Optimism or Naivety?
Just when I thought I would, once again, miss this month's BR; I didn't. Lol, that sentence does not flow.
Never mind. The brilliant me remembered that my mom and bro were out today, and would be back in evening; so I called my bro to pick up a pint of handpacked ice-cream on their way home.
Muahahahaha~ Muahahahaha~
I've missed so many months of BR, really delighted I get to taste some this month hehe. I am yet to try the New Zealand Natural ice-cream which goes on a 30% discount on every 30th. Hah, must try, must try.
One day when I am financially independent, I'll stock up 1/2 a gallon of BR on every 31st. That 1/2 a gallon would last for probably a month; then when BR runs out, I'll stock up on some NZN for me to last until the next BR Day. Ooh, flawless plan!
Ah, that's all. It appears to be a trend for me to post on 31st, either complaining I have missed BR or recording how happy I am to not miss BR :D
What's your flavor?
Happy Halloween. Bye.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Oh, so envy, but it is not something I can control.
When arriving KL Central in a vehicle other than bus, I have a high tendency of knocking my head on the handle-thinge.
Vehicle: Van
When: Last week
Knock head: Positive
Vehicle: Kevin's car
When: Today
Knock head: Positive
I just went "phokk" on the handle-thinge, and I hit hard wtf. Like "phokk!!". Nvm, I'm not dead. I'm not dead. I'm not dead.. yet.
Reciprocal act, 正所谓投桃报李, I give you, you give me. I nice to you, you nice to me.
In essence, karma; what comes around goes around.
So yea, I noticed when one stop commenting on another's blog, another would stop commenting on one's blog. Lol. Nowadays, I tend to not comment, because I am naturally a conversation killer. I tend to comment statement-style comment, instead of conversational-style comment; meaning, it's like I comment things to shut people up, literally.
Take for posting in forums as example, I have a high likelihood of killing threads (threads are like topics just in case you're unfamiliar with the term); meaning after I post something, that thread would die off or at least go inactive for a long while -_-
Similarly, whenever I comment in blogs, it's like I comment for the sake of commenting, to let you know I am reading your blog. As a result, that comment has absolutely no ability to generate further conversation or interest; it's merely a statement. So instead, I choose not to :D
Then I thought, I should just remove the Cbox and the Comment function altogether; then people (if any) won't feel obliged or obligated (I can't differentiate between these two terms, so yea) to leave a comment. Brilliant right? Since in the first place I don't record the amount of readers or whatsoever, and I do not rely on clicks, traffic or whatnot to earn income from ads company. Furthermore, I tend to write for myself to read only lol.
Seems to be a plausible action to me.
On second thought, it's a bit sad talking to myself or the wall ALL THE TIME. I probably couldn't tahan that all the time. So yea, Cbox and Comment stay for the win.
I think I was being an ass today, I didn't mean to fondle my ******* when a lady came to promote about her campaign on ******c**cer. I understand the severity of the matter; so yea, didn't mean to be an ass. Just typing out to relief myself, I probably can't even remember how she looks like @_@
Bye.
When arriving KL Central in a vehicle other than bus, I have a high tendency of knocking my head on the handle-thinge.
Vehicle: Van
When: Last week
Knock head: Positive
Vehicle: Kevin's car
When: Today
Knock head: Positive
I just went "phokk" on the handle-thinge, and I hit hard wtf. Like "phokk!!". Nvm, I'm not dead. I'm not dead. I'm not dead.. yet.
Reciprocal act, 正所谓投桃报李, I give you, you give me. I nice to you, you nice to me.
In essence, karma; what comes around goes around.
So yea, I noticed when one stop commenting on another's blog, another would stop commenting on one's blog. Lol. Nowadays, I tend to not comment, because I am naturally a conversation killer. I tend to comment statement-style comment, instead of conversational-style comment; meaning, it's like I comment things to shut people up, literally.
Take for posting in forums as example, I have a high likelihood of killing threads (threads are like topics just in case you're unfamiliar with the term); meaning after I post something, that thread would die off or at least go inactive for a long while -_-
Similarly, whenever I comment in blogs, it's like I comment for the sake of commenting, to let you know I am reading your blog. As a result, that comment has absolutely no ability to generate further conversation or interest; it's merely a statement. So instead, I choose not to :D
Then I thought, I should just remove the Cbox and the Comment function altogether; then people (if any) won't feel obliged or obligated (I can't differentiate between these two terms, so yea) to leave a comment. Brilliant right? Since in the first place I don't record the amount of readers or whatsoever, and I do not rely on clicks, traffic or whatnot to earn income from ads company. Furthermore, I tend to write for myself to read only lol.
