*tsk* *tsk* <- these are supposed to be sobbing sounds

I miss those days when people blog every other day, those days when I could at least blog about something. It seems blogging has been put to a halt by almost everyone on holidays now! It's a miracle to be able to blog once in a week these days!!!

Apparently, checklists are quite popular these days, so I should do one:

Eat (/)
Sleep (/)
Don't die (/)

See? I have done everything possible to be done. Yea, I am definitely not lifeless. I have fulfilled my destiny! I have achieved Nirvana! Woot!!!

Holidays make people crazy. Crazy people, er, do crazy stuff.

Not that I don't wanna make my holidays a productive one, I like love money also k! But I can come up with plenty excuses reasons to NOT get a job :D

Wait, I don't need plenty. One is enough, my bloody location!
Despite the retardedly ulu place I live in, I did try to get some jobs to do. Like some data entry stuff that can be done at home, without leaving the house those kinda jobs. I mean I spend almost 20 hours per day in front of the computer, might as well get paid for that right?

To my surpirse or not, there are 56128341389 people out there whom are like me, hunting for jobs like those~ Oh wait, the figure exceeded Malaysia's entire population. Lol, never mind. So yea, my chances are very slim :P The pay is not extraordinarily good, like what? 4 cents per data completed? But it certainly pays better than sitting at home earning 0 cent and 20 grams per half an hour!

*tsk* *tsk* Can you recognize these symbols now?

Sadnya~

So I have been watching loads and loads of movies online, movies that I longed to watch and movies that I don't even know existed.

Don't you just love the technology nowadays? ^__^

One that I have been meaning to blog about is "Secret" by Jay Chou and Guey Lun-Mei.

Below is an excerpt from the move:

Follow the notes upon the journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys

Those who have watched the movie would be familiar with these words. They are non other than the very words written on the piano sheet/stuff (I forgot what you call that sheet thinge~)

If you are familiar with the story, good for you.
If not, you should seriously watch the movie :D

Okay, I shall summarize a bit about the movie. I mean, since I am the free'est man on Earth.

spoiler

This girl from the past (20 years to be precise) played by Guey Lun-Mei discovered an ancient-looking piano sheet titled "Secret" stuffed under an ancient piano. Being a talented pianist and having deep interest in the notes and the words (above) written there, she gave a shot and played them.
Then viola~ she's teleported/transported to future, and met this guy, played by Jay Chou.

It was instant love at first sight.

Now, if you understand the very words in Italics above, you'd know the first person she lays her eyes on would be able to see her. Meaning, the first time she time-travelled and the first person she saw would be able to see her - Jay Chou la. Duh? She would be invisible to others. To return back to her time (20 years ago), she is to play the piece again and increase her playing speed at the ending part to successfully return.

These time-travelling-to-and-fro lasted few times. She wasn't lucky all the times, sometimes she'll bump into other people first upon arrival, before meeting Jay. To counter that, she counted the total steps needed from the music room to Jay's class room (aww, how sweet right?). So, somehow, she managed to meet him more often. They got along really well and yea, really splendid.

Things got out of control when she went back in time and explained all her adventures to her music teacher (who's actually Jay's father in the future). The news spread, and everyone thought she was crazy. She vowed not to travel through time to meet Jay again. But as we all know, where got people can tahan one right? She fell sick.
Since she was asthmatic in nature, she grew really weak.. and weaker by days.

THEN STUFF HAPPENED

Jay found out about ALL the stuff and yea. He's determined to go back in time to look for her. But the old music room building housing the ancient piano is scheduled to be removed/taken down/whatever; so if he really wanted to time travel, he has to put his bets on ONE chance!

Obviously he risked his life and bet on that one chance of time traveling, all this to meet his love of life. Not to mention that even if he traveled back, Guey might not be the first person he stumbles upon. See? Can you see how big a risk he's taking?

Well, yea, then he met her successfully and I think they kinda live happily every after.

/spoiler

There you go :D I skipped a lot though, I don't wanna make people go snoozing right?

