Wanted to update my blog when I changed my display pic to that ->

Then I think the blogger server got problem or something, like impossible to update. Swt. So I didn't bother la.

About the new display pic, it's taken from Nintendo DS Lite game, Nintendogs: Chihuahua & Friends. That adorable puppy there is no other than the super-kawaii breed CHIHUAHUA la. Hehe.

This is a clearer view of the super kawaii chihuahua:

Finally get to breath a bit to update my blog. Slept like 2~3 hours only. Swt. Somemore terslept de, I didn't plan to sleep at first. Hehe.

Was rushing my assignment again. Isn't this kinda like expected???
I phailed~

I mean I just came back from submitting the assignment.. and had my lunch with Ai Li, Mandy and Michael! Thought wanna treat myself, mana tahu a bit pok kai already. But still manage to get some nice food in In Between Cafe.

Hmm, nothing much happened few weeks in the past. I'm like living on deadline (Julian Loh, 2007). Haha, I think I read it from Julian's blog or I think it was his MSN message XD

Really like that one lor. One full month ler, every Monday got assignment due. Really sweat.

Yesterday was the hmm... don't know how to describe la, guess I could say it's a very special day.

Went to Compassion Home (I think it's an orphanage?) in Subang Jaya for our Leadership & Life Skills (wow, such a cooool subject, sense the sarcasm?).

I wasn't expecting much one lo, cause I know right after the visitation, most probably I'll be rushing my lab report or something. SO I kinda like wanna get it done only, literally.

But my views changed when I got there. The kids... they are really good kids. I happened to be one of the three group leaders in charge of four kids each, a total of 12 children. Well, not really children la, there was Rachel who was as young as 8; and Joseph who was as old as 15. But seriously, they are reaLLL good kids. Sob, so touching. It was a really great experience.

I could really see that they are overtreated lo, but not too overly (Min Huei, 2007). Hehe, I'm citing people for fun. Muahahahaha. Note: It's the wrong way of APA citation though, just for the fun of it =P

Back to the topic. I mean our group was the third group from HELP University College that weekend. Lol. I mean, the kids are like entertainers already, entertaining people like us who go there for real charity/visitation or go there for the sake of group project or what not. Aunty Teresita is a really strict person, really! She's the person in charge of the girls' dorm I think. Yesh, they have two corner units as their homes. One for the boys; one for the girls.

I don't know how to describe la. I was really happy hehe. Guess I need to get some sleep first before I can think properly and process my "blog materials".

Thanks my group members for being so great hehe. I think this one have to list them out de hehe: Ai Li, Betsy, Jason, Kevin, Mandy, Michael, Sharon and Xin Mei! Thanks people!

Thanks my kids! Though they most probably won't remember, cause I suck as a leader. I led my team to failure haha. We lost la. But still got prize though (I left it at the Compassion Home ler! my sweets!!). I so happen to get the most balanced group, with three kids of the same age: 13; so ngam ngam they are the only three age 13 kids hehe. And with a eleven-year-old. They are Esther, Grace, Kelvin and Michelle. Hope to post up some pictures soon. I know I'll look terrible in the picture, seriously, I look terrible in every picture! Maybe got few nice ones la. I'll crop out my head or something. SWEAT!!!

K la. Hope to post up a more detail version of the visitation but for now need to get some sleep. zzz

Got tagged by ah Nana. I am not going to do things though, more to people?

"5 sweetest things anybody has done for you":

1. My mother. She is always supportive on things I do. Always worry about me, if I have enough money to use and things like that. Though we seldom communicate, but I really appreciate what she has done for me. Thank you mi. (I call my mother mi, as in ma mi punya mi)

2. My brother. I used to boss him around (still am haha); you know, calling him do this and that. And most of the time he'll just do it for me. He may be irritating sometimes, but he is the one and only brother I have. Thanks for being a good bro, 文杰!

