鹿鼎记

在八度空间，亚洲同步首播的鹿鼎记刚刚开始播，觉得应该是部挺有看头的戏。
到目前为止才播了三集，真想剧情就可以停留在这一段时间。小康熙和小韦小宝的那一份纯纯的感情若能永远保持在那天真无邪，无忧无虑的阶段那该有多好呢！
或许是两位可爱小演员精湛的演出吧！有点期待这鹿鼎记会是怎样的，虽然说故事是大同小异，但我想呈现方式应该会令它与以往的鹿鼎记大大不同；加上庞大的制作队和一班有趣的演员（其两位小演员就是正好的例子）真是部让人相当之期望的戏！千万别让我失望噢！

If you're wondering what's the gibberish above, it's actually about this show which just started airing few days ago. Royal Tramp, Monday to Friday, 8.30pm only on 8TV :D

As mentioned, I am back to my daily TV routine. This Royal Tramp is part of my routine as well. Watching TV is like an escape from reality for me, I escape a lot from reality lol. Watching TV doesn't involve much thinking, it's just plain staring at the screen. I can do that!

Ohoh, today's Pay-Back Day organized by the B.Psych Student Council was a blast pour shoot? Well, the attendance was pathetic; hence not blasting enough I would say. But the fun factor was certainly there! You see, this Pay-Back Day was meant to you know, pay back to our belove lecturers; but most of the students couldn't be bothered and it's a Friday, who would wanna stay back after their morning class right?
There were games and performances. I thought the lecturers and staffs charade team was exceptional! I'm telling you, these people are charade pros men! To name a few, Dr. Goh, Dr. Hera and oh Ms. Winnee :D Truth be told, I think the others were great too la; I'm just er berat sebelah (heavy one side?). Yea, heh~

Tomorrow is 31st again, it's BR Day!!! Bring your loved one, friends, brother, sister and whatever to the nearest BR and cram with 1645127 Malaysians to enjoy their 31% off handpacked ice-creams!

As random as ever; finally, pictarrr..

以下就是之前所提到两位可爱的小演员，经过本人Google一下，原来两位只不过是十三岁+/- 罢了！前途无量啊！

鹿鼎记里的小康熙（左）和小韦小宝（右）图片是来自图里所显示的网站：happyboyshilei.blog.sohu.com，也就是小宝史磊的官方网站。

I think I'm on the verge of getting depression. But after today's ride home just now, I guess I'm moving away, slightly further from that extreme edge, before falling into the pit of depressions!

Heh, I successfully drove home today, under terrible conditions! The rain was heavy just now, and I kinda don't know how to adjust the side mirrors to my view. So, bad weather + horrible side perception + noob driver = danger! Hmm, I need to drive more. These are what daily drivers consider mundane stuff, not something worth making a fuss about.

It's somewhat an achievement to me la. So yea.

I'm back to my daily TV-watching routine now :D So stress nowadays, not that I've started anything for anything, but I just know; furthermore, watching TV is good!

I once talked about how this friend is very reserved, how she's hiding herself too much and all that. Now I find myself doing exactly that. I am lost. I miss my old self. Will he be back?

Today's Biopsychology tutorial was awesome =D It was the right tutorial group after all, I mean you need to get the right 'brains' and stuff, and I particularly like the interaction of them [rectangle] neurotransmitter + receptor hahaha! Those who were present will know. And soon others will know if the act-thinge is ever uploaded on YouTube. Stay tuned!

I really envy those who can 'let go' so freely. I mean, they really enjoy themselves man! And that's the point of life!

Nvm.

I've always liked Biopsych more compared to Social Psych albeit not having any Biology background to support. I mean Social Psych is way too vague, kinda like a lot of BS'es stuff. You know, like hitting around the bush.. around, around and around! At least Biopsych makes sense, like everything happens for a reason kinda thing. The massive amount of terminologies, however, is a huge problem! But like Dr. Hera said, it's cool to be able to say Methylenedioxymethamphetamine!

I've vowed not to procrastinate anymore, it's Year 2 for crying out loud! But again, I've "unconsciously" piled up my work again. Midterms are unexpectedly beginning next week; there are approximately 28~ish days to complete three assignments in which two are of major importance (OMGness, 30% of the whole subject!!); and oh, before you know it, it's the FINALE!! Mati!! Mati!!