Seems to be a plausible action to me.
On second thought, it's a bit sad talking to myself or the wall ALL THE TIME. I probably couldn't tahan that all the time. So yea, Cbox and Comment stay for the win.
I think I was being an ass today, I didn't mean to fondle my ******* when a lady came to promote about her campaign on ******c**cer. I understand the severity of the matter; so yea, didn't mean to be an ass. Just typing out to relief myself, I probably can't even remember how she looks like @_@
Bye.
Friday, October 24, 2008
People take things for granted, that, is a guarantee. More often than not, we hear people saying how we would only learn to appreciate something after we've lost it.
So so true. But again, truth be told, does anyone EVER learn to NOT take things for granted? I mean, how do you NOT take things for granted? How much and how deep of appreciation can you show to show that you are, in fact, NOT taking things for granted?
Having said that, I just wanna point out that, I think people will never learn to appreciate until they truly really completely lost something. Because the idea of appreciation is so different when applying to something one has, and something one lost. Is this confusing? Haha.
An example,
My computer broke down and died'ed just now, at that moment, I felt really lost and hopeless without it! That was when I come to think about the days I used it, oh so smoothly, so happily; and don't I just wish that it'll be back, be it's old condition again. Functioning.
Well then, obviously I have it fixed and now it's running normally again. Hope it can tahan long enough X_X
After that, like now, I realize that I don't "appreciate" my computer anymore cause it's functioning back again. You know, it's just a different sensation la.
That being said, if you still don't get it, then too bad la :P
That again, being said, even if you can't appreciate appreciate per se (it's not a typo), just try to be nice and good comfortably while adhering to your own limitations and boundaries. Meaning, just be your best at most times without giving up yourself, in anything and everything you do, may it be relationships or responsibilities and whatnot; then I believe, you will have no regrets.
With that, may everyone who stumble upon this post be lighten in this coming festival of lights. Happy Deepavali :D
So so true. But again, truth be told, does anyone EVER learn to NOT take things for granted? I mean, how do you NOT take things for granted? How much and how deep of appreciation can you show to show that you are, in fact, NOT taking things for granted?
Having said that, I just wanna point out that, I think people will never learn to appreciate until they truly really completely lost something. Because the idea of appreciation is so different when applying to something one has, and something one lost. Is this confusing? Haha.
An example,
My computer broke down and died'ed just now, at that moment, I felt really lost and hopeless without it! That was when I come to think about the days I used it, oh so smoothly, so happily; and don't I just wish that it'll be back, be it's old condition again. Functioning.
Well then, obviously I have it fixed and now it's running normally again. Hope it can tahan long enough X_X
After that, like now, I realize that I don't "appreciate" my computer anymore cause it's functioning back again. You know, it's just a different sensation la.
That being said, if you still don't get it, then too bad la :P
That again, being said, even if you can't appreciate appreciate per se (it's not a typo), just try to be nice and good comfortably while adhering to your own limitations and boundaries. Meaning, just be your best at most times without giving up yourself, in anything and everything you do, may it be relationships or responsibilities and whatnot; then I believe, you will have no regrets.
With that, may everyone who stumble upon this post be lighten in this coming festival of lights. Happy Deepavali :D
Thursday, October 23, 2008
I took 2 hours to reach home today; it wasn't all bad, that 2 hours actually include a dinner alone at KL Central's McDonald's. Lol.
I know that you know that the public transport in our country isn't the most efficient (if at all); I waited approximately 45 minutes for the bus and to no avail, it didn't turn up.
Then how I got home? Hah, this is something I wanna share :D
I don't know if you know that there are special van services provided in the bus stop along Jalan Dungun. The very same bus stop in which one can wait for the U82 bus. Apparently, these special van services are quite popular among the working people in that area; while popular among the working adults, we students can actually take them too! I boarded one just now hehe, my second time.
The reasons why they are popular (I chatted with an aunty in the van lol, I'm coming to this later...):
- they are WAAAY frequent than the U82 buses; in the 45 mins I waited, there were at least 10 vans. You can argue that vans are way smaller than buses, therefore picking lesser passengers at a time. Truth be told, in the 45 mins I observed, the vans easily picked up close to 100 people with about 10 people per trip per van.