3. My father. My family seriously lack communication, I talk much lesser to my dad. He used to buy me things a lot, but not so much now. Hehe. But the sweetest thing he did was perhaps fetching me all the way from Banting to KL. Then drive all the way back to Banting alone. Nice right? Thank you baba. (baba as in papa/father la, directly from 爸爸)

That's one thing why I don't like going back to Banting besides being typical lazy me. It's just too troublesome, for me and my dad also. Soon, I will not have to go to Banting EVER! To begin with I'm not even from Banting!

4. Two surprise birthday celebration by my college friends (I kinda like have to seperate my secondary [school] friends from college friends; you know, so I can have my secondary [school] friends in this list as well hehe). And the lovely presents they bought for me. Both were shirts, I really love them shirts. I wouldn't go around listing them out, but I guess you know who you are? Thank you fellow friends, for being so sweet. Wakakaka!

5. My secondary school friends! We kinda like lost in touch last year, as in didn't meet so often. But everything is better this year; however, some of them couldn't join us. They have done many sweet things like coming here purposely to... cheer me up? (refer to the post below =D).

Not to mention fetching me around. This does not only apply to Ken they all, but Wei Ling they all also. I am always a burden to people. Swt. Need people to fetch me around de XD. Special thanks to Wei Ling who used to fetch me from KL to Klang.

Done!

The list is in no particular order, just type what came up on my mind.

So sweeet~

Just finish talking to Kenneth on the phone. It was a really short talk, but I am glad that he is feeling better now; after the horrified experience yesterday.

I received several unexpected calls from Ken yesterday, missed calls I mean. So I called back, duh!

Apparently, he said he felt the sadness in me after reading my blog, you know; about assignments and all those.

That's how we ended up going out. Kah Yin and Kang Heng joined us too. Dinner at Section 17, ate the Thai fried rice (still taste as good as it was hehe). Ooh, then Ken suddenly spontanly suggested that we watch a movie...

Off we went to OneU. Watched It's A Wonderful Life, a Hong Kong movie. Quite nice lo. Oh ya, we played a game of foosball before watching the movie. Though I'm a noob in games like these, still fun nevertheless.

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It's really an unexpected call and visit from them lo. I mean, to me, I always perceive Kenneth as a busy person. He used to have loads of tuitions and all those, so I didn't expect him to have time for blogs reading. And to actually drive here purposely... I'm touched. Seriously, not to mention KY and KH came too. I'm touched.

I think I am a really lucky person. Really. Not that type of lucky as in winning lottery or picking a bag with RM5k in it. But really fortunate to meet so many marvellous people, and have them as my friends. Hehe. Guess I haven't met bad people before lol.

The next time I see them, I should give them a big hug. Give everyone a big hug! Haha. Nah, I'm too shy and conservative to give people hugs lol. Just saying it is okay la~

Another thing is a friend of mine, Chu Jie; who is currently in Aussie now, actually sms'ed me. I mean she herself is facing some difficulties adapting to the new environment and in a dilemma choosing her course... Yet she can text me and kinda like give me moral support. Hehe. I'm actually very happy.

I get happy over small things la. Hehe. So once in a while just sms me a "Hi!" kinda thingy, I'll be very happy liao haha. Hmm, come to think of it. Why not I just out of random sms "Hi!!!" to people. Lol.

No matter how bad things seem to be; no matter how screwed you are (I am); there will always be something better awaiting you? Find joy out of everything? As for things you couldn't find joy in, just ignore them. Haahaa~

I am utterly disappointed with myself. I am tired.

As predicted, I do my assignment last minute again. Just submitted it an hour ago. And I actually skipped a lecture to do it. I planned to skip the night before, hopeless!

For a moment, I felt like crying when I was in the bus. How can I possibly survive the next work if I remain like this? I will break. Yet no tears came out, how I wish I can cry freely. Just for the sake of releasing some stress. I know I created this stress myself, I know...