Better start studying...

Oh. Eh, it's time to sleep now. Nightz.

I noticed that when an entry is emo, it tends to get more attention LoL Don't get me wrong, I do like attention. As mentioned, who doesn't right?!

But I guess being sad, emo, down, pathetic, sorrowful (anymore?) is not a good way of getting attention lol. I don't 'fake' those emoness k, it's just one of those days la. And it's kinda er.. suffocating, suffering not to release them out. That is one of the reasons blogs exist! Not more about entertaining readers and whatnot (that too of course, it'll be great if two goals can be achieved). To a certain extent, a blog is still about the blog owner. Seeing things from his/her perspectives, where everything revolves around him/her. Understand?

Never mind about that. Back to daily mundane stuff.

Went to Music Story Cafe yesterday, it's a cafe with live performances from their singers, I don't know what you call those cafes; but yea, you get the idea. It wasn't my first time going to cafes like those, but I wasn't a frequent visitor to cafes like those either. It was a great experience, thank you fellow friends for inviting me! Apparently, the girls were a bit crazy over the singers that night, so they were very eager to go there. Very eager. They said the singers: 家豪 and 文全 are very good, and I should go 'open my eyes'; and hell yea, they were very good, it was very fun to watch them la. There was this girl zhi ying?, she had a superb vocal, like very geng!

My first impression of the cafe was that, I didn't expect it to be that small, I was expecting the place to be bigger. The stage was kinda small too, the singers don't really have much space to move about, kinda 'stationed'. The drinks and foods are a bit overpriced too; but I fully understand that they still have to pay their singers. So yea, considered the price paid for their performances. And oh, the location is a bit far for my taste, it's at Serdang. Like a completely new place for me, haha. IF the cafe was in Aman Puri, I might go there every other day :P Just kidding, I'll be more lifeless if I do that!

In spite of all these, I still had fun.

It's a wonder how a person's mood and emotion can change so quickly. It's like a 360° turn, completely different.

If you notice (probably not yet), I was rather sad and down in my previous entry, which was written just yesterday before I went to bed. Yea.

As of now, I'm feeling much better. I guess the movie Social Psych students were required to watch did elevated my mood. Joe Somebody is the title, it's like we can relate so much with the main character, or at least I think I could. With all the self-esteem issues and whatnot, all those issues are very much relevant with us (in one way or another, so yea).

On a random note (as usual), I am very grateful to have friends. Whether they see me as one worthy friend or not, I am still very grateful I have them.
Friends who make me happy; and friends whom I enjoy making them happy. Everyone of you.

The reason why I read blogs religiously is because I don't wanna miss anything. I want to know, I just don't wanna be left out. Every time after I visited a blog I always try to leave a comment may it be lame, or meaningless, or simply crapping; the thing is I don't mind. That is my way of showing: "Hey, I've read what you typed, and you know, I care and could be bothered". But of course there are times when I seriously could not relate to the posts, I'll just shut up and keep quiet. Or maybe there are times when I really couldn't be bothered, and so yea. Truth be told, deep down, I just wanted to say: "Hey, I care and you know... don't forget me."

I am kinda glad that I am called 'lame' you know, not lame lame, as in lame, you get what I mean. I don't know if I'm not lame, would anyone know me? Or remember me? At least now you can remember me as being 'lame' or was 'lame'.

I don't think I could even be bothered that much about my family, I know, I'm terrible. Maybe I just thought they will always be by my side, regardless of what the circumstances may be (hello, we're kinda linked by blood... so yea).

And the things about my family is, I always thought that I was brought up rather nicely, in a good way. But now I've come to think that I was never 'brought up', I kinda just 'grew' on my own, like you know, naturally grew lol. I know, there were of course those "Do's" and "Dont's" la, be polite la, be a gentleman la and all those "good" stuff la. But there was close to no family bonding activities; my parents seldom involve in our (my bro's and mine) stuff, not even our studies. We seldom talk, and there was no sex education and whatnot 'sensitive' topics being discussed; in fact, we don't even talk much. As for now, I only talk slightly more with my brother, and it's all about games. Imagine if we don't play, we'd have nothing to talk about (I think I used the 'd wrongly hehe).
And we don't go like "Love you, son" or "Love you too, mom" kinda thing; in fact, I've not spoken those words before, ever. I feel awkward when they have commercials about Mother's Day or Father's Day on TV/Radio, with the presence of my parents of course. It just feels weird to me T-T It's as though the parent-child bonding never happened, non-existent so to speak.

