't ever think about divorce ler!

2. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope, I enjoy eating meat. Hehe. Beef, chicken, fish...

3. Do you believe in Heaven?
Yesh.

4. Have you ever come close to dying?
Don't think so. At least not that I could recall.

5. What jewellery do you wear 24/7?
I don't have those hehe. Not even a single accessory.

6. Favourite time of day?
Hmm, not quite sure. I can be "quite nocturnal" when it comes to playing games... maybe night?

7. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Yup, but don't really like it.

8. Do you wear makeup?
Nope.

9. Ever have plastic surgery?
Never, for what? O.O

10. Do you colour your hair?
Nope, thought of, but nah... nope.

11. What do you wear to bed?
Normal shirts and pants lo. I don't fancy pyjamas, hah!

12. Have you ever done anything illegal?
Don't think so quar. Or maybe I've done it, I just don't know that it's illegal? Heh~

13. Can you roll your tongue?
Nope, I can fold though *.*

14. Do you tweeze your eyebrows?
How? Cannot I guess...

15. What kind of sneakers?
Nike?

16. Do you believe in Abortions?
It's not good... nonetheless, it's still an option for those *ahem* desperate people I think.

17. What is your Hair color?
Black, looks a bit brownish under sunlight and light though. A bit only la.

18. Future child’s name?
Never thought of (I mean I got crap few before, but those aren't for real XD)

19. Do you snore?
Don't think so, no one ever told me I do. So, yeah...

20. If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
One of the Seven Wonders of the world with *ahem* someone special.

21. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Nope, I used to though; stuffed bear; stuffed elephant. But they are a source of heat in a non-air-conditioned room! Seriously!

22. If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
Probably shop a bit for expensive stuff, then keep some in the bank. That, is very much dependent on the amount won *giggle*

23. Gold or silver?
Silver. I mean gold is so goldish you know, a bit ancient lolz. Silver for the win, I have neither btw.

24. Hamburger or hot dog?
Hamburger. Nuff said!

25. If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Probably same with Wei Ling, I mean "my mother's cooking". She can cook quite a lot of food hehe.

26. City, beach or country?
Most likely city, can't live without the technology and the "updateness". You know, not so ulu~

27. What was the last thing you touched?
Optical mouse and keyboard... still touching now le.

28. Where did you eat last?
Ramli's burger near a petrol station. I mean I don't eat there, I just bought the burger.

29. When’s the last time you cried?
Forgot liao lo. Wanted to cry when I was "surprised" cause I was really touched...

30. Do you read blogs?
Yesh! I even have them blogs under "Favorites".

31. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
Never. What for le?

32. Ever been involved with the police?
Nope. Or maybe not yet~

33. What’s your favourite shampoo conditioner and soap?
I don't use shampoo conditioner (hence, dry hair!)... I don't use soap too!

34. Do you talk in your sleep?
Nope I guess... I won't know unless someone tells me.

35. Ocean or pool?
Pool. Ocean is a bit scary.

36. So, who has the original missing questions?
What?

37. Who would you take on a ménage à trois for a dirty weekend?
Just checked out the meaning. Nope, I won't.

38. Window seat or aisle?
Window seat eventhough I have fear of heights! Really @.@

39. Ever met anyone famous?
Met quite a few local artists, but that's all...

40. Do you feel that you’ve had a truly successful life?
Nope, but I'm quite happy with my life now. Okay-okay la.

41. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Depends~

42. Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey?
Oprah cause I don't know who is this Ricki Lake...

43. Basketball or Football?
If I have to choose, Basketball. If not, neither.

44. How long do your showers last?
15 minutes I think.

45. Automatic or do you drive a stick?
I don't drive yet, hopefully sooooon. Hehe, auto lor~

46. Cake or ice cream?
Depends lo, cause I like BOTH! Yesh!

47. Are you self-conscious?
Think so... think so only la...

48. Have you ever drank so much you threw up?
Nope.

49. Have you ever given money to a beggar?
Yup, but quite long liao. Somemore is my baba told me to de.

50. Have you been in love?
Think got quar, but those secretly admire only de. Haven't been into a relationship, hah!

51. Where do you wish you were?
On my bed spacing out and day-dreaming...

52. Are you wearing socks?
Nope. Seldom.

53. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
No, I don't wish to~

54. Can you tango?
Certainly not, I'm starting to think that I've no sense of rhythm. Can't dance.

55. Last gift you received?
A SEED shirt from my friends. Hehe =D

56. Last sport you played?
I don't do sports... not at all.

57. Things you spend a lot of money on?
Food.

58. Where do you live?
KL.

59. Where were you born?
Some Taiping hospital.

60. Last wedding attended?
Can't really remember, I think it was my uncle's wedding seven+ years ago... lol... so long...