- they are more comfortable than the buses, no need to tuna-cram or tuna-stuck. There is NO WAY you can argue about this, comfortable seats > tuna cans. Period.
- they are cheaper, cost RM1.80 per ride; you can argue that it's more expensive in the long run if you were to have the U82 bus ticket earlier (which entitles one to ride on all "U" buses whole day for a RM2 ticket) but I did not take the U82 prior to this, so yea, pretty reasonable priced!
There you go, my analysis on the special van services :D
Just sharing, just in case students are not aware they could make use of this to save loads of time. If I wasn't so stubborn, I would have boarded an earlier van and saved tonnes of time!
Well, they appear to be very suspiciously fishy at first (imagine being kidnapped and sold to some country -_-); I am still pretty much amazed how I could be so brave to board on it the first time (weeks back...).
If given the opportunity, I'll just hop on to the vans the next time I need to get an U82 bus. Lol!
Next part, about the chatting-with-aunty-in-van part; I realized that people are generally kinda nice if you're nice to them. Kinda like a reciprocal act.. Well, I admit it is much dependent on who you talk to too lol.
Maybe I was lucky today, and managed to bump into all nice people:
- a nice Malay kakak who told me about the van's fare; I know the amount though, just wanna double check heh.
- a friendly Chinese aunty who chatted in the van with me; about public transports and tertiary education lol!
- a weirded (weirded because she had the wtf look when I approached her, nevertheless still nice lah) Indian aunty who showed me the way to KL Central, the van stopped at some unknown side/part of KL Central, so I had to walk like 1 minute to the station!
Wah, one shot three encounters with all three races in Malaysia! I think people generally do not like nor dislike people in general, pretty neutral. And if you're nice to people, it only makes sense for people to be nice to you. There are, however, some people who are just asses. Yes, asses, they probably came out the wrong way during the give birth process. Lol, j/k.
This, reminded me of some asses we met today at Setapak, some foul-mouthed uncivilised UTAR students. Okay, we were probably at the wrong side, blocking the road; but hor, there was certainly no need to curse us until like their mothers are more expensive than our mothers! Well, you get the drill, everyone's mothers were brought up, combination of private parts and adjectives... and stuff.
They were honking like mad cow too, freaked the daylight out of Kong and I ler! Thank goodness Yeo was there, hehe; thank you Yeo :P
There you go, my lengthy wordy daily encounters! I suddenly felt very inspired to type a lot lol; see, one can learn a lot in daily lives if one just pay enough attention :)
Thank you for reading :D
I know that you know that the public transport in our country isn't the most efficient (if at all); I waited approximately 45 minutes for the bus and to no avail, it didn't turn up.
Then how I got home? Hah, this is something I wanna share :D
I don't know if you know that there are special van services provided in the bus stop along Jalan Dungun. The very same bus stop in which one can wait for the U82 bus. Apparently, these special van services are quite popular among the working people in that area; while popular among the working adults, we students can actually take them too! I boarded one just now hehe, my second time.
The reasons why they are popular (I chatted with an aunty in the van lol, I'm coming to this later...):
- they are WAAAY frequent than the U82 buses; in the 45 mins I waited, there were at least 10 vans. You can argue that vans are way smaller than buses, therefore picking lesser passengers at a time. Truth be told, in the 45 mins I observed, the vans easily picked up close to 100 people with about 10 people per trip per van.
- they are more comfortable than the buses, no need to tuna-cram or tuna-stuck. There is NO WAY you can argue about this, comfortable seats > tuna cans. Period.
- they are cheaper, cost RM1.80 per ride; you can argue that it's more expensive in the long run if you were to have the U82 bus ticket earlier (which entitles one to ride on all "U" buses whole day for a RM2 ticket) but I did not take the U82 prior to this, so yea, pretty reasonable priced!
There you go, my analysis on the special van services :D
Just sharing, just in case students are not aware they could make use of this to save loads of time. If I wasn't so stubborn, I would have boarded an earlier van and saved tonnes of time!
Well, they appear to be very suspiciously fishy at first (imagine being kidnapped and sold to some country -_-); I am still pretty much amazed how I could be so brave to board on it the first time (weeks back...).