Crap, this entry has gotten out of control. It looks unbearably long and draggy~

Haha, good day and kudos to those who have made it this far! You have earned yourself a virtual triple chocolate chip cookie :D

Nah.. *hands over triple chocolate chip cookie*

Never thought of updating cause my days have been filled with nothingness and nothingity. But the thought of reminding the very few readers strikes me and that I should update; and oh, I am not sulking in misery, neither am I swimming in the pool of patheticness~

Holidays have been okay I guess, I didn't really 'waste' a day. I mean, I get to watch TV, sleep and sleep more. Before I forget, thank you Horny for the splendid DVD he pinjam'ed me! Thank your sis too :D

Since I am (at this moment) waiting for my mom to reach home, from her trip to Thailand. She should be home in about 20 minutes or so I guess, I figure I could update a bit hehe. I am very excited to see what she's gotten for me and my bro, muahahahaha!

Then I thought I should reply my Cbox here since there are very limited names which popped up. Yea, just some frequent old customers only ^-^

Yes Mandy, I earned something this time, but I had to sell off my property ler T_T
I also got to drive more la, fetched my bro to school during my mother's vacationing time. Oh, I know you're trying very hard for your internship, and it's good. But make sure you don't try too hard k, give yourself a break. Let's just hope that you have time to see this haha!

I am not that sad la k, spending my freeness days sobbing meh Sharon? I kinda forgot how to cry already. The last time I cried was when I watched Clannad the anime, one of the episode made me cry T_T So touching. Never mind about this, you have fun with your kakis at Sibu k! By the time you read this, I am no longer in this miserable world full of suffering you're sure at overseas liao~ South China Sea that is.

Ailia Ai Li, you meant it in a good way la! I hope. Those cards were sold for about RM50, but lesap in one day out with secondary school friends! The Charizard is a bery bery powderful card okay! That's why him alone can be sold for RM20+ already. I missed the cards, but I figure I can just look at the pictures :D and that buyer could probably benefit from him more since he's collecting like ALL of the Pokemon cards...

Snow Queen wannabe, I mean Ice Princess :P I am okay la, doing fine here. No fungus type of lifeform found near my 5-meter radius :D I don't know about you, I call this achievement haha! I know it's pathetic that my reply to your concern is so short, but hor, I don't understand what's this "for kevin" thinge. You mean Michael's for Kevin? Hehe!

LoL, done reporting!

Happy happying to fellow holidayers whom are holidaying.

p/s: and to those studyers studying now too XD

p/s2: and I am not dying. I think I kinda worded this post like a will. You know like how people write and address to their friends before they die, about how good a friend they were to him/her kinda thing lol!

I am a happy person today for many reasons hehe.

Well, early in the morning, I went out for a business trip to KTM station. I have decided to sell off part of my assets to an enthusiastic buyer I found on the internet. We have agreed on the prices, offers from both parties were reasonable. Hence, we agreed to meet today.

The deal was very smooth, the transaction was carried out without any disruption. I even offered the buyer some special discounts for his enthusiasm and effort for traveling to my area.

Below are were the items sold.

Hehe, yea, I sold off few of my Pokemon cards from those days. You know lar, those were the days. Brainless kids being brainwashed to buy Pokemon goods; I was one of them too lol, I fell for the then big hit Pokemon. I am still one Pokemon fan now though, just not as extreme and not as 'passionate' as I used to be hehe.
These Pokemon Trading Card Game (TCG) can't be sold for much nowadays, and I seldom take them out and see them anyway. I don't do much with them too!!!

Rest assured, they are in good hands now (I hope...). I have some stories about each card, it's worth it to read lar; you get to know me more and I have piktarrs (it's pictures, for the slow-minded) :D

Hah, this Charizard. I think I was very happy when I got this card from the booster pack, this card was one of the geng cards in its days. Like very powderful, very powderful. Yea, it once made me proud lar hehe.
Vileplume from the Jungle set.. ah, how can I forget you? This card has supposedly sentimental value lol, then why sell it? Well, it could have been better of somewhere else~ The story goes like this, I didn't come from a very rich family; and I remembered how this well to do friend of mine kinda introduced me to Pokemon TCG and dragged brought me into the game. The first time he brought me to this 1U shop (now bankrupt liao~) to buy my very first Jungle set booster pack, me being shy and not-so-rich me; I was left with the last pack. Yea, and what do we know? In it laid a holographic Vileplume :D
Then the rest, hmm, they are the rest lar. No need pictures la: Hypno, Kabutops and Zapdos ^-^

I used to be able to memorize ALL the Pokemons' names. I bet a lot of kids can too la hehe. Now there are just too many, yea, couldn't be bothered. See, my stuff all also nicely kept de. These cards dated to at least 5 years ago ler! They look as good as new :D if not newer!