61. Spit or swallow?
I refuse to answer this.

62. Favorite position?
What?!

63. Most hated food(s)?
Fat food~ You know, the fat oil, fat layer of meat and all those.

64. What’s your least fav.?
What?!!

65. Can you sing?
Yesh, I can... but don't know nice or not. Hehe.

66. Last person you instant messaged?
Sharon lo, asking where are them (Jie Ying, Sharon herself and Wei Ling)...

67. Last place you went on holiday?
Malacca.

68. Favourite regular drink?
Ice Lemon Tea? Don't know le.

69. Current Song?
Not playing any...

70. Tag 3 friends: Betz, Chu Jie, Kim Choo...

Next tag by Min Huei! His homemade tag, but a bit deep la. So if got any mistakes, DO NOT laugh. Well, I won't know if you do, meh~

1. The superstition that is most superstitious to you although some people seem to hold this superstition so super superstitiously strict:
The one where you can't sweep your floor before Chinese New Year or was it during? Don't know la, but I'm quite pantang about that one lor. Maybe kena trained since young liao.

2. The kind of people who will just make you turn away, regardless of how much you tell yourself to love people with compassion, or to eliminate from your conscious egotistical prejudices:
Hmm, don't know le... Weird people I guess? Weird in my own definition of course. "Weird" is a bit vague though. Oh I know! People with body odour? Those really serious ones heh!

3. The food that you will eat even though you are having a chronic throat infection and an extreme secretion of mucus and unsightly phlegm:
Pizza? Sushi? Ice-cream? I think I will eat anything la hehe, but sure got control a bit if I really have those severe conditions omg. Chronic throat...

4. The first thing that will come to your mind when someone tells you that he/she had sex before:
"Orh~" then probably remain silent for a moment. Speechless.

5. When people say you're fat, you take that statement as:
Err, okay quar. Somewhat true lo, cause I think I'm a bit fat also hehe. Cause I don't exercise, really I don't~

6. If you can wish for any one form of supernatural powers, what would it be?
Ish, ONE only? Hmm, can't think of ONE now, cause I had lots of supernatural powers that I wish to have! Err... hmm... Teleportation I think, so you know, I can teleport around -_-

7. You have 1 wish, but it must be wished for something bad (ethically, morally and subjectively). What would you wish for?
I would wish for death of those bad people... you know criminals and what not. It's bad in the sense I can't just simply takes lives of people right? And judge who should live and who shouldn't, I mean I don't have the power to. Something like what happened in Death Note, quite subjective lo

8. If you could have the ability to play any musical instruments, which one would you want to master in particular?
The Gu Zheng. The one in Kung Fu Hustle ler. Then after mastering the instrument, maybe I can start firing swords and chi from my Gu Zheng. Muahahahaha~

9. Suggest a beautiful movie for beautiful people to beautifully watch.
I don't know ler~ I don't watch enough movie of this genre o.O

10. What is your hypothesized definition of 'missive' without checking the dictionary?
Missive as in missing? Miss a lot? Lol, don't know what I crap la~

11. Tag others.
Chu Jie, Sharon, Wei Ling

Sunday, February 04, 2007

2nd of February was my dad's birthday, Happy Belated Birthday baba! Not that he reads my blog... Meh, just feel like wishing him.

Finally get to "bring" Wei Ling to Ming Tien lolz. Well, I can't drive, so I didn't literally "bring" her. I kinda like just lead the way, and she drives hehe =P

We stuffed ourselves with shit load of foods. Omg. A LOT. We had six people there also cannot finish le~ So some have to da bao go home eat lo.

Due to the overload food, we decided to take a walk in a park near our resident area, Jalan Setiapuspa there. Quite fun lo, it has been a long time since I went to a park/playground. We played several games there also. Suddenly like go back to childhood times (actually I don't really play those games when I was young lolz); nonetheless, it's still fun la. Khekong joined us later, so we had Adelia, Khe Kong, Kimchoo, Michael, Sharon and Wei Ling. Played until 1+ am then went home lo. Cannot tahan liao, too tired hehe. Somemore the next day Sharon and I have to attend the Movie Festival.

Watched three movies at the Movie Festival. The Experiment, Memoirs of a Geisha and Crash. The Experiment was terrible, the story/concept I mean. Just scary la, like horror movie O.O I've been wanting to watch Memoirs of a Geisha, so... yeah. Crash was an interesting movie, but seriously, there were lots of F word inside... F***! F***ing! Omg @.@

I decided to take my 6-hour amali thinge today (Sunday). SO I woke up at 6.50ish in the morning and off I went to the driving school. It's actually 3 hours theory and 3 hours practical. We actually get to DRIVE the car for the practical part... it was like really extremely terrible. I mean I can't seem to control the clutch. Omg. Plain horrible. Don't know how am I going to pass my driving test. Omg.

Really tired liao zZzZz -.-

Saturday, February 03, 2007

A group photo of the surprise party. Hehe.

Friday, February 02, 2007

Okay. I just had the best birthday ever in my life. Seriously! The bestest! It was my 19th birthday on 1st of February *ahem* yesterday.