If given the opportunity, I'll just hop on to the vans the next time I need to get an U82 bus. Lol!
Next part, about the chatting-with-aunty-in-van part; I realized that people are generally kinda nice if you're nice to them. Kinda like a reciprocal act.. Well, I admit it is much dependent on who you talk to too lol.
Maybe I was lucky today, and managed to bump into all nice people:
- a nice Malay kakak who told me about the van's fare; I know the amount though, just wanna double check heh.
- a friendly Chinese aunty who chatted in the van with me; about public transports and tertiary education lol!
- a weirded (weirded because she had the wtf look when I approached her, nevertheless still nice lah) Indian aunty who showed me the way to KL Central, the van stopped at some unknown side/part of KL Central, so I had to walk like 1 minute to the station!
Wah, one shot three encounters with all three races in Malaysia! I think people generally do not like nor dislike people in general, pretty neutral. And if you're nice to people, it only makes sense for people to be nice to you. There are, however, some people who are just asses. Yes, asses, they probably came out the wrong way during the give birth process. Lol, j/k.
This, reminded me of some asses we met today at Setapak, some foul-mouthed uncivilised UTAR students. Okay, we were probably at the wrong side, blocking the road; but hor, there was certainly no need to curse us until like their mothers are more expensive than our mothers! Well, you get the drill, everyone's mothers were brought up, combination of private parts and adjectives... and stuff.
They were honking like mad cow too, freaked the daylight out of Kong and I ler! Thank goodness Yeo was there, hehe; thank you Yeo :P
There you go, my lengthy wordy daily encounters! I suddenly felt very inspired to type a lot lol; see, one can learn a lot in daily lives if one just pay enough attention :)
Thank you for reading :D
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Released? Moved on? Good?
Currently, my handphone theme is Cinderella. Yes, Cinderella; The Cinderella.
And I have discovered a discovery of thecentury year day from the theme! Here goes.
That females in general, are greedier than males when it comes to seeking potential partners in heterosexual relationships.
Allow me to explain =P
Okok, you know how girls always want to find the prince in their lifes? Specifically, a White Horse Prince literally (白马王子). And we ALL know how common a prince is, theoretically every country with a King would have a Prince; the sons of any other King would be known as unsurprisingly a Prince! Put the prince on a white horse, vio-la~ a White Horse Prince!
Meaning girls treat or perceive their partners as a mere prince. From the illustration above, we know how common is a prince!
On the other hand, guys would refer to their partners as angels (woot, 天使). Let's pretend we don't know other names like poohbear? honey? babe? since those are classified as universal and oh, princesses are generally for daughters; so yea. It doesn't take a genius to figure out how rare is an angel. Even in games, it usually isn't easy to get angels.
Meaning guys treat or perceive their partners as one-and-only angel. A being which cannot be found commonly on Earth!
Okay, my point is..
Wait, I have no point, I'm just blabbering as usual heh =D
This is one of those unimportant things in life which you can live without knowing. So yea, you'll know it if you know it; if you don't know it then you don't know it. It has no significant effect in your life p>0.05.
That being said, it's still a matter of perception hehe.
There you have it, the discovery of the day!
Currently, my handphone theme is Cinderella. Yes, Cinderella; The Cinderella.
And I have discovered a discovery of the
That females in general, are greedier than males when it comes to seeking potential partners in heterosexual relationships.
Allow me to explain =P
Okok, you know how girls always want to find the prince in their lifes? Specifically, a White Horse Prince literally (白马王子). And we ALL know how common a prince is, theoretically every country with a King would have a Prince; the sons of any other King would be known as unsurprisingly a Prince! Put the prince on a white horse, vio-la~ a White Horse Prince!
Meaning girls treat or perceive their partners as a mere prince. From the illustration above, we know how common is a prince!
On the other hand, guys would refer to their partners as angels (woot, 天使). Let's pretend we don't know other names like poohbear? honey? babe? since those are classified as universal and oh, princesses are generally for daughters; so yea. It doesn't take a genius to figure out how rare is an angel. Even in games, it usually isn't easy to get angels.
Meaning guys treat or perceive their partners as one-and-only angel. A being which cannot be found commonly on Earth!
Okay, my point is..
Wait, I have no point, I'm just blabbering as usual heh =D
This is one of those unimportant things in life which you can live without knowing. So yea, you'll know it if you know it; if you don't know it then you don't know it. It has no significant effect in your life p>0.05.
