and i thought so...

i thought i could adapt easily to the new environment...
i thought wrong...
i thought i would be set and ready to go for psychology...
i thought wrong...
i thought i could just be my usual self and hope for the best...
i thought wrong...

today was my first day of "school" as a degree student, and till now i'm still doubting my decision...
am i a psychology material? am i ready for the heavy work load as a psychology student? am i hardworking enough to perform consistently? am i brave enough to voice out ideas in lectures? what am i to do when i hold a degree in psychology? what can i do? why am i doing psychology at the first place?

seriously, i can't answer these questions, i don't even know what to think now except to focus on what i "should" be doing now...
that is to get a damm degree! anything will do...anything...

i can't afford to pick the wrong thing and stop half way or things like that...
at least i know my parents' financial abilities won't allow me to do so...
and there are lots of problems and stuff surfacing as well, house; car; bro's studies; parents' work; OMG!! gord!! oh mee gord~

having said that, i've seen and heard many cases about uni graduates not doing what they have studied..
so it's not guaranteed that i'll be working in fields related to psychology AT ALL...

like today, i had a tutor whose major is in accounting & finance; yet she is assisting and tutoring the class - a psychology-related subject i would say (well, she said it herself too lol~)

how i wish money will drop from sky <- stupid/naive thinking

orh, cut the boring-emoish stuff...
last weekend, me went out with friends again hehe...
we wanted to watch "night at the museum", since it was highly recommended by some couse mates...
but apparently there are tons of wu liao people who watch movie in the weekend - on saturday night! so basically the tickets are sold out!! OUT!
from times square, we went to 1U thinking that GSC and TGV are there, so chances are higher...
mana tahu GSC was like @%^%#&%@&@ super pack, like the animals got released from zoo or something...
tickets at TGV were pretty much sold out too...

so, ended up watching "the guardian"...
not bad, interesting but not my genre of movie haha
-end of story-

oh, lately i really like this song: 梁山伯与朱丽叶
well, i don't know why, i just like it, suddenly!
the title actually means romeo and juliet, since the "liang shan bo and zhu ying tai" story is like a chinese version of "romeo and juliet", so hmm yeah~

read something about friends in chujie's blog,
something like you don't have to see your friends everyday, you put them in your heart instead...
but i myself really like to be with friends, i mean their presence (is there such a thing as "presences"? o.O) there alone is really meaningful already...
even if it means berkulating together, weiling! it's fun that way too hehe...

done. i think this entry is pretty messy...
since i pretty much just dump everything in as i was thinking hehe...