Haiz, another heavy text entry. Eh, my entries have always been textual, very seldom pictorial! Thank you for reading, I mean the point of blogging is to let people read right? I salute people who blog for themselves, you know, like a real diary diary kinda thing. Again, thank you, I wonder if anyone reads such lengthy posts; rest assured, I for one, does read whatever shits stuff you friends post up ^-^

Enough of self disclosure over the virtual space even though it's in a very random fashion, but still...! So yea. Have a nice day~

Disclaimer (<-whatever this means): Do not read on if you don't want to destroy your day/mood, this is a highly mildly emo post. And yes, I'm an attention whore, who isn't?

As I was filling in the 'My resume' page just now, I realized I have no Employment experience, no involvement in extra co-curricular activities, no Achievements and no Skills. Sad.

I haven't gotten a proper job before, not even a part time job. I am definitely not active in any societies or clubs, what more with having positions in a society or club right? I have not achieved anything in my life, have not participated any competitions; have not represented anything for anything. Then I don't have any skills worthy to be mentioned, neither have I acquired any skills through formal training and whatnot. Sad.

Sigh, the only section I can fill in is the 'Language' section. And I bet 2340983216534 other students from Malaysia can at least put in two languages in there. So what's so special about me? Nothing.

And I thought I could apply for a reasonable, worthwhile internship. But with my qualifications, what can I ask for right? At most I can only provide free human labor at some random social work site and that is, if I'm that 'good' at doing social work!

All this while I've been wasting time, I have never been productive, I have never excelled in anything, I was ignorant and shallow (sadly still am). Hell crap, I'm not even doing good in my studies. Am I wasting life here? While I am hopelessly wasting my life here, there are a gazzilion people out there fighting to live! The Szechuan earthquake victims for instance, a man held on for more than 70 hours to be rescued only to meet his wife and the baby they're expecting, he said he could not leave the baby fatherless. He was rescued, but he finally succumbed in the hospital, before meeting his wife. Sad.
Sigh, my point is... Oh, I don't even know what's my point. I think I just feel a bit worthless again.

Sigh, my future is not looking good. I think I'll join in the % of unemployed grads in Malaysia when I graduate.

I better start fishing some rich guys and plan my marriage soon. Oh wait, I can't do that, those are for the girls! I know! I can place my bets on some random rich widow whose husband has passed away; duh yea, widow = husbandless. Hmm, I'm beyond pathetic.

I have never tried anything seriously, wholeheartedly, give it all out, my best; yet all this while I thought I've been doing things with my 'heart' so to speak. I was and am still afraid of failure, I got conquered by the fear of failure, of embarrassment... I don't know.

I don't know. I just don't know anymore.

I officially out-lamed myself yesterday! Totally!
I was shocked to find out that I haven't updated blog for a week. Cause I don't remember doing anything, not even watching anime, playing Cabal or Maple Story, or reading books. What have I been doing all this time? I don't know. Somehow time slipped away just like that.

Everything happened yesterday was crap apart from Narnia. Oh btw, when I say I'm watching movie alone, I really mean alone. And I did watch the Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian at GSC 1U alone. This is my second time watching movie alone, it still felt awkward seeing couples and friends together, then me being alone. But still bearable I guess. The movie was great. Yea.

