I can finally remember. But the image is fading very quickly.

Very soon. I think I'll forget it again.

I don't know the name, and can barely recall the face.

Not a good feeling. Not good.

Finish watching The Seventh Day already!

To my surprise, the producers managed to make it as though 加恩's death is nothing. I mean it isn't something very bad. That's why I did not tear.

Something very inspiring from the show, and I quote (translated of course):
"It's not the length of one's life that matters, it's the quality; as long one live life to its fullest"

Something along the line ha.

Like my life now, the quality is so-so only lol. So yea, I wanna have a better quality life, I wanna live life to its fullest also.

But how ler? I have a feeling my life will be a dull and boring one; perhaps a sad and pathetic one too. I always think that I'm optimistic, but somehow I seem to be not-so-positive now sigh. I hope that I am though. Now I don't know.

I wish I can keep the image in my head. Crap, I don't even know if it's the correct one. I don't like how it felt when I couldn't recall it.

Stay longer lar.

这时，好友敏伊的偶像：梁静如的“会呼吸的痛”一直在脑海里重播。

来来去去都是那一句：
“想念是会呼吸的痛。。。 。。。”

因为我就只会这句罢了哈哈。哦，还有结束前那句：
“想见不能见最痛”

几乎可以了解到好友平时听这首歌时的心情。咳~ （这是叹气用的吧？读：hai)

又乱了~

I'm no longer limping, but my knees still have this tingling sensation when kena water. So feel guilty no more the person who inflicted such horrid pain on me! J/k heh!

Currently I'm watching The Seventh Day, 最美丽的第七天. I still have 2 episodes left but I'm not going to continue now though, maybe tomorrow morning. Cause I already know the ending.

So for now, I'll leave it as it is. They are very happy now. Though I know 加恩 will inevitably leave 志颖 in the next couple of episodes. Sigh, I'll continue tomorrow.. so that I won't sleep with goldfish eyes T_T

I might cry.

Such is life. I know it's just a drama lar, it's supposed to be dramatic! But hey, reality does hurt.

I don't know lar. I think I'm too free nowadays, holiday mar. So I am thinking way too much, unnecessary things.

Emo'ing.

Since I'm emo'ing now, I think I could be a lil more dramatic and type in Chinese hohoho.

对你而言，我想我只是另一个头而已。
说说甜言蜜语；笑笑一下就罢了。
被你的亲切友善吸引；可你忽冷忽热的态度，实在令人抓不着！
现时的想太多，我想也是多余的。
当时橙子的出现时间简直配合得天衣无缝。

这时，Orange 陈慧恬那首“爱情”很自然地就朗朗上口了：
“爱情没有分对于错。。。 。。。”
“爱情骗子，情场杀手”
“闭上眼睛，闭上嘴巴；这情景用心去看。。。”
。。。
“甜言蜜语，另有目的；忽冷忽热，飘渺不定；。。。 。。。”

大概是这样吧。我没有从网上抄歌词哦！

偏偏你还在我脑海里。。。

明知道你不可能是命中注定那个。。

偏偏自己还是抱着乐观的想法。。

好乱，真的好乱。。

我真的是不知所措。。。

Wow, that was refreshing. I should type in Chinese more often. From above (if you can read), my er Chinese-writing skills berkarat already.

Nevertheless that was a good effort haha. Ok, done emo'ing and crapping. I can rest in peace for now, I still have 2 final emoemoemo episodes of The Seventh Day awaiting me tomorrow morning!

Yay! I'm back from Tioman! It was a blast!
I don't know why it took me so long to update my blog. Oh wait, I know. I injured my knees =P

But nvm, since I don't have the Tioman pics. Cause I'm too lazy to get them from MSN's sharing folder LoL It's the usual beach, sea, sand, sky and sun lor. I always think it's the people that matters. So yea, thank you people for making Tioman such a fun trip.

Besides that, I managed to watch Over Her Dead Body in the weekend. It was okay, not exceptionally good; it wasn't terrible either. So yea, just okay. Probably worth a watch for Eva only. I still like her in Desperate Housewives!

And hmm, went to sing k just now. In spite of my injury, I still can't give up the chance of singing k! Goodness, this time I sang until my lungs almost come out, literally! But it was fun lar!!

