Counting Blessings

Count my blessings, count your blessings. If you're reading this, it means that you're blessed with a pair of eyes to see; if you understand this statement, it means that you're blessed with a thinking mind for comprehension.

A lot of us are so blessed, in so many ways, it's just that we often disregard all these good things, then completely forget about them. Instead, we dwell endlessly on all the other petty bad things. I know, cause I do it all the time. Which is why I wanna remind myself randomly: to count my blessings.

I wanna thank my parents for sending me to school. Maybe I should tell them this the next time I see them, they'll be like "son, you okay?" haha. If not for them, I won't be who and where I am today. Aww, so lucky to just be born into this world, as Boon Woei. Hehe.

I think I am in love. In love with Apple's MacBook Pro, the 13-inch one. Feels just nice lol. Oh noes, I think I'm slowly turning into a materialistic bastard person. 

Still want to believe that my time will come.

Uniquely me,

Boon Woei

iRetard

Indeed I am a retard. It turns out my netbook didn't go kong on me at all, it just ran out of battery. The worst part was I didn't realize this until today when I was about to bring it to the centre to have it fixed. Luckily I plugged in the power supply just to have it checked one last time, imagine the embarrassment if I were to bring it to the Asus centre and have them correct me "Mr. your netbook is perfectly fine, it just ran out of battery". And to think I went netbook-less for 3 whole weeks. You tell me lol or not haha.

That aside, I have this belief, I always believe that no single soul on Earth should feel or be lonely or unhappy. I mean being alive is a huge thing already. Boy was I wrong, I was struck by this immense loneliness just now out of no where. Like a giant truck crashing into an innocent puppy crossing the road. Lol, bad analogy, but you get the picture? Getting crushed really badly randomly out of no where. I was on my way to da bao mixed rice, with earphones on, then tears flooded my eyes suddenly as I begin my journey to the food court, then I cried like shit for a good 5 minutes. I guess I just felt really really lonely suddenly; and asked myself why am I so pathetic, so alone here, living this life.. Don't I deserve to be happy too? Or I just chose to be unhappy lonely unconsciously? Maybe I'll never find happiness?


Haiz, iRetard emo.


p/s: needs to numb self with work, don't think, don't think, don't think...