Craps occurred yesterday:
- the first misfortune was when I wanted to 'press' money from Maybank ATM, the nearest one to the cinema was out of service temporarily. Being cheapskate me, I thought of walking to the other end to get me some money instead of using other banks' ATM (I'll get charged extra for that, so yea), and I did. I walked all the way to the other end just to find out the stupid machine's "Out of service temporarily" as well! OMGness! Ended up withdrawing money from this retarded CIMB ATM machine which was very not user friendly, hence retarded!
- after Narnia, I went hunting for a toilet. I presumed the nearest one will undoubtedly be crowded, so being smart me, I went to the lower floor one. While I was on the elevator going down, I noticed my shirt was stuck (past tense of stick? no?) with the leftovers of caramel popcorn!! O_O I walked all the way from the cinema till almost reaching toilet only then I found out! Super embarrassing weh, it's funny lar, I almost wanted to take a pic. But I couldn't stand the unsightly shirt of mine... sobz. My shirt had these yellowish stains from the caramel popcorn, ARGH!!
- then I walked passed this same shop for 3 times thinking if I should buy something or not, ended up not buying when I was on my way back there for the 4th time!
- I was in Popular jalan-jalan'ing around the magazine corner for 6~7 times or more, wondering if I should buy that particular magazine, thinking if I'll regret buying it or not. It's last season's magazine, so it's like 7 bucks only. After wandering around for like the n-th time, I decided to buy. And my my, I regret paying RM7 for the *insert vulgar word here* magazine! It's worth at most RM3 only I think! I know it's old, but not that old! 7 bucks = another movie ler! T_T

While I was jalan-jalan'ing waiting for me mom, I met saw a friend. Wanted to say hi, but she walked so fast, like just zoom pshhh. Then gone. Guess she was there to stock up some groceries haha.

As I was stalking around again, I realized there are more 'public' lesbian couples than gay couples; in fact, I don't see gay couples at all (or I'm not looking hard enough lol). Most of the time, these lesbian couples would have a 'girl' and a 'guy', the 'guy' dressed up like a guy of course but I still can see 'he' is still a 'she'. Furthermore, girls can 'rightfully' hold hands, so yea, I might have mistaken them as lesbian couples hahaha! I'm not discriminating or whatsoever ok, I just might stare look at them slightly longer la =D

To the friend who's hospitalized, I hope she's recovered. Get well soon! You still have SUKMA and Biopsych and Social Psych awaiting you girl!

Had a karaoke session today. I enjoyed myself as usual, I mean I never not enjoyed myself in sing k sessions. Come on, it's something I enjoy doing lol. Oh, that's what we called hobby.

These few days of a new sem were rather happening. It's as though we're trying to make use of the little free time now we have to play and enjoy ourselves. Because we know, oh yes, we know that we're going to be so so busy for this short semester. You know like the last days of your life, you have so many things you want do, but time is limited. So yea, you get the idea.

Met a new friend today. He's a friend's friend (duh?). He is a great singer, crap, I've got competition. Haha, joking I was. I mean about the competition part, the great singer part is real. It was great meeting other people who likes to sing too you know.
Furthermore, he's a different type of singer from me. Not to be full of myself, but not many, or rather very few guys are of the same "genre" as me. I have a slightly higher key, almost girl-like. And oh, I don't have a masculine voice, so yea. I'm unique, just like everyone.

Watched HK movie: My Wife's a Gambling Maestro or something along the line. It was a funny watch, I meant it in a good way. It's a comedy, so yea, funny.

After the movie, I went stalking around 1U again. Literally walked rounds and rounds, from New Wing to Old Wing, then back to New Wing and few rounds along the "bridge" thinge. I was waiting for my mom to finish her free gym session, so yea. And I almost, almost see Marie Digby. She's in 1U, such a waste that I couldn't stay longer to catch a sight of her. A glimpse would do, seriously. It's so cool that she got famous overnight through YouTube, so wickedly cool! She's talented and pretty, so yea, cool.

About the stalker thing, it really isn't easy to become a professional stalker. It's way harder than naturalistic observation, cause that is actually purposeful while stalking is.. er not good? Well, one still have to be inconspicuous and unobtrusive! You have to check if anyone is stalking you while you're stalking; you have to check the mirrors or any reflective surfaces that could potentially reveal you're stalking. So yea, challenging.

Hehe, a paragraph full of crap.