So I was at 1U for two days (not consecutively lar!), with my slightly injured knees I couldn't walk properly, I was limping. I kinda gave people the impression that I'm cacat or something. I can really see and feel how people stare at me differently one lor, like I'm cacat lar!! Damn sad lor, and I had to walk at the side.. you know, so I won't block the pathways T_T But I just don't wanna miss out anything lar, the secs gang's getting smaller already. So people please come back soon!! Then we can go take da tou tie (big head sticker literally, those sticker kinda pic thinge)!

Oh oh, one more thing, I finally gathered enough courage to get my hair cut at Monsoon ID today! It was a new experience for me.
I like the first guy who washed my hair, he's really nice *blush* Ok, blushing is too gay lol~ But seriously, compare to the girl who cut my hair; she was like.. damn serious weh. I admit I got intimidated by her. I like the outcome albeit her seriousness =D She didn't cut much I think, but somehow my hair looks much better now probably it's because she styled it with wax. And I'm almost 100% sure I won't get the same result if I were to do it on my own next time XD
The way that girl washed my hair afterwards was like so different compared to mr. niceguy ^-^ But seriously la, the 1st impression is very important de. Given the opportunity, I think I'll go back there again. Somemore now got some haircut promotion, so I got my haircut at 20 bucks only!! Woot.

Sigh, my finally-cut-my-hair-at-Monsoon-ID paragraph is like so long and messy. The conclusion is I like mr. niceguy who washed my hair; I like the work of ms. i-am-so-serious who cut my hair though I think she could be slightly more friendly and softer (I mean she's pretty and all that, why so serious right? =D); and I'll be back to Monsoon ID 1U if given the chance.

Haha, I'm like giving free publicity like mad! Don't blame me if you get your hair cut there and get a broomhead or something U.U It's my first kononnya salon experience, so I could be I'm a bit overexcited. And mr. niceguy is really nice. Oh wait, I mentioned mr. niceguy three times already; crap, I just mentioned it the forth time. *blush* Crap!! DO NOT blush goodness =P

Probably it's because I'm terribly bloated now. So I better sign out before I mentioned mr.... the fifth time =D

Byez and I have limited vocab d^_^b

Wahh, 30 minutes before I leave for Pudu.. and then Tiomannnnn!!!

Okay, today's Ergonomics was er as expected. Fortunately this time, the last minute cramming was somewhat useful. Cause I actually met Jet and he kinda reminded me about the choices available for Essay section Short Answer section. So yea, I focused on three topics and woot, 2 of them came out. So I was not stoning there for no reason, I've got something to write. Thank you dear senior!! I bet you'll never see this though, like never o_O
But really, thank you! ^-^
Whether they meet Mr. Franklin's requirement or not I don't know la.

Whatever, that's very over!!

Not to mention I got compensated with the sing-k session at Curve with another group of friends. And my my, they are like veteran k'ers; I was awed! Hopefully I live up to the expectation and standard; personally I think my voice has no uniqueness de, kinda like just imitate the original singer O-O
Thank you people, for giving me such a pleasant time today, I enjoyed myself; though the first hour or so was kinda awkward la but everything was okay after that right? Hope to go out more in the future? You know who you are; and I have a feeling they will never step foot on my blog besides that one.. or two.

Ok ok, somemore got what? Hmm, I won't be here for few days, hopefully everything will go smoothly for Tioman trip... Ok, I am very the excited!

Er.. somemore got what? Crap, blogging for the sake of blogging heh!

Ok, considered done la!

Till then, those with exams work hard; those on holiday have ALL the fun in the world k! while you can..

Wawa, 15 minutes before I leave the house!! Woot!!

Sigh, I fail big time. Big time.

As expected, I didn't study at all for Ergonomics O_O
I don't understand Mr. Franklin the lecturer, so I'll probably screw up my finals tomorrow anyway. Just like how I screwed up my midterms and assignments.
So yea, I'm like so whatever with that. It's just that I better don't screw up too badly and try my best like always!!!

More interestingly, I am no material to be an Oracle, Fortune-teller and er Predictor? Few posts back, I kinda announced my wishes for this year's Project Superstar; or rather predicted the male and female champions.
I failed man. I got it totally opposite.

For the male champion, the beast won the beauty. Ok, that's an extreme way to put it. But that adorable Eddie got owned by Hau with his er beast-ful talents. LoL. I mean Eddie can actually sing + look good; while Hau sings really well and hmm look average. Yea, the reality is Hau beat Eddie and came out as the male champion.

