Am I that FREAKING free?

Honestly, I can check the same blog up to four times a day to see if the owner has updated his or her blog or not. Sometimes even more. I think I am retarded. Super lame. I can check LowYat forums like a gazzilion times a day browsing for nothing. Sometimes I just sit in front of the come and stare at my wallpaper. Oh nos! Suddenly felt super emo... for no reason. Crap!

I have assignments to be completed. I have chapters... books to read. I have exams to prepare for.
Yet I am just sitting here don't know what am I feeling now... Oh no... and seriously I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't communicate with my roommate. The truth is most of the time I don't feel like talking to him de. No hard feelings. Maybe I am a problem child... discovered way too late to be cured or rescued. I am hopeless la...

Nothing lasts forever. Nothing.

Ah! Feel that bit better after typing them out.

My mind is very the messed up now... better stop liao.