A note to couples in love, really enjoy the moments you have with each other. I mean, couples in love are suppose to be superbly happy right? Like on cloud nine, like in lalaland kinda happy.. oh.. lala.. lala.. lala~ No offence Priscilla lol!
Back to the topic, I don't know what leads to break-ups, quarrels and whatnot we have. For crying out loud, you people are suppose to be happy! Come on la!I guess both parties just didn't want to be together enough. Or they are just not the "ONE" for each other. Or maybe I'm having this lalaland fairyland kinda ideal concept about love where everyone "... lives happily ever after". Haha.

Personally, I don't think I deserve anything. So, good night people, may you dream about him/her/the "ONE".

p/s: I have low self-esteem.

T_T

I am devastated! I only have myself to blame!

Why lar? Why? Why?

Why did I not study? Why did I not do my revision?

Last semester, which was the first semester of my second year was a disaster. A complete disaster. I managed to breeze through my first year with rather satisfactory results, never a semester with lower GPA than 3, maintaining B's all the time. Then, for the previous ONE semester, I sapu all the C's in one shot. OMGness, we're talking about C+, C and C- here, everything in one go! Guess my effort and attitude were not up to the standards of a year 2 student; guess I wasn't demonstrating the depth of knowledge and skills I should have as a year 2 student.

To my surprise is, I actually scored worst for the subject I thought I understood and had slight interest in: Child Development; in contrast, scoring comparatively best for the subject I thought I'd screwed up and had the slightest clue about: Ergonomics and Human Factors. What is this?! I guess for me to ace through me exams, I shall remain ignorant and clueless through out the whole semester! Rolling On the Floor Laughing My Ass Out/Off!

Truth be told, I am not particularly furious or disappointed. Am having a rather neutral normal state now, just find it odd. But I seriously have to work hard now. I've mentioned this countless of times in my life, for SPM, for Foundation, now for Degree. Never have I ever realized it though! I'm so terrible! Sigh, guess NDSL will have to wait for another two more months. But seriously, I doubt an NDSL will affect my studies that much~ Since I'm pretty much screwed now anyway +_+

On a brighter note, at least I still can maintain my CGPA at 3ish (barely though...) my HGPA is certainly flushed down the drain! No 1st Class, no 2nd Upper probably not even 2nd Lower for me; I guess I'll have to make do with 3rd Class Honours if that's even possible!

I didn't know moving to Kepong has such a big impact on me *-* Heh, I'm probably finding things to blame now. Meh, like I've said, I only have myself to blame. So yea.

Signing off now, feeling devastated still.

Oh Romeo Romeo Juliet Juliet muse muse"inserts whatever here",
where art thou?

Finally~ Finally I get to see the days of light humans. The sight of humans is just so interesting. Heh.

Today's first day was refreshing. Get to see so many old and familiar faces again, and like I've mentioned, really nice to see so many people again. I mean I'm very the bored at home during the holidays, really glad to be able to talk again!

The first lecture today wasn't exceptionally pleasant. Dr. Goh bomb the bomb set the bomb DROP the bomb on us!! The bombs, OMGness, countless of bombs!! He was like "... midterm's in 3 weeks'ish..."; "... this blablabla essay's like 30%..."; suddenly "... finals..." O_O
Short semester is no joke weh! Everything will be very fast.. *zoom* *shh* *zoom*

Then I don't know if I should take a Psych elective U_U Tomorrow attend one class and see lar. And I think there is another bomb coming tomorrow: Biopsychology! Dr. Hera is no joke either!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

I can't even post a blog entry properly now. Stress! Stress!

Nevertheless, I was really glad to see people again. Managed to watch What Happens in Vegas starring Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher. A very nice couple indeed! And a very nice watch too! I almost cry at the ending part, cause it's just too touching liao. I mean, it's really nice la T_T

Aiya, another messed up post. Better get some sleep soon.