In contrast, in the female section; the weak triumph over the strong. Er, Kay was the seemingly weak contestant from the beginning; ok, weak was a harsh word.. er not so strong? But I have to admit that she performed really well yesterday. So yea, she totally trashed Nicole and emerged as the female champion.

Wow, this year's Project Superstar was really unpredictable.

In few weeks time, Kay will fight Hau; that time we'll see who's the overall champion LoL. I personally do not favor anyone of them though; but may the best performer wins ^-^

On the most interesting note, I'll be leaving for Tioman tomorrow night!! Right after my Ergo finals and probably a sing-k session. Wow, talk about hectic life haha.
But I bet I'll enjoy Tioman heh. I need to get out of the house, really and literally!

Not to mention that we actually have guys this time around!! Omg. That sounded very wrong but it is indeed the first time traveling with guys beside myself. I might not look like it; but I'm concerned with the gender-typed roles about guys protecting girls thinge. Yea, so when I went to Redang and Langkawi previously as the only male participant; I felt kinda pressure. I mean, if anything was to occur, I have to you know, take charge; even though the girls might be somewhat stronger than me coughailicough

So yea, it'll be fun this time. Hohoho.

Sigh, I better go sleep first. Oh wait no, I'll finish the remaining two episodes of Demonbane TV on Crunchyroll and then go sleep LoL

Tomorrow will be a busy day. Adios~

I am screwed.. again.

Haiz. I think I'm the only person who can go around saying "I'm dead'er than you" LoL

I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't find a reason to study. I have plenty not to though.

I just finished watching Bamboo Blade which was by the way, awesome! I've downloaded Bamboo Blade since forever, but never gotten to really start watching it. It's like I purposely waited until before exams to watch my downloaded animes. That's what happened with my midterms, that time was History's Best Disciple: Kenichi; that was a blast too =D

I am screwing my tertiary education, and I'm screwing my parents' money. I'm such a terrible son (not like I'm not already terrigible T_T).

Ok, mood switch. I like Bamboo Blade, I highly recommend you to check it out if you have the time. I watched half of it on Crunchyroll though; cause the website I used to download the episodes from decided to make Bamboo Blade a "donor's thing" only. Meaning I can only download if I donated XD

I like how the anime portrayed the current status of kendo in Japan. I learnt a lot about kendo as well, now I wished I have one of those shinai and you know, have fun lar! I like how Tama-chan is so cool when she's practicing her and lose herself when she's talking about anime; I like the forever cheerful and happy-go-lucky Kirino and Sayako; I like the oddly-matched couple Miya-Miya and Dan-kun; I like the clumsy yet skilled Satori: I like how Yuuji-kun can always remain his cool regardless of the situation; I like the absent-minded and frank Kojirou-sensei; and the girls from other schools are awesomely awesome too! SO great man, and the ending actually leaves you hanging.. wondering if there is a next season!! I missed out on a lot of details, but heck; I enjoyed watching Bamboo Blade and you should too if you could be bothered =P!

Below is a pic taken from crunchyroll, it's a cellphone group pic taken in the anime itself; by Kirino's phone. I actually matched their hair to the colour of the names. Besides Dan-kun and Yuuji of course, they are like the only guys and the one Miya-Miya hugging would be Dan-kun the other one would be Yuuji lor. And the instructor Kojirou-sensei is not in the pic. So yea ^-^Sigh, I can spend time watching anime, typing a blog entry and doing random stuff on Cabal; but but not studying still. Putting two "buts" is not a typo.. it's like the way I utter them words.

Go die lar!! I mean sleep zzzp/s: the girls in their equipments hehe. Cool-nya!

Wah, it's Monday liao lor!!

And crap, I haven't started studying at this very moment.. and I have three papers this week. LoL. So dead.

Then I'll regret not studying when the results come out. Sigh.

On a random note, the Top4 Finalists for Project Superstar are out liao!!!

And my favorite contestants are in it, hehe.

I really like Eddie from the guy side; and Nicole from the girl side. Meaning, I hope Eddie will beat Hau; and Nicole to er defeat Kay.