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A big thanks to Jeffrey just now. He just finished his classes, and he was on his way home. But he actually bothered to fetch me to Block E (which I think is completely the opposite direction of his home). Nice people still exist hehe.

One assignment off the list, four more to go.

Actually I didn't stop my driving lesson, Mrs Ang (my driving instructor) said it shouldn't be too much of a burden to take one lesson per week. I thought so too.

So, a two-hour driving lesson on Thursday.

This Sunday is the day for the execution of the LLS group project: that is to visit an orphanage in Subang area. Hope everything goes well.

Coming Monday, Intro. to Social and Health Psych lab report due!

Stay alive and don't die! I still wanna go Redang, I still wanna drive, I still have so many wannas...

I am always in procrastinate mode. My literature review for my favourite lecturer - Ms Winnie is due on the coming Monday, the 19th. I seriously want to do well for her, and for my own sake of course. But I think I am going to leave things till the very last moment again.

Since I am soo freee, I'll do them tags:

For the first tag, I need to state my own rules; then tag five people or something. Since I do not know who reads my blog or whatsoever, I guess I'll skip the rules part; and go on with the tag. Just for the sake of getting something off the list perhaps? Here goes 6 weird things about myself:

1. I have fear of moving cars, that is why I use the overhead bridge all the time. I don't have this fear in car though, at least not as much.
2. I sometimes like to reward myself by eating something nice and expensive (in my own perception of expensive la!). If you notice, I said this sometimes "I feel like eating something nice and expensive la~".
3. I daydream A LOT. Anytime, anywhere.
4. I lose my temper over the minorest (note: I don't think this word exist lol) thing. Just some tiny things or words can anger me when I am in a bad mood. Yes, I am emo and sensitive. Very.
5. I CANNOT watch horror movie. Not even a bit. I cover my eyes with my palm if I am ever dragged to watch horror movies. Cause my fingers still have those small holes where I still can peep through; whereas my palm is like a solid wall which blocks the entire screen. Haha~
6. I like cute stuff. Period.

The second tag is about my dislikes:

1. I don't like people who chew their food so loud that I could hear them even with my back facing them! You know, those chiak chiak chiak sound when you're chewing food. A bit can la (since no one is perfect), not too much. Sadly, my dad chew his food loudly as well T.T
2. I don't like people smoking.
3. I don't like people spitting in public areas. Gross!
4. I don't like to be ignored.
5. I don't like to be not appreciated. This statement is kinda similar to the one above. Well, to be appreciated, I have to appreciate people first right? Guess I don't appreciate people enough? Definitely XD
6. I don't like to do assignments. Duh~ Who likes to do assignments? Bleh!

DONE wah, got a sense of accomplishment.

TIRED! I AM!

Watched 300 and Bridge to Terabithia in the weekend. The first was kinda okay, an interesting movie; the latter was a bit lame, but not bad.

Like I have been telling people: in the coming three Mondays, I have assignments due. One on the 19th, one on the 26th and two on the 2nd of April. Really will die if I don't start soon.

Guess I better stop my driving lessons first. That said and done, I have booked a two-hour lesson with my instructor tomorrow. I guess that is the final one for this month, I will most probably continue in the semester break?

Don't know la. I just don't have the urge to start my work. No motivation. If I plan things properly, I think I can finish my assignments and get my driving license before April (that is if I pass the first time taking the driving test). Unfortunately, I fail to plan.

Fail to plan is planning to fail? Hope I won't.

Ohoh, I have something I must write down de... Some short random stuff hehe =D

I felt really happy when Cheron said I am actually okay de. As in quite an okay guy la. Hehe.

It feels nice to be acknowledged; to be noticed...

I do not like the feeling of being ignored de, it feels really depressing? Furthermore, I talk so soft; that is why I get ignored some times... cause people just can't hear me? *.*

Although I crap a lot sometimes. But seriously, I don't crap for no reason; and I don't crap to some random people that I do not concern...