That being said, it's still a matter of perception hehe.
There you have it, the discovery of the day!
Friday, October 17, 2008
I killed a snail in the rain.
Watched House Bunny. Didn't expect anyone would be interested in watching it with me lol.
It was okay, kinda predictable, typical. Wasn't as "blonde'ish" as I thought it would be.
I would have watched it alone anyway if there is no one interested lol. I think instead of embracing the good values of solitude, I'm reaching the level of anti-social.
I actually thought of singing k alone O_O How sad can that be right? Super pathetic lol -_-
But then hor, if I am anti-social, I probably wouldn't even leave the house in the first place..
But nvm, next stop is Disaster Movie. Hehe.
Midterms came and passed. Nothing special, just like that lor.
Next up are tonnes and tonnes of assignments, living for/on deadlines again.
To make it worse, a certain lecturer has gone haywire. I think he's reached his limits, cannot tahan the students' ignorant attitude anymore. He's tried so hard (.. too hard I think) to become a good lecturer, to bring changes to us; but as typical useless students, we couldn't be bothered XD
So yea, now he has gone haywire! Just in case you're wondering, he's asking us (the students) to teach ourselves (the students) for the remaining lectures of the semester >_>
Why would I wanna pay for myself to teach myself right? Doesn't even make sense.
But then again, most of the time, if given the determination, one can easily learn by oneself from books and the plentiful resources. So yea, uni is more of exposure and oh, the cert.
And so yea, we'll have to live with it. Such is life.
I wanted to blog about something I find interesting, but the piece of information above destroyed my mood. Maybe some other time...
Have a splendid weekend peeps :)
p/s: Best wishes to the friend who just got blessed with the most precious treasure in life :)
p/s 2: I r a biatch. I r goin to biatchslap CF. *biatchslaps* *piak piak*
Watched House Bunny. Didn't expect anyone would be interested in watching it with me lol.
It was okay, kinda predictable, typical. Wasn't as "blonde'ish" as I thought it would be.
I would have watched it alone anyway if there is no one interested lol. I think instead of embracing the good values of solitude, I'm reaching the level of anti-social.
I actually thought of singing k alone O_O How sad can that be right? Super pathetic lol -_-
But then hor, if I am anti-social, I probably wouldn't even leave the house in the first place..
But nvm, next stop is Disaster Movie. Hehe.
Midterms came and passed. Nothing special, just like that lor.
Next up are tonnes and tonnes of assignments, living for/on deadlines again.
To make it worse, a certain lecturer has gone haywire. I think he's reached his limits, cannot tahan the students' ignorant attitude anymore. He's tried so hard (.. too hard I think) to become a good lecturer, to bring changes to us; but as typical useless students, we couldn't be bothered XD
So yea, now he has gone haywire! Just in case you're wondering, he's asking us (the students) to teach ourselves (the students) for the remaining lectures of the semester >_>
Why would I wanna pay for myself to teach myself right? Doesn't even make sense.
But then again, most of the time, if given the determination, one can easily learn by oneself from books and the plentiful resources. So yea, uni is more of exposure and oh, the cert.
And so yea, we'll have to live with it. Such is life.
I wanted to blog about something I find interesting, but the piece of information above destroyed my mood. Maybe some other time...
Have a splendid weekend peeps :)
p/s: Best wishes to the friend who just got blessed with the most precious treasure in life :)
p/s 2: I r a biatch. I r goin to biatchslap CF. *biatchslaps* *piak piak*
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Bloodyfkingmalaysiandrivers. Bloody!
I don't go, you don't go; I go, you also go. Now the car is left with a scar!
Bloodyb*tch*s! If cannot concentrate on driving and talking, then don't do both lar!!! CRAP!
I let people go, HONK!
I don't let people go, HONK!
I let too many people go, HONK HONK!
Bloodyb*st*rds! Rushing to hell is it? Reach home 1357 seconds late can DIE ar? DIE!
Just so you know, I am generally not in such a foul mood. And I am not extremely pissed off, disappointed or whatsoever; probabaly just a lil overwhelmed~
It's just that I cannot handle so much in a day XD And if you know me, I'm not particularly a good driver, I get stressed up easily when driving! I was this close to breaking down when I reached home lol. Farnie haha.