Man, you see, I can type so much crap during holidays. Really no life lar!

"In good terms?"

Haiz, I am still grieving over the scammed case in a game. How pathetic!

While I get myself addicted again to the 2D-childish looking Maple Story, my bro is playing games like DotA, a game I consider somewhat 'adultish'. Kids nowadays lol.

I am telling you hor, doing nothing at home is more difficult than doing something outside. Then why am I still sitting at home? Well, I am taking the tougher route and challenge my limits :D

Hehe.

How nice if they have jobs in my apartment area like watering plants or walking dogs, I would love to do those muahahahaha~ You know those busy working people like busy busy'ing, where got time to water plants and walk their dogs right? Meh, stuff like those didn't happen here. Like loads of housewives here, they can water their own plants la.. And about dogs, they are not really allowed here; but I noticed they are indeed few toy breed dogs few floors down (well, they barked like a toy breed, so yea~).

To the friend who's about to embark on a journey of responsibilitiness, I wish you all the best and may you and your family be blessed with the bestest blessings :D

That's all lar, gotta go watch TV. Gossip Girl's starting soon lol :P

“一千次轮回都不错过...”

“...一万里飘泊又算什么”

Haha, this is part of a song introduced to me earlier. Well, I am supposed to practice it and yea, stuff.. I mean sing it. Yea. Never mind.

Finally get to sing k today yesterday. Though I was a bit sad at first, cause this gang of friends very quiet one (when it comes to singing la -__-); but things got heated up as we sing along. So it wasn't that bad lar hehe. It wasn't quiet too, very bangga that they opened their mouths :D And get to meet a new friend somemore.

Yea, stuff lar.

And oh, watched Hancock too. Which was okay, so-so only, not that terrible. The story was brief, actions weren't enough and basically not enough depth lar! But I thought the relationship between those two special humans mortals beings (John & Mary) was very interesting.

I'm not posting lots la, my mind's not functioning properly now. Just to remind myself that I'm alive as of now.

As to why I'm malfunctioning is because I was scammed 800 freaking millions in a Maply Story private server. The money's easy to earn there, but I just felt a bit sad and frustrated that there is nothing I could do to you know 'punish' that b*****b******!

Allow me to curse please. Just skip through this paragraph if cursing you're like REALLY against cursing. Here goes: fcukyouyoubloodybastardsonofabitchyoulowlifemofoidioticscumbag
pieceofshitbagassholeuselesscowardpieceoffcukknnccbcurseyoucrap

Wow, that was fun. I actually imagine myself like screaming those words really loudly inside. Some of those words there I don't even understand, but yea, saw/heard them elsewhere~ I don't understand these people la, it's a free game for goodness sake; it's a game for goodness sake! If they can't behave in a game right, I bet they are not much better in real life.

Or judging from the perspective of an empathetic psych major, he could have experienced some childhood trauma crap or influenced by some bad model crap or suppressed his 'evilness' too long that he had to resort to scamming innocent people like me in a virtual space. Thus leading to his misbehavior of scamming! Scamming!!! OR I fail as a psych major cause I can't even sense that he's about to scam me T_T

Whatever la, I didn't know I so no life one, can rant about virtual cash so much!

Sigh. Haiz. I'm gonna have insomnia again, can't get over the fact that I'm stupid enough to be scammed in a darah game. It means bloody game just in case you don't get it, cause I don't wanna mention bloody, it seems rude. Oh wait, I just did. Never mind, bloody scammer!!!

[STOP]

*takes a deep breath*

About singing k right, actually I'm really looking forward to sing k sessions one. But right, I also very really extremely superbly look forward to dueting (got such word?) in duet songs lar. Duh? Yea, especially with the friend who introduced me the many duet songs and whom I feel I could comfortably sing with? Well now I don't know la, things could or have changed hehe.

Anyways, I'm very tired now, I've officially spent 12 hours at 1Utama in a day. I'm actually very exhausted lol, but since I have nothing to do besides rotting and sleeping, might as well just post up some stuff lar (which might not make any sense...)~

Okay, I've reached my limit.

Nitez and rest in peace -> sleep.

Argh, I slept for over 12 hours and still feeling not fully-recharged after the semester!
By the way, am having semester break now, to be precise, it's the 'summer' break. 2 months of emptiness and nothingness, woot!

