Ga Ga

Instead of going ga ga over ga ga, why not become the ga ga?

Heh.

Still wanna be Hopeful

Was watching HIMYM earlier, there was this episode when Ted lost hope in finding his The One but was convinced and reminded by Robin to think other wise. Couldn't help but to feel a bit like Ted too, the hopefulness just kinda flow out involuntarily as time passes. More like leaking out slowly from the mini holes punctured by reality.

Nonetheless, as titled I still wanna remain hopeful, a bit hopeful. That my fairytale is yet to happen, and that my The One is still on the way, reaching me soon. So the only thing I can do is to closen the distance, by being a good boy and wait and do good. 

Good things happen to those who wait, right?

Story

Everyone has a story to tell. Everyone is undoubtedly the main character in his/her story; which is why in the midst of writing our own story, it is important to once in a while back out a bit, and look at what others are writing. 

One's life is of course about one; but life itself, isn't always about one/you/me/him/her for that matter. Get what I mean? See the bigger picture, be more than that.

Haha never mind whatever.. Just felt like hitting these keyboard keys and let the words flow, but my mind just doesn't work as well as it used to be.. OMGWTFBBQ! OMGWTFBBQ!

In a random note, I feel that I need want to get a better laptop. Bought a netbook when I first came to Singapore due to budget constrain, now that I can afford a new one, I just felt like getting one lol. Then again, I somehow always managed to talk myself out of it every time this thought surfaced. Hmm, maybe I don't need a better laptop.. or a nice camera or a new bigger screen smartphone..

Need to learn to enjoy my job, learn to appreciate things around me, learn to read people's stories, learn to live life. Other wise, I'll just be another zombie walking on Earth!

Post Vacation Withdrawal Disorder

Thoroughly enjoyed the recent trip to Taipei with fellow high school friends. Everything turned out to be quite nice, the company was awesome, the destinations were awesome, overall awesome lah!

Which results in the current me, super unmotivated to work, and I had very little motivation to begin with. Enthusiasm, non-existent! It's like how I couldn't update here as often as wanted.

And it's been so long since I last typed so many words in one shot, I'm losing it already, lol~ It makes me wonder if I'll be able to work a normal office job now, the typical desk bound office person who works in front of a computer all day. Hmm then again I always find that concept of work to be dodgy, I mean seriously, what's there to do right? How can someone stay at work for so long hours and not finish "work"?

Life's been okay lately, there were ups and downs, mostly work as usual.
Hope there's more vacation trips to come, it's always the company that matters!

Drenched

Nice song! Thanks for sharing it on FB, kawan :D

Not that I can relate to this song in anyway, just thought that it was beautifully sang. So sorta like just got inspired to write a bit here. I'm more like drenched in mundaness.

Not that I want my life to be filled with hoo-hahs and whatnot. Just feel a bit meh these days.

Speaking of mehness, actually not meh; come this end of May, I would have hit my first year of flying officially. Decisions, decisions. If I don't plan and don't think it through now, I might just get "stuck" in this job for longer than I imagined.

突然发现

原来我满享受一个人的生活.

I was in town watching a night movie yesterday, and somehow managed to catch the last bus back to east. As I was too distracted by Plants vs. Zombies on the phone, I somehow missed my stop by like 20 stops lol. In my attempt to catch the other last bus back to my stop, I ran across the grass field and the empty roads in the middle of the night.. though I missed that other last bus and ended up having to take a cab costing 7 dollars back home, all I can say is, I enjoyed the entire process thoroughly. The short jog in the night, night breeze, the feeling of rushing to hop on the last bus then missing it.. seeing how empty the streets were, with so few souls.

All this made me realized that, I'm actually doing quite fine on my own by myself. No commitment, no attachment. Guess this means there's always two sides to a coin, pros and cons in everything, the good and the bad. That is why, again, I believe in moderation, just a bit of the good would yield just a bit of the bad; and not extreme good then extreme bad, that is, too extreme.

This life journey..

So many things on my mind these days; then there were days my mind went blank, not knowing what to think and also not wanting to think about the inevitable: future.

Like what I mentioned in the previous post, it has been at least 1 full year.. Meaning to say, things have changed, people have grown. And I'm still unsure what to do with life, how I wish there's a step-by-step guide to "living life". But then again, it'll probably be the lamest guide ever. Oh lol, the contradiction.

I am a very simple person, I want very simple things in my life. I don't need extravagance, I don't need over the top, I don't need out of the norm. I'm not very ambitious and I certainly do not ask for a lot in life; as I strongly and always believe in moderation. Yet, why does life still appear to be so "just like that?" these days? So meh. Happiness, the ultimate goal in life?

誰來解救我？乏味的生活，該增添些色彩吧？我想，灰色也是色彩吧呵呵~

1 Year

Time doesn't stop for anyone. It has been 1 year since I started working in this foreign land; in hindsight, I think it's probably the biggest bravest decision I've ever made so far. Leaving behind everything I like and know, venture out to the so-called next phase of life on my own.

Really like penning down words, thoughts and whatnots here, it gives me a calming soothing feeling.. these words. Haven't been updating as frequent as I wished. Manage to squeeze in this post now cause I brought lappie to outstation for the very first time. Never bother to bring because it's always super troublesome to take it out for scanning before boarding the aircraft, this time's experience proved my point! Ma fan indeed!

Anyhow, New Year, CNY and Valentine's Day went by just like that.. I've also "worked" for about 1 year now.. "worked" because I don't really know what is going on now. I know I do not want to stay in this job for long, just don't know what's next? I've been complacent and care less since I cleared my probation, so to speak the boh-chapp attitude or tidak-apa attitude or couldn't-be-bothered attitude; really dislike the me who's not taking things seriously. Back in those schooling days, even though I procrastinated and always gave last minute work, I'd make sure I give my best till the very last minute. But now, I'm just going through the motion of "working" and living life.

GOODNESS!!

Chuah Boon Woei, take charge please. Be the boss.