I was this close to... *suspense*
Great. Now I'll have to sleep with this unexplainable grudge-vengeful-hatred'ish feeling T_T
p/s: *fingers crossed* and eagerly anticipating the invention of teleporter? teleport portals? teleportation? t.e.l.e.p.o.r.t
p/s 2: that or a flying broom zZz
I don't go, you don't go; I go, you also go. Now the car is left with a scar!
Bloodyb*tch*s! If cannot concentrate on driving and talking, then don't do both lar!!! CRAP!
I let people go, HONK!
I don't let people go, HONK!
I let too many people go, HONK HONK!
Bloodyb*st*rds! Rushing to hell is it? Reach home 1357 seconds late can DIE ar? DIE!
Just so you know, I am generally not in such a foul mood. And I am not extremely pissed off, disappointed or whatsoever; probabaly just a lil overwhelmed~
It's just that I cannot handle so much in a day XD And if you know me, I'm not particularly a good driver, I get stressed up easily when driving! I was this close to breaking down when I reached home lol. Farnie haha.
I was this close to... *suspense*
Great. Now I'll have to sleep with this unexplainable grudge-vengeful-hatred'ish feeling T_T
p/s: *fingers crossed* and eagerly anticipating the invention of teleporter? teleport portals? teleportation? t.e.l.e.p.o.r.t
p/s 2: that or a flying broom zZz
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Monday was pure BS. Lol.
I think I am allowing myself to screw myself again tomorrow.
Despite being reminded yesterday, I am still screwing myself. Lol.
A simple calculation reveals that per MCQ of Conflict Theory paper weighs approximately 0.28%. Knowing Mr. Franklin, he'll no doubt untilize these 90 MCQs fully, and ask everything under the sun, literally.
From the textbook, to the conflict models and to virtually any conflict which had happened, or is happening.. or is about to happen.
From application based, to knowledge based, to definition based, and to .any.thing. based.
Let's just hope that I can get some 40 questions correct, so that I could score a double digit %. That and because I've given up on reading and searching online about the tips. Maybe I'll cram some crap into my brain tomorrow morning zzZ
My headmight would will explode. Kaboom!
Is happily studying. Not. La-dee-da-dee-da...
I think I am allowing myself to screw myself again tomorrow.
Despite being reminded yesterday, I am still screwing myself. Lol.
A simple calculation reveals that per MCQ of Conflict Theory paper weighs approximately 0.28%. Knowing Mr. Franklin, he'll no doubt untilize these 90 MCQs fully, and ask everything under the sun, literally.
From the textbook, to the conflict models and to virtually any conflict which had happened, or is happening.. or is about to happen.
From application based, to knowledge based, to definition based, and to .any.thing. based.
Let's just hope that I can get some 40 questions correct, so that I could score a double digit %. That and because I've given up on reading and searching online about the tips. Maybe I'll cram some crap into my brain tomorrow morning zzZ
My head
Is happily studying. Not. La-dee-da-dee-da...
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Failing to plan is planning to fail.
Once again, I'm digging my own grave and inviting my own funeral~
I spent these two day-offs very unproductively again. Remember how I complained about having an assignment due this week and The Midterms being around the corner (next week)? Well, good news (or bad news XD), the due date has been extended!
Initially, these two day-offs were meant to be used as assignment grinding day; since I found out the due date is extended to next week, I slacked again. Wtf.
I fail myself again -_- I have not started revision and the said assignment. Wtf.
I ama the classic example of a procrastinator. See how I can blog here and not do my work? Get my point? I am consciously not doing my work. Wtf.
And knowing myself, I'll drag the assignment'ing day to this weekend.. and perform miserably for two midterm papers on Monday which coincides with The Due Date. No scolding or whatsoever will ever work on me, I know it.. it boils down to me. To my own decision, whether to do or not to do!
And it seems I have decided to be a big failure in my life XD
To those who feed on my misery (like Kong), all the best for your studies and assignment grinding!
Gam-ba-teh Bpsychos~
Once again, I'm digging my own grave and inviting my own funeral~
I spent these two day-offs very unproductively again. Remember how I complained about having an assignment due this week and The Midterms being around the corner (next week)? Well, good news (or bad news XD), the due date has been extended!
Initially, these two day-offs were meant to be used as assignment grinding day; since I found out the due date is extended to next week, I slacked again. Wtf.
I fail myself again -_- I have not started revision and the said assignment. Wtf.