今天摇摇晃晃了几圈，
也只不过是可以从远处遥望而已。。。
看到了又能怎样？
控制，控制，真的需要控制自己。
结果还是忍不住绕了第二圈。。。
心情非常乱，觉得生活突然间变得无意义！
如何是好呢？我该如何是好？

Happy Mother's Day!!! *heart* *heart* *heart*

I only managed to say that to my mom the third time I saw her this morning. The first time I saw her I was on my way to the toilet, and the second time was on my way back to my room from the toilet. Then I suddenly remembered I've got something to say to my mom haha! Happy Mother's Day Ms Low ^-^

Anyway, today's brunch was at some really fancy restaurant for dim sum + chinese-style dishes ordering lunch, with my mom's godmother which happens to be her best friend's mother. So yea.
Frankly, the food wasn't as spectacular as the place (the interior design was pretty classy); in fact, the food was plain dull and normal, not any better than our usual New Paris restaurant (if you were to ask me). The bill came out to be RM580ish for 12 people, OMGness! I would rather eat oat + 3-in-1 Milo at home and take that sum of money to buy myself a NDSL hehe. Seriously!

But whatever la. I'm not up to those high standards of living! I'm pretty contented at being er normalish and ordinalish.

Oh, I suddenly remembered I'm suppose to post an entry in BM. Scrap that, I'll do half a post. Or maybe a quarter. Highlight the big blank portion below if you wanna make your eyes bleed, and I mean bleed. As bleed as bleeding love.. Keep bleeding, I keep keep bleeding in love...

Terlebih dahulu, saya ingin memohon maaf kepada guru-guru BM saya yang teramat mulia dan baik: Puan Nordian bt. Estee dan Puan Sharon Kaur kerana ajaran cikgu tidak tampal pada otak aku. Tengok, struktur ayat saya gila luan! Bahasa apa ni?! Harap-harap cikgu boleh memaafkan saya dan dapat jumpa blog saya ini apabila ciku meng'Google nama anda. Haha!

Ok, esok mulanya semester yang baru bagi tahun 2 kursus psikologi saya! Stressnya! Kena fikir tentang yuran kursus la, kena fikir tentang bilangan subjek yang hendak diambil la, banyak perkara yang perlu diambil kira la!

ARRRGGHH!! Aku putus asa ni! Tak boleh teruskan kecacatan BM aku ni! Walaupun aku ingin cuba, betul-betul ingin cuba; tapi tak boleh la! Maaf la Smurfy Wen! Henti! Henti!

I tried. That was a disaster. Seriously...

Hope everything will be alright tomorrow!

Earlier on, I was watching this anime: Shugo Chara!, it's an on-going series, so I stopped at Ep20 to allow more episodes to be released first before continue watching it again. I cannot stand the wait if I were to watch until a suspenseful episode lol.

Anyway, my point is the anime title translates to guardian character, and they say all children have an egg of the heart, and occasionally, children with clear and solid dreams will have their egg of the heart hatched; thus giving birth to a guardian character. The heroine of the anime, being the heroine, is a special child with 3 (later 4 I think) guardian charas. She can "transform" into her would-be character with special powers to purify evil X-eggs. Lol, I'm going very technical now, it's getting lengthy.
Anyway, just think of it as er Sailor Moon or Cardcaptor Sakura? More of the shoujo theme.
The materialization of guardian chara kinda symbolizes the occurrence of imaginary friends. And I thought this is cool, so yea.

Oh, I forgot to mention the very reason I brought this up. You see, this guardian chara hatched from a child's egg of the heart represents the child would-be-self, meaning the dream the child has and wish for it to be realized. That's why guardian charas can be anything from a magician to a ballerina, very cute lol.
My point is, what is/was my would-be-self? What am I to be? What do I want to be? Where am I going with Psychology? Sigh.

Speaking of Psychology, my Year 2 Sem 2 starts next Monday, it's a short sem. So I'm guessing the entire week will be packed with lectures and tutorials. Oh, I just checked, yes, indeed.. almost all 5 days also got class lol. The department recommended 2 subjects, but should I take 3? Hmm, to take or not to take?
The only viable option is Pn. Fatimah's "Human Services" class. OMGness, Pn. Fatimah's lectures are like lullabies, and I'm telling you, she's really good at it hehe (I mean the lullabying thing). And what the heck is "Human Services"? O_O I know I sounded stupid and ignorant, heck, I'm stupid and ignorant!

And I don't feel like taking other department's subjects as electives, I mean their schedules are very different. I've seen how some friends suffered from that, so I better stick to the Psych dep's electives!

Sigh. Life is so interesting.