Went to Yuan Restaurant on Wednesday night right after the final finals paper, the steamboat buffet made me really bloated. Another fish ball would have sent me to land of puking! Yea, but it was fun lar, stuffing ourselves endlessly with limitless supply of seafood lol. And we reached there at about 5pm, so there was close to no competition for the famous uber chicken wings of Yuan. There was no aggressive aunties or uncles cursing and snatching them chicken wings, so yea, pretty peaceful.
The food was okay and I thought the chicken wings was okay only, not that spectacular lol!

Yesterday, a Thursday was a one-day-trip down south to Malacca. I was kinda reluctant to go cause I was a bit worn out the day before, but now, I never regret a single moment for joining them people :D

I don't usually do lists nowadays, but yea, just felt like doing one.

Thank you to fellow mates Ai Li, Ben, Betz, HanWai, Hau Ran, Ivy, Kevin, Michael, Sam, Sharon, Wen for being such great companions yesterday! Great humans indeed. I always list names in alphabetical order, so there is no favoritism or the who's-on-my-mind-first-thinge :P But then hor, people like Ai Li would have their names listed first almost all the time; unless I list full names which I think is a bit redundant lol.

Never mind, the bottom line is, I'm really thankful lar :D

A special dedication to these people:
Ben - he's been a really nice tour guide for brining us around despite in the late half of the trip he was having stomache-disturbance. Thank you bery much even though I know it's close to 0.1% for you to stumble upon my blog lol!

Han Wai, Hau Ran, Kevin, Michael, Wen - thank you for being good and responsible drivers driving people :D Getting us safely there and home. This trip would have been impossible without driving people to drive us there hehe.

Ai Li, Betz, Ivy, Sam, Sharon and myself - well done for being the 'rest' and making this such an enjoyable trip :D

and another thank you to Hau Ran and Ivy for dropping me home ^-^

Heh, ended up thanking everyone including myself lol.

I don't have any pictures so yea, another word-only post -__-

Now I have close to 8 weeks to indulge myself in rotting self-improving :D and I think I'm a bit sick now, cannot sing nicely!! Argh, and I so want to sing k somemore!

T_T

Thank you thank you.

After having some sleep, I now find that I am kinda relieve for not getting accepted :D

And kawans, to show my deepest gratitude for you all, I shall now present to you one of my very rarest pictorial post!

Let's pick a topic. Here goes.

You all know why stats can be a headache to most if not all of us? You know why stats can be so horrigible?

You see, no matter how you see stats, stats is stats.

Frontwards: stats
Backwards: stats still

Unlike some other things in the world that can be seen in different ways!

Stressed up for instance:

Frontwards: Stressed up - no good
Backwards: Pu desserts - this is guuud :P

Let me tell you why Pu desserts are good.

We all know Pu = Pooh (never mind if you don't, cause now you know!)

And Pooh is always with these right?

Honey, yesh.. Honey.

What's honey? Honey is sweet lar, yesh, sweet :D

Okay, enough. Hehe, my attempt for an pictorial post not bad right? -__-

I'm not bitter anymore, I've found my honey from stressed up pu desserts.
You won't believe how I found this pic of cake. The keywords on Google were "lalaland cakes". I was just being random but I am now kinda shocked myself, go try it if you don't believe ^-^

So kawans, there is no reason to be stressed up okay. It's all sweet desserts :D

Images courtesy of Google image search and their respective sites.

Sigh, I wanted to edit my previous entry for this, but I figure what the heck, just post up another new one lar!

My application for internship has been declined. Well, I kinda expected it lar, being experienceless and achievementless me, what could I possibly expect from a corporate firm right? :P
Truth be told, I am a bit sad lar. You know, I was really looking forward to buying new shirts, new pants, new shoes, new socks and new ties for the intern; well that, and partially, I am kinda curious to see how's a corporate work setting. Those 8am-5pm, 9am-6pm thinges lar.

Haiz, should have told them my mom works in Giant and my bro goes SMKDJ. It would be impossible for me to be late to work :D I've bragged about this for countless times, should have just slapped that piece of info into my resume haha :P I mean I wake up at 6am and reach DJ at 7am'ish!

Never mind, I guess I am feeling more sad that I have expected. You know, seeing how everyone kinda got interned; I, for one, didn't even get called for interview T_T
The human resource people over at the firm worded the reply really nicely, but it still saddens me lar. Period.