-End- of randomness. Haha~

Have to help out in tomorrow's Psychology Exhibition; to get extra credit for Ms Winnie class ^.^
Then somemore maybe got go Redbox chiong k alone (maybe not alone la... but few people lor can count with one hand de)... just sing for the fun of it. Cause I still have five assignments "coming soon" and I just started my driving lesson; hope to get my driving license before April. But that is pretty impossible with the assignments and my laziness heh!

We'll see.

I get tired easily nowadays. Do nothing also can get tired de. Swt. *.*

The first thing I do when I get home is turn on the computer. Then, check blogs & forums~
The last thing I do before I sleep is check blogs & forums. Then, sleep la duh~

So it's like a rountine liao. I am not that free de actually, still got five assignments "coming soon". But I am a "heavy" procrastinator, always slacking, day-dreaming... Never like to start my work. Never. *sigh*

If I do not change soon, I might not be able to survive Psychology course lo.

Oh, paid the fees for my driving lessons liao. Hopefully everything goes smoothly; then, I can get my driving license latest by the end of April? See how la. Still got so many things to do and I haven't started anything yet. Seriously screwed.

Go sleep liao. Tired as a result of doing nothing? doesn't make sense swt

It's okay. Sometimes I am not okay, it just slips off my mind to think that "I am okay", "It is okay"...

Handed in my Leadership and Living Skills assignment last minute. I tell you, literally last minute.
Due date: 5pm 5th March
Date of submission: 4.59pm 5th March @.@
Ironically, my area of concern for that particular assignment is procrastination. And see, what have I done? Delay my work till the very last moment. Swt. Feel a bit hopeless.

But hor, also got feel a bit lucky lor. Lol. Cause I actually manage to finish the work in time, somemore when I get on the HELP bus, still got one last empty seat remaining... for me =D

Past few days was okay. Actually, it is not okay =.=

Went to Cineleisure on Saturday, after my midterm. Ate Italianniese, it wasn't that great to be frank. But the atmosphere memang nice lo, I felt cheap entering the restaurant with mah slippers XD
Initially, we (Adelia, Kim Choo, Sharon, Wei Ling and me) thought there will be 50% discount since Krishna works there... so we get staff discount as her "Friends & Family". Mana tahu her boss not here, so kinda like cannot approve the discount or something like that... Ended up paid "normal" price lo. Ouch to my wallet!

Wei Ling suggested to watch this supposedly exciting splendid movie- Turistas: Holiday of Horror. I was like anti-horror kind of people, I would rather watch Sailor Moon or some random lame cartoon. Seriously. But she reassure me that it has NO elements of horror, it is more to mystery and all those.

SO... ended up watching Turistas lo. To OUR surprise, it's superbly disgusting... gross beyond definition of words. I don't want to think about it liao la... Basically, I cover my eyes throughout the "exciting parts" of the movie. I know, it is lame for a guy. Who cares? I am REALLY scared de, not acting de. Next time, if I say no to a movie... means it is a NO. I have sharp intuition de. Come on la, Holiday of Horror~ got the word horror somemore. Teh Wei Ling! Next time hor... do not talk me into this sort of movie... not for faint-hearted people like me de T.T

Oh ya, not to mention that we waited from 6pm to 12am for the magnificent movie. We were waiting for Han Foong actually. Hehe. Ate Lecka Lecka while waiting lo. I can't imagine we actually sat there for soooo loooong. Goodness! I met some secondary classmates there also, but I didn't say hi la. Hehe, bad me. Saw Ai Ling, Huey Lin, Sue Meng, Yee Jiun, Kenneth Soo... that's all quar. Oh oh, saw Chelsia also... a local artist/singer/actress.

Can say hor, almost everytime I go to The Curve sure can "bang" local artists de. Next time must go more lo. Muahahahaha~