I am
And knowing myself, I'll drag the assignment'ing day to this weekend.. and perform miserably for two midterm papers on Monday which coincides with The Due Date. No scolding or whatsoever will ever work on me, I know it.. it boils down to me. To my own decision, whether to do or not to do!
And it seems I have decided to be a big failure in my life XD
To those who feed on my misery (like Kong), all the best for your studies and assignment grinding!
Gam-ba-teh Bpsychos~
Sunday, October 05, 2008
真笑假笑, 谁管得着呢? 总之笑就对了啦~
My computer is officially royally screwed by i-dont-know-what. Every time I turn the computer on, this weird high-tech screen thinge will pop up and the only thing I understand is "Hit F1 to Continue".
After hitting F1, it kinda resumes its operation then it'll be reverted to the day it was born, like 3 years ago.. And this reversion will then screw up my anti-virus and my mouse! I would then have to manually "accidentally" turn off the switch of the CPU (cause restarting wouldn't work) to gain control on the mouse again -_-
Then baru I can set the time to present, and my anti-virus will miraculously work again!
I suppose it isn't a huge issue.. yet. As it still functions normally after the hoo-ah hoo-la reset, but I have to reset it every single time before using neh!
Being not IT savvy me I know nuts about these stuff, unless you know what I'm crapping and decide to help.. If not, I'llbuy a super duper new high tech computer with godly functions trouble my cousin (the Composer/Maker of this mischievous com) to fix this probably-not-so serious problem lol.
Having the com semi screwed up is not a big issue, but having an assignment to be submitted this week which I have yet to start, plus The Midterms next week; that my friend, is me royally screwing myself!
Sigh, enough is enough.
Time to rest my eyelids in peace. Bye.
My computer is officially royally screwed by i-dont-know-what. Every time I turn the computer on, this weird high-tech screen thinge will pop up and the only thing I understand is "Hit F1 to Continue".
After hitting F1, it kinda resumes its operation then it'll be reverted to the day it was born, like 3 years ago.. And this reversion will then screw up my anti-virus and my mouse! I would then have to manually "accidentally" turn off the switch of the CPU (cause restarting wouldn't work) to gain control on the mouse again -_-
Then baru I can set the time to present, and my anti-virus will miraculously work again!
I suppose it isn't a huge issue.. yet. As it still functions normally after the hoo-ah hoo-la reset, but I have to reset it every single time before using neh!
Being not IT savvy me I know nuts about these stuff, unless you know what I'm crapping and decide to help.. If not, I'll
Having the com semi screwed up is not a big issue, but having an assignment to be submitted this week which I have yet to start, plus The Midterms next week; that my friend, is me royally screwing myself!
Sigh, enough is enough.
Time to rest my eyelids in peace. Bye.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
It's either not talking or talking too much. That, or I'm trying too hard to open my mouth. Sigh.
On a lighter note, Nintendo Japan announced a new NDSi just two days ago, supposedly an upgraded version of the current NDSL. Crap them, for announcing it two months after I bought mine! @&%*%$^#@
On a different note, I wasn't entirely pissed off. The upgrade is not perceived as a 100% good upgrade like the upgrade from NDS to NDSL.
Never mind if you don't get nuts about all these NDS's. Basically, Nintendo is screwing me and other NDSL owners, and oh themselves. Haha.
Uni is on as usual starting next Monday!
Argh, I just wish there is more time for nothingness!
One cannot control what others think and say about himself.
On a lighter note, Nintendo Japan announced a new NDSi just two days ago, supposedly an upgraded version of the current NDSL. Crap them, for announcing it two months after I bought mine! @&%*%$^#@
On a different note, I wasn't entirely pissed off. The upgrade is not perceived as a 100% good upgrade like the upgrade from NDS to NDSL.
Never mind if you don't get nuts about all these NDS's. Basically, Nintendo is screwing me and other NDSL owners, and oh themselves. Haha.
Uni is on as usual starting next Monday!
Argh, I just wish there is more time for nothingness!
One cannot control what others think and say about himself.
Friday, October 03, 2008
The thought of updating my blog did surfaced throughout the whole last month, but every single time when I wanted to blog about something, the question "What's the point?" will surface.
Then the thought of wanting to update will vanish, and this happened for few times, then I intentionally waited for the month of September to pass to continue posting entries again.
Not that September was a terrible month, it just wasn't good.