Then in the final match, to have Eddie compete against Nicole. Then I hope Nicole will win hehe. Although it has never occurred it the history of Malaysia's Project Superstar; past two PSS competitions were won by the male champion. I mean Eddie is good-looking and all that, and is the one I favor from the "guy side"; but I still think that Nicole is really cute and talented hehe =D

Ok, most of you probably don't know what I'm talking about since I would say none of you watches TV O-O what more with Project Superstar?

XD, I tried embedding the video here but it appears sucky on my blog. So will you please click the link below and view it, please? Oh ya, right click and open in new tab or new window; then you can continue reading my comments hehe ^-^
CLICK HERE
Note: Pause the video 1st, let it finish loading then only you view. If you let it run till the end; then when you click play you'll have to wait for it to load all over again. I learnt it the hard way LoL.

The link above is one of the performance by Nicole, this is my favorite performance of hers so far. After listening to the original singer, I actually liker hers more albeit some mistakes occurred like forgetting lyrics *_* But still, I think she's done a very good job!
If you have the time, just let the video load; and you know watch it when it's done.
It'll just take you like 10 minutes to watch Nicole's performance and the recap of other contestants in that match.
Especially my dear BPsych friends, you can't be studying the WHOLE day right?

Relax and take some time off. As long as you're not taking time off like me, not studying at all XD

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What's your favorite anime at the present time?
Rental Magica, very my type of anime, damn nice!! Hope it has a season 2 though.

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
Waterbending, I thought of having the powers of the Charmed ones; but waterbending is coolness and makes more sense =P

3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
Brother - nice at times, can be a nuisance at times; somewhat like our father.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Somewhere oversea; oh and Heaven.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
World peace. To be rich and healthy and problem-free. Eh, that's 3 lol whatever =P

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. Literally and metaphorically.

7. What is the most-wanted pet for you now?
I want a baby panda which remains baby forever, never grow up!!

So cute right? Thanks AiLi for sharing the video hah!

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Use some and save some. Probably save more..

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Knowing myself, the chances are very slim.. But, if it's like those WAHOMGWTFBBQOOH type of love, I just might ^-^

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Sharon - a very nice friend, bright (at times) and surprisingly independent =P

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
In order of priority: patience (must have!), kind-hearted(cannot be too evil) and er must look decent and not be moral-less(败德). Very subjective lol.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Evil and wicked people. Very subjective again lol. This applies to animal abusers and all those evil things lar.

13. What is your ambition?
Very simple and down to earth. Have my own house and car; have enough money for basic surivival and normal spending; and live happily every after with my own family.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point out to me, but not in public please. I might cry. Really.

15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
Myself and people around me, everyone I know that is.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Yes mentally, no financially. You get my point.

17. What is the thing that you really want now?
The thing ar? I have like thingS wor. An NDSL and a Savvy!! Woot, but the more realistic one and WILL happen one is Tioman trip.. NOWW!!!

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Definitely procrastinating. It's getting way out of control. Imagine a 10-page report due say at 4pm, and I start it 16 hours before due time. Go do the math!
(P/s: if you fail maths, it's 12midnight of that day~)

19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
Yea, a lot. Like things I wish I would have done(said), or things I wish I did not do (say).

20. Are you hungry right now?
Yesh, somewhat. Cause no one's at home and there is no proper food.. I'll have to wait till dinner for proper food!

Ta-da~ Done with the tag, not gonna tag anyone though. Just do it if you see this and feel like doing it, heh!

On a side note, happy birthday Phua Chu Jie! I know you had loads of fun yesterday night but still, you can have all the fun today k! All the best throughout this year and I'll see you in few months.

XD What's with April man? So many April babies. And yesterday was Min Huei's birthday. Happy belated 1-day birthday Chai Min Huei. I wished you yesterday but since I'm putting it here, so yea; it's belated heh! Be happy and stay healthy!

Till then, everyone study hard and study smart!!

Crap, I'm feeling very luan now. My thoughts are very messy, I'm thinking a lot.

Something happened, and that prompted me to think so much.
I don't know what I'm thinking anymore.
I kept on telling myself that I shouldn't be thinking so much, don't think, don't think, don't think.
Just revert back to my old carefree self, and be happy-go-lucky.

Tough.

Crap. And I have this report and finals to handle somemore.

I better go relax and relax.

Kong, I'll do the tag when I'm not so mixed.

For now, I better go eat some cookies and watch cartoon.

Wowweewoah!! Today was tiring, very the tiring @-@

Happy Birthday to The Teh Wei Ling!!! I know you no longer read blogs nowadays, but at least I know I've mentioned it haha!!