On a random note, I finished a short 13-ep anime: Himawari! (coincidentally, both anime titles mentioned have an exclamation mark in their names lol~). It's a fusion of love-love kinda shoujo theme + tiny weeny bit of ninja theme. Frankly, the anime doesn't really have a strong theme, and the plots are pretty pointless too. There are some ninja actions here and there but there are not many fighting scenes and whatnot like in Narutard Naruto. Himawari! has loads of interesting characters and it has such a strong potential to become a really good ninja-focus anime, but yea, it didn't turn out that way; sad, I know. Quite a nice watch for a retardedly bored person like me, but probably isn't as worthwhile for other people with better things to do.

That's all!

Happy Mother's Day in advance!

天下的妈妈都是一样的，喔哦天下的妈妈都是一样的。不管风吹雨打~ (I forgot the rest.. heh =_='')

I'm still in my holidays now, but I'm like superbly lazy.. Utterly motivationless to update this blog.
Sigh, well not like my absence here has a significant impact on world peace.

So yea.
Life sucks, I rots! Erh, so bored! Rots rots rots!

I don't like blogging that way. But anyway, life here is indeed lifeless. I've got nothing to do but eat, sleep and play. And occasionally emo a bit here and there, that's all! That's why I don't even have any inspiration to blog, I mean there is seriously nothing happening T_T

Oh, I bought a new chair. Period.

And I still pretty much want a NDSL. Judging from my condition now, I think I'll never get one =_='' And oh, I want a PSP too. But that won't happen until I get my NDSL and that's probably next year. By that time, they probably have some uber stuff out liao...
This has been one of the greatest debate in the world of handheld, PSP or NDSL? The thing is, both of them are very different albeit both being a handheld console! It's like comparing oranges and apples, I mean the orange is definitely more orangey than the orangeness of an apple as orangenity is non-existent in apples. So the best solution is to get both ^-^

The only reason I'm getting NDSL first is because of Harvest Moon, Pokemon and FFTA2; and oh, cause I've bought the accessories for MY NDSL already muahahahaha! This is what happened back when I got my first ever cellphone in my life, I bought the silicon case and the 1gb MSPD first LoL and only managed to get my phone like 2 weeks after! This time, I'm telling you, it's been 2 months since I bought the NDSL accessories! Damn, when am I getting, when? WHEN?
On a random note, my games of choice look so childish, but yea, I like those.

I'm such a fickle minded person weh. Remember how I was having a dilemma whether to choose a Metallic Rose NDSL or a Triforce Golden one? Now I'm contemplating between the Crystal White and Gloss Silver. But I've read the buttons on the white one turn yellowish after a period of time, and that wouldn't look nice. Wouldn't it? Then the Gloss Silver one looks a bit dull, more to greyish. How ler? How ler? LoL, I'm such a bitch fick (derived from fickle?)Ohoh, I suddenly find myself very the boring.
I'll find one fine day and blog about LOVE hehehehehe hehehehehe hahahahaha huahuahuahuahua (ok, this is getting annoying).

One fine day you see.. you see.. One fine day

The Project Superstar Cycle 3 Finale just now was a blast! I didn't go there physically of course, we have TV for that. And 8TV was broadcasting it live anyway, all the way from Stadium Melawati, Shah Alam!

This cycle's Final Champion is Kay 郭晓薇!!! Woot!! She performed really well tonight (or rather er, yesterday night). I didn't expect her to be able to do it so well! I guess she appeared rather like an underdog through out the whole competition; that's why I was shocked when she wemerged as the Female Champion. Well done girl!

I was rooting for Kay anyway, but I have to admit that Hau 徐仕豪 did very well too! He has an impressive voice; and that's probably the only reason that got him this far. Albeit the impressive vocal, his appearance is just so-so; in contrast with the cutey lovey kawaii Kay who presented herself really well that night, Hau lost.

Yea, but like what the judges, contestants, emcees, guest artists said; what these 24 finalists of Project Superstar obtained are the friendship and invaluable experience! I mean what are the odds of 24 random people coming together, living under one roof, doing almost everything together? And they really had fun man! So the position of Final Champion doesn't really matter, it's the experience and exposure they cannot get elsewhere that matter!