I never thought about why I do the things I do, or say the things I say until I started thinking about it.. duh. Okay, probably having a major in Psychology prompts one to think, to think a lot.
Then, a certain supposedly self-disclosure assignment hit me, kinda forced me to think way beyond my normal thinking routine (eat? watch TV? play? sleep?); from there, I realized one big thing about myself, that I'm the most insecure person I know (that, and probably I didn't know enough people and/or couldn't be bothered to know enough about people to know that they are insecure lol).
That probably lead me to being sarcastic in daily conversation with friends. And I'll target anyone and everyone if given the opportunities, but when things hit me, I'll be very quiet.
Nowadays, I don't usually talk unless it's necessary. Sad right?
I noticed that I have crap-talked so much that people are starting to ignore what I say.
I guess I'm better off with the role of a listener, listening is not easy; I'll probably start by hearing.
Why am I even posting this? Honestly, I don't know. Get attention? Probably, but will anyone pay attention? Since I don't pay attention to people; there is no reason for people to attend to me.
If you're expecting something with humor, sorry to disappoint you, I think I have lost a little bit of that part in me. Well, not entirely lost, maybe once in a while I'll be less gloomy and start bombing craps!
I always appreciate anyone who reads what I typed; thank you.
My apology if you're emofied by these emo'ish posts. Sorry la, I am not a commercial blogger, means I do not always come up with a good read or something funny.
Why do you do what you do?
Why do you say what you say?
Why you read here? Bored?
Why you blog there? Bored?
Hehe, I fluctuate. Once again, thank you.
Then the thought of wanting to update will vanish, and this happened for few times, then I intentionally waited for the month of September to pass to continue posting entries again.
Not that September was a terrible month, it just wasn't good.
I never thought about why I do the things I do, or say the things I say until I started thinking about it.. duh. Okay, probably having a major in Psychology prompts one to think, to think a lot.
Then, a certain supposedly self-disclosure assignment hit me, kinda forced me to think way beyond my normal thinking routine (eat? watch TV? play? sleep?); from there, I realized one big thing about myself, that I'm the most insecure person I know (that, and probably I didn't know enough people and/or couldn't be bothered to know enough about people to know that they are insecure lol).
That probably lead me to being sarcastic in daily conversation with friends. And I'll target anyone and everyone if given the opportunities, but when things hit me, I'll be very quiet.
Nowadays, I don't usually talk unless it's necessary. Sad right?
I noticed that I have crap-talked so much that people are starting to ignore what I say.
I guess I'm better off with the role of a listener, listening is not easy; I'll probably start by hearing.
Why am I even posting this? Honestly, I don't know. Get attention? Probably, but will anyone pay attention? Since I don't pay attention to people; there is no reason for people to attend to me.
If you're expecting something with humor, sorry to disappoint you, I think I have lost a little bit of that part in me. Well, not entirely lost, maybe once in a while I'll be less gloomy and start bombing craps!
I always appreciate anyone who reads what I typed; thank you.
My apology if you're emofied by these emo'ish posts. Sorry la, I am not a commercial blogger, means I do not always come up with a good read or something funny.
Why do you do what you do?
Why do you say what you say?
Why you read here? Bored?
Why you blog there? Bored?
Hehe, I fluctuate. Once again, thank you.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin~
Did you know that "maaf zahir dan batin" roughly translates to "I seek forgiveness from you physically and spiritually (Wikimedia, 2008)"? If you don't, now you know =)
Things, and I mean most things if not everything can be either Google'd or Wiki'ed.
Wait, let me rephrase, I think everything can be Google'd.
If you're still checking this link, I thank you. It was not my intention to leave this blog dead for a month, I was er i-dont-know-what-happened. Yea.
Stuff just happened one after another, and before I know it.. it's already October!
That's all, happy holidays to all Malaysians.
Did you know that "maaf zahir dan batin" roughly translates to "I seek forgiveness from you physically and spiritually (Wikimedia, 2008)"? If you don't, now you know =)
Things, and I mean most things if not everything can be either Google'd or Wiki'ed.
Wait, let me rephrase, I think everything can be Google'd.
If you're still checking this link, I thank you. It was not my intention to leave this blog dead for a month, I was er i-dont-know-what-happened. Yea.
Stuff just happened one after another, and before I know it.. it's already October!
That's all, happy holidays to all Malaysians.
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