Besides her, today's another two pretty ladies punya birthday. Loong Sheng Mae and Goh Pei Xian. Another two persons who do not read my blog. Meh, I just wanna mention ^-^

Can you imagine? These people are almost born on April's Fool Day. I know it's no big deal, I have a friend whose birthday's on April's Fool Day; and he turned out fine LoL
So yea, just thought of mentioning again. Being random as usual hehe.

Ate Korean Food for lunch.

Ate Japanese Food for dinner.

That was fun!! Hey friends, we should really do that a lot more. The eating out together thinge. I really like this kind of stuff la. I mean it's a bit sad eating shark's fin alone, but it'd be fun eating McD's RM1.05 Sundae Cone together. Awww.. seriously!

Watched some Singaporean x Malaysian movie: Ah Long Pte. Ltd. today. Was really nice, very funny, with bunch of references to contemporary issues; like ah long (duh?) But it had an unimaginable amount of vulgar words. My gord, the knn la, the LP la, the sh*t la, and some other vulgar words la. It came in many languages: Mandarin la, Cantonese la, Hokkien la.. and English also #-#
Overall it was a good watch la. For RM7, it was rather worth it lar. I laughed a lot. I mean a lot of stuff we can really understand one!
Like I told a friend, they're really referring to what's happening NOW. And it's for Malaysian and Singaporean market; I cannot imagine it being aired internationally. LoL.

Okay, that's about it for today. Man, I'm really exhausted =_=

Oh, about the I-should-get-PSP-thinge; I actually thought about it before. But I figure I would like games on the Nintendo DS Lite more. Like Pokemon, FF series, Harvest Moon and some other creative gaming offered by Ouendan, Prof. Layton and stuff. I mean the game library for DS is really huge compared to PSP. I admit that PSP is a great entertainment device, but I prefer a gaming device now.
If given the luxury, I would get the PSP as well. I mean the godly graphic and whatnot, like godly.. ooh. And games like FF Tactics: The War of the Lions and Jean D'Arc are really great games, they are my type of games too. So yea, I'll get the NDSL for now ^-^

Need to find a day to go get one though.. hehe.

For now, I better get some sleep in an hour time or so. Good night.

Today's April's Fool Day.

Unfortunately, I'm home alone and obviously it means there is no one for me to fool except myself. And I woke up pretty late due to cabal'ing late night yesterday hehe.
Mind you, cabal is not the typo of cabul.. so I did not go raba-raba'ing people till late night!

Anyway, a quick search on Wikipedia about April's Fool Day reveals that traditionally, the jokes on April's Fool Day lasted until noon only. And if someone were to play jokes, pranks and whatever after noon, he will be the FOOL. But that's traditionally la, so technically now it's a full fool's day on 1st of April.

That set aside, I had a terrible dream yesterday; probably due to cabal overload.

In my dream, my parents quarreled.. like those very geng extreme one. And in the battle, I sided my mom; and I can see this very disappointing face on my dad. He said that I was materialistic.
Then I told him: "Yes, I am materialistic.. at least I can see that mom's doing something.."
Then don't know what happened.. it was raining heavily and suddenly I'm scuba diving in some deep sea and found some seaweeds.
Totally weird and random, I know LoL

It's not an April's Fool Joke btw, really.
Chances are you won't understand my dream unless you're me, duh? I'm referring to the parent-fighting part though; just in case you thought I'm referring to the seaweed part.

Then relating to this now, the lecture yesterday about Relationship (it's under the subject of Adult Development, so yea.. it somewhat makes sense to study that..) strikes me that, it isn't easy to stay in a relationship. Both sides have to want it enough to keep it burning.
You know, you should know la.. it's like common sense. It's just that mortals nowadays don't seem to practice what they understand. Like all those studying.. we don't really put them to use, don't we? Hehe.

So a last piece of advice, if you really have that someone.. and you know you want him/her enough; please appreciate the time you have with each other. Sometimes just the presence of each other is more than enough liao, knowing him/her there is with you is enough already. Be satisfied k and happy always.

P/S: Let's not question my use of want and what not.. I mean like want = desire, need = necessity..
P/S 2: Hmm, after some thought.. most of my friends are still single (awww.. sad.. same here btw) so I guess my piece of advice will be flushed down the drain. Wakaka =P