The night before (31st of January), I was playing Trickster Online peacefully and was experiencing some unknown stupid lag~ Then Betz called... :
Betz: "What are you doing ha?"
Me: "Er, playing with myself?"
Betz: "Why?"
Me: "I don't know. Why?"
Betz: "You look behind and see..."
*Me look and...*
There stood Ai Li, Betz and Sharon... I was like super OMG~ I mean... OMG! Speechless I was, seriously!

This is the first surprise ever in my 18 years on Earth~ My gord~ Still a bit speechless as I'm recalling the events now.

Basically, Michael (my roommate) belot me. I mean I don't really know what he's doing all the time (our backs facing each other). SO I didn't really bother when he walk out, go down or what not... And he was the one who opened the door for Betz they all to come in... Hehe!

Betz promised to bring me to William's to have a meal. Four of us (Ai Li, Betz, Michael and me) went to William's and we ordered: Baked Cheese Pasta (chicken de), Mozzarella Ham Naan (cheezeelicious~), Gordon Bleu Fish (fantastic~); as for drinks: Banana Longan and Ribena Longan (both splendid drinks~). Delicious, great experience... They belanja me. Muahahaha. I'll definitely go back to William's for a second meal, sometime. Betz they all gave me a shirt as present. Love it ^.^ So happy.

Then it came "the" day. 1st of February itself. I woke up at around 3pm due to the events the night before... So, I thought I will pretty much just stay at home whole day. And probably sleep through my "special" day. Then I called mom (since she called me in the morning when I was sleeping), she said she's coming to KL with dad and bro to have dinner with me (you know, to kinda like celebrate my birthday).

Cool, I thought. I wasn't expecting much for that day either. Since I "thought" everyone wouldn't be around. Adelia would be back at Bentong. Kimberly would have gone home to berkulat. Wei Ling and Kim Choo would be laying eggs in Klang. Sharon won't be coming since she came yesterday night (for the surpise thinge!). Han Foong wouldn't even know that it was my birthday. Kar Wai has no business to be in college on a public holiday (Federal Territory Day~). Meh, I thought. Just go out with my family la, then can shop a bit also.

I stuffed myself with cheesy stuffed crust pepperoni pizza. Later, bought a box of 20%-discounted sushi~ Ate with bro... full like hell. Wanna vomit liao O.O

Then reach Kasah, saw the lights were off (whole house). I was thinking Michael wouldn't sleep so early quarr, it's like 10pm only ler! Walked up the stairs and tried to fit my keys into the hole (er, keyhole at the door there de!)... but the door wasn't lock... as I was going to open the door...

Han Foong (holding the Chocolate Banana cake) and friends screamd: "SURPRISE~!!!!!"

I was like "argh~" "aaaa~" "arghhhhh~" SPEECHLESS~ this time also really really SPEECHLESS. I mean surprise you know!

I don't know how to handle surprises de. To be honest, I never thought that I'm a person worth giving surprise to (you know, all the preparations...) Why would anyone do that for me? I thought to myself... *.*

But here I am, with TWO surprises for my birthday. OMG. I'm really happy. Way beyond anything I could have expected~

They then presented a SEED shirt to me... A present from everyone. People present there were: Adelia, Han Foong, Kar Wai, Khe Kong, Kimberly, Kim Choo, Krishna, Michael, Sharon and Wei Ling. Oh ya, not forgetting Jie Ying was also part of the plan, just that she couldn't be there.

I'M TELLING YOU. IT'S BEYOND MY CAPABILITIES TO HANDLE SITUATIONS LIKE THESE! OMG!

I'm really happy. Very. Seriously, extremely happy. Grateful to have friends like them...

They (Sharon, Wei Ling and the rest) actually planned it for quite some time already (said Adelia). Adelia herself hand-made a card for me also... then Sharon prepared a PowerPoint slides with dedications from everyone. Omg. It's really touching. But I couldn't cry for some reasons, not enough H2O in my body I think. But really, I'm very happy. Happiness that can't be described by words that is!

I wish I will never lose them. Such wonderful people as my friends. I am very thankful, at least it's worth to be on Earth for such lovely friends. Seriously, life can be harsh and all that; sometimes you might not even agree with your friends or what not... But it's these people that we meet in our lives that make up our world. (Okay, sorry, I don't know what I'm crapping. Nonetheless, I'm really happy...)

THANK YOU friends! Whether you will remember me or not, I will always be there for you all. As long as life still allows me to, and of course with a car and driving license =D And if I can't be there for god-knows-what-reason, just remember that I said before that I WILL BE THERE. No, I'm not dying or something. Just wanna let you guys know, I'm glad that I can be there for you all. That's what I want to do. If I can't/don't want to be there, you know why la! Go figure out la! Cause I dislike you la! Hehe, joking la... but it's something along that line. Hehe!

Be happy always..