Guess I'm gonna spend my two months growing mushrooms, playing games, lifeless, lifeless, lifeless and oh, piling up fats too.

I'm gonna go watch cartoon to comfort myself and get some sleep. Any other thing like the oh-so important Biopsychology can be left till tomorrow. I mean, I am rejected.

Rejected!!! F.O.S!! The Reject Shop!!

Sobz, I'm bitter now. Where's my honey?

Hah! Adventure home today was rather smooth, I've successfully traveled through the Crossroad of Death. This time, I know where to cut through the busy traffic. Heh~

Studying Social Psychology was very depressing. Oh by the way, today's paper was okay (as usual -__-). And I honestly have only studied the first chapter lol, the Attraction and Relationship thinge chapter which was apparently, a very depressing chapter. Others I kinda like just flipped through and kinda read summaries which explains why I think I will screw up for MCQs, I couldn't even be bothered with Leadership's slides, I thought those were semi-BS. The essays were kinda okay, as some predicted questions did surfaced! But being slow pathetic me, I allocated too much time on them stupidcrapshiet MCQs and ended up having not sufficient time to finish me essays.

Never mind about that, I don't usually do entries like above. I thought discussions like those were a bit kiasu but there's exception in everything la. So yea :P

Speaking of the depressing chapter, it was indeed very depressing. It worded as though love is very scary, yea, sad right? Then studying social psychology actually worsen your social skills. Like just now, I bumped into this coursemate whom I have no idea what's her name (it's a hi-bye thing), I wanted to like ask: "Hey, we've been in the same class for the whole semester and I don't know your name. So what's your name...?" stuff like that or "Where are you going?"
BUT but, I suddenly don't know how to buka mulut.. Depressing O__O

Another case was about helping behavior. You would have thought being a Psych major, we would have known best when to help and or at least try our best to help.
There was this girl (presumably from HELP) was lost at KL Central as she's wanted to head to 1U but took the bus at the wrong station. I actually know the way to 1U but I just could not buka mulut again. Another scene was a pair of adult friends asking directions to Pudu (not directing to me though). Again, I actually knew the way, and I couldn't help but just shut up and continue my way to KTM waiting platform.
Somehow, somehow I malfunctioned lar!! (I blame it on studying social psych *_*) I really wanted to help lor, as I understand how sad is it to get lost and don't know where you're going!

Sigh...

As a result of me not being able to complete my essays, I've expressed my desperation and frustration here in the form of an extremely lengthy and wordy post. Muahahaha~!

I'm hungry, am getting stuff to eat. And oh, thank you for reading, and happy Biopsych'ing to fellow Psychians and happy happy'ing to non-Psychians :D

I think I'm kinda terrible, hehe.

Aww, it's wonderfully wonderful to see my wonderful friends be happy wonderfully. I did not just repeat wonderful for four five times.

Yesh, birthdays are wonderful. Birthday surprises are even wonderfuller. So are birthday celebrations, wonderful!

Let's just say that I'm really glad to be part of you people's lives. You know who you are, and I know who you are. Bunch of purely wonderful people who remind me that I'm alive everyday.

Even though we might not be together in the future due to whatever reasons, at least let us be reminded that we were once important parts of each other's lives and that we should rejoice just for that fact!

Like a friend who dreams all the some times about getting married to her dream guy and making half a dozen of kids; I also wish that there is lalaland-kind of romantic, and that those happily-ever-after stories exist. Reality is harsh, we must put that in mind. Nothing will stay nice forever I guess.

Meh, I don't know why I brought this up, I guess I'm just bored lol. I mean I'm supposed to be studying really hard for next week's finals, but I still find myself watching TV as usual and doing nothingness. Seeing friends studying so hard makes me worried, worried by the fact that I cannot live my life like that (ooh, live life like, one alphabet apart, coolness :D). I'll try to start early this time, maybe tomorrow? :D

Note to self: Doing things last minute is no good. No good. No good.

Haiz, I'm going way off topic again. My intention for this entry was to just post about how happy I am to know so many wonderful people and to wish everyone to be happy always and that I've repeated wonderful ten times. Oh, make that <<< the eleventh!

I better sleep now, it's expensive to let my com and the light to stay on for too long!

Sweet dreams :D

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