That said, today's yesterday's Finale we witnessed guest appearance by 光良, yesh, none other than the harta negara (国宝) Michael Wong! I think he's worked out a lot recently, I don't remember him being so physically fit! I've always have his this, sweet, the guy-next-door kinda image; but suddenly he has got broad shoulders and er NO tummy at all. I'm telling you, NO tummy, it's like this ____ flat (vertically duh). And I presume half of the audience there present because of him haha! They even have those blink blink neon lights (or whatever light) boards ler! Almost like a concert, heh!

In addition, we have performances from past cycles' Project Superstar. Two couples: John + Desiree and Henley + Orange.
The song duet by John + Desiree was awesomest! And I supported Desiree last time, I still think she is very the awesome now!! Very great performance, very nice ^-^
Then Henley + Orange, they duet for an English song, if I'm not mistaken, it's the song from Music and Lyrics. Henley's English background really showed in this song, his pronunciation was precise and he sounded really nice; Orange on the other hand, is rather "Chinesey", nevertheless good effort! And oh, I saw her at Monsoon ID the other day when I was there for my haircut. She was getting her hair done there LoL. I was too shy to talk to her though. Furthermore, what can I say?

Aww, there you go, this year's Project Superstar.
Can't wait for more.

Today is Labour Day, so I'll dedicate this post to WORK.

Let's have a quick start by explaining what I think about work.
I think working life is very sad, I'm talking about those 8am to 5pm/9am to 6pm and whatnot jobs. That is if you're lucky, if you're not lucky; you'll be getting jobs from 10am to 10pm. Talk about lifeless!
Let's just don't mention about bosses, entrepreneurs and whatnot; those are not workers, they can have Labour Day everyday. So unreal, yea.

Then imagine yourself doing that everyday, working, working and working for the rest of your life. How sad right? If you get promoted in the process, good for you; if not, then too bad lor.

In your working life, you won't even have time for yourself, what more for social life? Then you'll just be a money-making machine, lifeless.

To those who are lucky, they might get a girlfriend (er, speaking from my perspective). Or I would say depends on what type of girlfriend you get.

Lucky, if she's kind and understanding. And really loves spending time with you. Genuinely loves you those type.
Unlucky, if you get a bitch. Yes, a bitch. Those who complain like there is no tomorrow, bad attitude, bad temper; simplified to one word: bitch. But what can you do? You really like her, so yea; suffer lor.

There goes your love life. Well, fair enough to say, if you have a love life (may she be an angel or a bitch), then your work life isn't as sad. At least you have something to look forward to after that one whole tiring day (whether angeling or bitching, lol joking).

Some might have a group of close friends they hang out with all the time. It's good to have those, I mean your family can't be with you all the time; friends are what you need, good ones.
Bear in mind though, your friends will get "coupled" eventually though; then you'll feel lonely when they are with their spouse.

Sigh, life is sad right? So go get yourself a partner soul mate, then you all can celebrate Labour Day together.

Ultimately, everyone dies. So enjoy everyday, be happy.

And if you can't help but to be sad, emo and all that; then be emo happily. Don't try to hold yourself back, don't hold those tears, just don't hold anything for that matter. Just let it be. As ironic as it sounds, be sad happily!

Speaking of tears, I woke up with my eyes feeling sored and teary yesterday. I had this The-Seventh-Day-look-alike scene in my dream. I was crying don't know for what, rest assured that was one of those emo'ish scene. Sad.
Then I cried to sleep yesterday night; I know why though. But I'll be talking too much if I were to mention it here. Yea. Basically I got emo when I played the song "Love" by Orange on my phone. The song that got me emofied and typed in Chinese the other day. Lol.

Oh crap sorry, I went too far fetched! Holiday is not good, I have way too much time on my hand and for my brain to think too much. If you know where I stay, you'll know I wouldn't want to get a job near here. Probably I'm just too lazy to work la, I want money though. I am still wanting that goddamn NDSL, it's just that NDSL didn't spark much interest anymore. I still want one though, it'll be a great helper and time filler when my semester starts.

I'll probably update my blog every other day since I'm like superbly free now.

So, see ya soon and thank you for reading. I truly appreciate your time and attention.